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Only one thing mattered.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone in the Nest.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone with Riko.
Jean Moreau — weak, broken Jean Moreau — had left Nathaniel Wesninski to die.----
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Raven!Neil AU.
Picks up with the beginning of The Sunshine Court. Jean, Kevin, and Neil have grown up together in the Nest. Jean and Kevin made it out.
Neil didn’t.
*The first part is complete. Updates every weekend.*Series
- Part 1 of What We Leave Behind
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09 Jun 2026
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Oh love, I'm sorry if I smothered you by Ateiluj
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Jun 2023
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Before he can tune them out as background noise, he hears his name.
"...definitely toxic. I mean, Andrew drives him everywhere, drags him out of parties early, doesn't let him talk to anyone else... I overheard Aaron telling Kate that Andrew picks Neil's clothes out for him, that's controlling as shit."
"Yeah, more like emotionally abusive. I don't get why the others don't do anything about it, though, like, if there was even a chance Neil would listen to me I'd be trying to rescue that poor boy."
"He probably doesn't even realize he needs rescuing, though, right? Like, that's how abusive relationships work. Besides, you know what his life's been like, with parents like his he might not know what a healthy relationship even looks like. And the others are probably too scared of Andrew to intervene."
Or, Andrew overhears an unfortunate conversation and spirals.
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- Part 1 of Thought of you and all you meant
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03 Jun 2026
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"Kevin struggles with the concept of home — he doesn't know if the image conjured from that word will ever stop being the dark and suffocating room he shared with Riko —, but he knows there must be some of it in the way his breathing comes easier when he is alongside Andrew."
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Kevin's perspective through the end of The King's Men and after it, dealing with anxiety, trauma and being in love with his best friends.
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27 May 2026
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Neil Josten has recently moved in with his two boyfriends, exy celebrities Andrew Minyard and Kevin Day, and things are...fine. They're great. Perfect actually. Except for the fact that Neil doesn't feel like he belongs - in his boyfriend's penthouse suite OR their relationship. Whereas Andrew and Kevin are perfect, he just...isn't.
Maybe it's the way Andrew and Kevin literally picked him up off the street and swept him into the comforts of their world. Maybe it's the large, looming secret that hangs over his head, shadowing his every move. Maybe it's because he can't even stand to look at himself in the mirror, so why would anyone else?
Or maybe it's because he knows he's nothing...and he's just waiting for them to figure it out too.
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23 May 2026
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Dear Andrew Doe,
I am not picking one of the pen pals that’s in California or whatever. I am going to write a fake name and a fake address and send this letter to a fake person. The teacher won’t let me leave until I send this to someone.
Bye
Alex*
Neil Josten sent fake letters to Andrew Doe for years, thinking they disappeared into the void.
Andrew Minyard received every single one.
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16 May 2026