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    With a heavy sigh, Kaveh buried his face in his pillow. All of his romantic ideals, as usual, were quashed by the one man he actually yearned for such affections from - a marriage for the sake of fucking tax deductions.

    Though it made sense in a cold, rational way, such a logical and disinterested proposal for Kaveh to willingly sacrifice his heart for nothing more than mora cut deep into his chest. And worst of all... Alhaitham was unaware that Kaveh’s heart could never even belong to anyone but him - that he was already the sole benefactor of Kaveh’s silent longing, having stolen Kaveh’s heart against his will long ago.

    Kaveh curled around his pillow as if the soft cotton of his pillowcase could offer a reprieve from the turmoil churning deep in his stomach. He’d long since made peace with his unrequited love for Alhaitham, resigning himself to a lifetime of suppressed yearning - but this? This was torture, plain and simple, demanding mental gymnastics that Kaveh wasn’t confident he was flexible enough to contort himself into.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    “I’ve designed many buildings in my career,” Kaveh begins, the attention of every single person in the crowd fixed on him. “Most of which have been extravagant pieces made to stand tall in our city and glitter.”

    Kaveh glances down at what must be some notes on the podium, pausing before he looks back up, shining in the bright lights of the stage.

    “But in recent years, I must admit that my focus has shifted.”

    Alhaitham leans forward, watching, hoping for something he can't quite admit. Not when the truth is that he’s never known how to say that he is hungry without fear that people will see the truth that he is starving.

    Or, a year after the events of the Interdarshan Championship, Alhaitham finally retires

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    28 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    “Wait! Aren’t you going to tell me your name? I’m Kaveh.”

    Shoulders stiffening at the sound of his name, the mercenary halfway turned his head, as though glancing at Kaveh out of the corner of his eye.

    “Alhaitham.”

    Kaveh can’t quite figure out the Eremite he hired to guide him through the desert. Alhaitham’s refusal to answer any questions, and his apparent talent for speaking a dead language, makes him all the more interesting…and infuriating. Kaveh’s curiosity about what secrets Alhaitham is hiding might just be the end of him.

    After all, curiosity is often the most dangerous thing in this land.

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    04 Oct 2025

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    This feeling of wrongness, this numbness, the emptiness of his hands, is a heartbreak. One he can’t explain the origins of, doesn’t know the cause of, but a heartbreak nonetheless.

    Mikage Furnace stands out behind his eyes, a graveyard more than anything else. Childe thinks he knows what happened there, centuries ago, although he can’t explain how he even knows something happened. The deserted village seems so utterly important and yet he can’t pinpoint what about it feels the closest to fulfillment.

    How ironic.

    To be a Harbinger for the Cryo Archon, the God of love — and yet kneel at her feet as an empty vessel, untouched by any love. To be her warrior, her weapon, and have his heart broken regardless.

     

    Or: Scaramouche deletes himself from Irminsul. Childe doesn’t remember him, but he remembers being in love. When he runs into Wanderer in Sumeru, he can’t help but feel like he knows him.

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    03 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Kuroo wants to ruin him.

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    02 Jan 2025

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    His father sends him a letter the second Tuesday of every month. Same address, same farewell, same awful insinuations and critique wrapped up in pleasant cordialities if you didn’t know the man who penned them.

    Ambrose keeps answering them.

    After all, he’s the good son of the good Margrave Gautier. It wouldn’t do for him to be ignoring the regards of his own dear, esteemed father. He should have known that even the holy halls of Garreg Mach wouldn’t extend beyond his father’s reach.

    Something to remedy, of course.

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    17 Nov 2023

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    Kayn doesn't understand why the world is so taken with the little prince of bubblegum pop. He learns.

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    11 Nov 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    Then he’s putting a knuckle to his chin, letting out a curious, serious “Hmm…?” Ever the Ramuda humorer, Ichiro is, and Samatoki shakes his head at how this is probably the parent-friend bullshit with Jakurai all over again, at how Ichiro hasn’t learned his lesson with Ramuda’s dumbass riddles.

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    12 Mar 2022

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    Sylvain's father always says that no one celebrates Solsticetide like Gautier. It was bad enough when Sylvain was growing up: Goddess forbid the margrave's heir fail to buy into the festivities. It's grotesque now. Two years ago the people of Faerghus were boiling mouldered barley and toasting rats over the coals for their Solstice night feasts, and that was if they were lucky. To pretend that five years of civil war haven't ravaged people and land alike, that the old hearty customs can go on just as they have for centuries, it turns Sylvain's stomach—

    Felix interrupts him. "Then come to Fraldarius."

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    Sylvain visits Fraldarius to help the new Duke preside over the winter holidays. It's a lot more complicated than he thinks.

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    13 Feb 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 26

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    In the space between “older brother” and “younger brother,” Jiro falters.

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    31 Jan 2022

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    Samatoki's usual booth was tucked away in one corner of the bar, with a clear view of the stage and the exits. Ichiro dropped by with two fingers of whiskey, neat—Samatoki's traditional last drink of the night.

    "Hey," he said.

    That was actually the first thing he'd said to Samatoki in six months. In hindsight, Ichiro wondered if he should have tried to make conversation sooner. But based on Samatoki's 'criteria', conversation probably wasn't a huge turn-on for him.

    So Ichiro just grinned and got straight to the point. "I get off in fifteen minutes if you wanna wait."

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    09 Jan 2022

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    26 Nov 2021

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    In which Samatoki finds himself seeing Ramuda twice a week. Tuesdays are spent on his turf, and Fridays on Ramuda's. The cycle goes on and on, and doesn't change. His relationship with Ramuda, though, is another story.

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    22 Nov 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 30

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    22 Nov 2021

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    There’s something familiar in the way Ramuda teases him: the cheerful needling, that beat where he waits for Samatoki to snap back.

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    21 Nov 2021

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    Because Kojiro is so nice during sex.

    He'll choke Kaoru on his dick but call him sweetheart. Will prop Kaoru's hips up on a pillow and hold his hands while he eats him out until he cries. He's just like that and it's getting harder and harder for Kaoru to pretend that they're just best friends who get each other off. Kaoru has loved Kojiro since he knew it was possible.

    pining kaoru just wants kojiro. kojiro thinks they're already dating.

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    20 Nov 2021

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    Samatoki and Sasara shower together, things happen.

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    19 Nov 2021

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    ‘lol are you crazy’, Kuroo replies to him when Yaku texts him the proposal.

    “Are you a sadist? Do you just want to torture me?” Daishou asks him dramatically after he poses the question after a late-night practice between the two of them.

    Yaku himself doesn’t deny either accusation, but first and foremost he considers himself a fucking genius.

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    26 Jul 2021

  19. Public Bookmark 66

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    Sylvain has a reputation for knowing about intimate matters. That puts him in the embarrassing position of needing to explain certain delicate things to his more inexperienced friends.

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    05 Jul 2021

  20. Public Bookmark 16

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    Kuroo does what he’s told and leans back a little. The way the angle pushes the firm cock, curved in such a way he loses his mind, makes a visible bulge low in his abdomen. Daishou’s painted nails ghost over the distension before pressing fingertips into it hard and making Kuroo shout a hoarse noise.

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    19 Jun 2021

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