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Sam's always been a little different, but when he figures out exactly how different and realizes it can give him the one thing he's always wanted but could never have, it changes him. He sets out to get the one elusive desire that has always slipped away from him, and along the way he slips a little down a dark path...
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21 Jun 2026
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A Prequal to "Hold Me Tight" Can be read first, after reading that, or just on it's own.
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Dean always hid what he was, his dad's words and warnings staying with him even while the man himself avoiding him as much as possible, only coming to find him when he needed a warm body to push around and yell at. Dean knew it wasn't good, didn't need his brother to tell him that, but it was the only way he knew to keep himself balanced without the danger of the unknown, so he stayed. And he did as John said. And he never whispered a word about the pathetic truth hidden under his bracelets.
But then a blue eyed Dom finds him at a bar.
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- Part 1 of Hold Me 'verse
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17 Jun 2026
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“So Dean, why exactly were you digging up a grave?”
Dean shifts, leaning forward to give Castiel a smile that’s undoubtedly charming. “Would you believe me if I said it was to save someone's life?
“Not even a little bit,” Castiel says, smiling in return.
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- Part 1 of A place to roost
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17 Jun 2026
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Dean stops at another seedy motel only this time there are two guys next door who watch his pretty young self check in alone. They’re waiting for him when he comes out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist. Dean discovers a few things about himself during the encounter. Starts pre-season 1 after John leaves and before Dean goes to Sam.
Chapter 4 and ongoing is consensual and falls within S1 timeline.
Dean's journey of kink discovery.
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10 Jun 2026
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Most of being Dean Smith sucked, but there are some parts that are definitely worth revisiting. Like being Sammy's boss.
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10 Jun 2026