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“I can’t sleep,” Spooky Doorway Eddie says. “Can we just keep fighting tomorrow?”
The annoyance drops from a boil to a simmer. He reaches for the covers, holding up a corner in an invitation for a temporary truce. “I’m still mad at you.”
“I know,” Eddie offers, crossing the room and slipping beneath the sheets. “I’m mad at you, too.”
Or, a first fight and a truce.
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26 Jun 2026
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Just then, the dvd finished reading, and the screen clicked on as it began playing.
And it was definitely not the opening scene for Bruce Almighty.
It was Eddie's bedroom, actually.
And Buck was there.
"—bootlegs...?" Eddie trailed off, his eyes glued to the screen. "I don't think this is—"
"Eddie, please tell me you didn't get this out of the lockbox." Buck said in a hurry, turning to face Eddie on the couch.
Okay. So Eddie may have messed up. But in his defense, it was labeled as movies. Sitting among nothing but other, normal movies. How was he supposed to know it wasn't just a movie??
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Eddie accidentally stumbles across Buck's sex tape collection, and discovers a few interesting things about his best friend.
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24 Jun 2026
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Five times someone made Buck feel insecure about his birthmarks, and one time someone defended him.
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24 Jun 2026
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“I do know that video,” he says, holding on to Buck's hand for dear life. “You showed me. When you asked me to come pick you up from the hospital, actually.”
Buck blinks. “I'm in the hospital,” he says. “And you're hot.”
“So I'm your husband?” Eddie laughs, and then keeps laughing, a little hysterically.
in which buck is a little high, and shirts are difficult.
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- Part 15 of in the morning our arms ache (prompt fills)
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24 Jun 2026
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(Un)Complicated Words by holyfudgemonkeys (erraticallyinspired) for ToriCeratops, Twice_before_Friday
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Feb 2021
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Buck knows what it's like to be young and awkward, so he doesn't bring attention to it.
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Or 5 times Christopher calls Buck 'Dad' and 1 time Buck realizes it's intentional.
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24 Jun 2026
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“Yeah,” Eddie says, and the darkness behind his eyelids takes on a white edge. “Be good. Nice to be married,” he yanks on Buck’s t-shirt, “best friend.”
Finally, Buck takes a breath that sounds off somehow, but he laughs too, and that sounds normal, Eddie thinks. A normal laugh.
“Sure, Eds,” he says, and there’s his hand in Eddie’s hair again, a puff of breath on the crown of Eddie’s head like Buck leaned in to press a kiss there and then stopped, but why would he stop—“I’ll marry you if you remind me tomorrow.”
or the one in which joking about being married to your best friend is all fun and games, right up until you realize that you're not laughing.
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24 Jun 2026
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"I don’t like oranges.”
“Since when?” Eddie frowns. “You used to love oranges.”
Christopher shrugs. “I don’t like them anymore.”
And that’s fine, really. Tastes change. Christopher doesn’t have to like oranges.
It’s just that he does. Christopher loves oranges. Christopher has loved oranges since the first time he tasted one, Eddie watching on over a shaky video call from the desert.Or, Eddie knows his kid, and his kid loves oranges. Buck knows both of them better than Eddie realized. He shows it in various citrus-based ways.
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23 Jun 2026
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The cat's description reads:
"Meet Perdita, not for the faint of heart. LIKES: staring into your soul all day, the song Cat’s in the Cradle, the movie Pet Sematary (Church is her hero), jump scares (her specialty), lurking in dark corners, being queen of ALL territories, outranking her subjects, fooling shelter staff into thinking she’s sick (vet agrees… she’s just a diva) DISLIKES: the color yellow, rainbows, kittens (yuck they are so chipper), dogs, vacuums, Christmas, and last but NOT least... dogs.”
“I… can also appreciate Pet Sematary?” Buck contributes valiantly. He’s scared of Perdita. Perdita knows things. She’s seen things. She’s also, through a phone screen, managed to remind Buck of every single person in this room excluding himself with looks and posture alone. He supposes that’s talent. “Geez, she looks like sunshine incarnate, Eddie. You really know how to pick 'em. Well done, five stars.”
or: Buck adopts a cat. She might be the thing he never knew he always needed.
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22 Jun 2026
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Buck gets into an accident on his way to work in the morning, and before he can explain why he's late, he gets thoroughly chewed out and the rest of his day goes way downhill from there.
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22 Jun 2026
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“Which do you think makes you feel most loved?”
Eddie thought for a long moment. Too long, maybe. Then he shrugged, “Honestly, Buck? I have no idea.”
Buck’s brows pinched up. “What do you mean? When have you felt the most loved?”
“Don’t make a big thing of this, Buck. Promise?”
Buck made a show of crossing his heart, brows still raised curiously.
“I’m not sure I’ve ever… really felt loved in a relationship? I’m not convinced that I know what makes me feel loved…”
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After finding out that Eddie doesn't know what his love language is, Buck sets about finding out for him. He begins a five week experiment, one for each love language, to figure out which will make Eddie feel the most loved.
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22 Jun 2026
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Eddie is drunk.
The kind of drunk that permeates his every movement, every thought, every emotion. Numbing his body until he can no longer control the swiftness or slowness of his movements, accelerating his thoughts into overdrive as they thrash around his head, amplifying the feelings left over from the last few hours, months, years, his entire life.
The last time he was this drunk was the bachelor party with Buck—
Buck.
Or, Eddie drunk calls Buck from El Paso and awakens to an unexpected gift on his doorstep.
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21 Jun 2026
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Bobby would like the record to state that he did not intend to be this much of an asshole about it. Quite frankly, it had been an unforeseeable turn of events completely out of his control as long as you ignored the fact he had done it on purpose and enjoyed every second of it. Because Bobby Nash was not a spiteful man. He could, however, be a very petty one.
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The Buckley parents happen to be in town around Buck’s birthday, and they let something slip about his non-existent baby box. Bobby decides to do something about it.
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18 Jun 2026
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Without waiting for a reaction or reply, the man bore down on the gas and peeled down the highway, leaving Buck stranded in the middle of nowhere somewhere along Interstate 10.
And as Buck watched the red brake lights of his Jeep disappear into the distance, clutching his prescription of blood thinners tightly to his chest... there was really only one thing left to do. Tilting his head back until he was staring at the stars, he took a deep breath and screamed into the night:
“Fuck!”
And much like every other one of his recent cries for help, it had gone unanswered.
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Buck gets carjacked, held at gunpoint, and stranded in Arizona the day before his first shift post-lawsuit. And that's only the beginning of his troubles.
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18 Jun 2026
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“He doesn’t sleep.” The sentence ripped out of Buck before he could stop it. Tears threatened to spill as he brought his hand up, waving it around like it could solve all his problems. Admitting to his failure made him feel like a monster. “We’ve tried melatonin, tea, extra bedtime stories, exercising— Nothing works. Nothing works and Eddie, I am so fucking tired.”
Pathetic. He was pathetic. Almost every new parent went through a phase where their kid barely slept. Everyone else could handle it, including Maddie and Chim, so why couldn’t he? How did they push through feeling so beyond sick, that left and right and up and down all looked the same?
Earlier, he swore he saw the version of Daniel he saw in his coma dream lurking behind him. Did they see ghosts too?
A soft thumb ran over his cheek. Buck couldn’t stop himself from leaning into it.
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, soft and oh-so-concerned. In no universe did Buck deserve him. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
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Or the one where Theo has kept Buck awake for four days straight, and Eddie won't let him fall any further.
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- Part 14 of Buck + Eddie
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15 Jun 2026
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You Can Start A Family (Who Will Always Show You Love) by beinglovedbyme
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Mar 2025
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“Have you ever thought about changing your name?”
The room goes silent again. Ravi’s not too sure what compelled him to say that exactly, except the fact that there’s probably a carbon monoxide leak in the firehouse that only affects him. Symptom of concern: foot-in-mouth syndrome.
Buck blinks, finally looking at him. “What?”
Ravi shrugs. “If you don’t like your name, what’s stopping you from changing it? My sister did it. She didn’t have any other reason than not liking it.”
Huh. If he’s being honest, Buck hadn’t thought of that. He figured people only legally change their names for pressing reasons like getting married or going into witness protection, not because they want to. “I… I guess I could? Although Buck Buckley sounds kinda weird.”
A look of serious contemplation crosses Eddie’s face, a mix of doubt, hope, and something dangerously close to love. Buck doesn’t notice, too caught up in pondering his new idea, but everyone else can see it. That’s why no one is surprised when Eddie speaks up quietly, one hand sliding to Buck’s shoulder again, and says, “What about Buck Diaz?”
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14 Jun 2026
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"What the hell are you doing, Buck?! You could have been killed!" Eddie roared, his voice cracking with the sheer terror of almost losing him. He gripped Buck's shoulders, shaking him slightly to force him to look at him. "Look at me! What is wrong with you?!"
But the anger died instantly in Eddie’s throat.
Buck wasn't fighting back or apologising. Instead, his head rolled back slightly, his blue eyes glassy, unfocused, and swimming with a terrifying vacancy. His lips were trembling, and as Eddie watched, a low, broken whimper escaped Buck's throat—a soft sound of absolute distress that an Omega should never make in the middle of a chaotic environment.
Buck let Tommy be his heat partner. Something went really, really wrong.
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- Part 3 of Sunny's Alpha!Eddie/Omega!Buck Week 2026
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14 Jun 2026
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“What a conundrum,” Chim says. “Wherever will you find an alpha you trust? Who wants to be around you all the time, to the point of texting my wife about why your location is turned off. It’s a real mystery.”
Eddie’s vision goes a little black at the edges, and his hearing dissolves into a shrill ringing.
Buck’s voice cuts through the noise. “Eddie?” he asks. “I- what- He wouldn’t-”
“He would,” Eddie says without thinking.
That pit in his stomach feels like it’s grown into a watermelon. They’re all going to think that he only wants to spend a heat with Buck because he’s an omega. Buck’s going to think it—he’s going to look at Eddie, and soon he’s going to be able to scent him, and there won’t be any hiding it. Eddie’s going to ruin everything.
or; buck presents as an omega after new mexico. eddie, with newly realized feelings, offers to help him through his first heat. platonically
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12 Jun 2026
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Buck steps closer again. "Christopher received a tattoo. Onto his face. A big one. I believe it is of the Spiderman."
"A tattoo of—"
Eddie cuts himself off, thinking back to exactly what Chris had been doing at school today. And then promptly bursts into loud laughter, lurching forward slightly with the intensity of the sound.
Buck makes a surprised noise, something sharper than a human can, like tinkling glass, and startles back slightly. "Eddie tattoos are dangerous for young humans! I researched! Why are you laughing?"
"It's not—" Eddie cuts himself off, laughing harder, and stumbles forward to grab Buck's shoulder, over the fabric of his shirt. "It's not a tattoo, Buck. It's face paint."
Alien!Buck learns about washable paint. Him and Eddie explore watercolors.
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12 Jun 2026
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When he was 26, Buck had his first genuinely transformative relationship. She was smart, kind and more mature than him. She looked at him and it made him feel like maybe he mattered.
When she told him she needed to go find herself, he promised to wait.He waited for months, living like a ghost in her abandoned home, before finally walking away, humiliated and abandoned, finally realising the love he'd felt had been one-sided.
All of this to say, Evan Buckley had never been good at knowing when to let go of things.
So when Eddie Diaz told him on a chilly Friday afternoon that he had put his house on the market and started packing, Buck told himself that this time, he wasn't going to cling to someone trying to leave him behind. This time, Buck would understand what rejection looked like, and he would let someone he loved walk away with dignity.
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Eddie moves to El Paso a month before Christmas. Buck goes a little bit insane about it.
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12 Jun 2026
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Buck is silent on the other side of the curtain. Eddie wonders if maybe he’s given up, if there was enough bite in Eddie’s words to send him the other direction. He takes a trembling breath and watches water where it’s beaded on his lips and nose and lashes before it falls breath-stoked towards the shower floor. Eddie thinks, a little wildly, that this would be the view of the god he prayed to that night in the chapel. The thing that watches everything and answers, that sends the rain and the hurt and the death. The thing his abuela so desperately wanted Eddie to find.
He thought he had when he got that text, in that one breath before the knife. He was so sure he’d figured it out, but water droplets can’t look up, and gods weren’t made to be found.
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Eddie gets a pair of wings that may or may not be terminal.
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11 Jun 2026