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    Port Mafia Boss Dazai is begged by Sheep members to marry one of their own in order to keep their organization afloat. Dazai agrees, because he plans on annihilating them anyway. Dazai's plan changes once he sees just who he's getting married to.

    [APR 28, 2022: CH 4 ADDED :: Dazai’s idea of a wonderful birthday gift is to have Chuuya captured by his enemies, so he can have lots of fun defeating them.]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    With an offended scoff, Dazai raises his finger, and Chuuya just knows that he’s about to hear yet another pompous tirade — how lucky he knows exactly how to prevent it.

    Before Dazai manages to utter a single word, Chuuya brings the performance to a halt — he was never the type to enjoy theatre that much, anyway. He presses his lips against Dazai’s forehead and firmly pushes on Dazai’s shoulders until they’re both sprawled on the couch, their heartbeats so close to each other, it feels like they’re about to merge into one.

    “I-”

    Chuuya cuts him off with another peck on the forehead.

    “You-”

    Chuuya hums and kisses the red spot—or rather, the gushing wound Dazai makes it out to be—again, feeling Dazai relax underneath him and put his arms on Chuuya’s waist, thumbs absentmindedly drawing circles on the fabrics of his shirt.

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    Dazai loves to overdramatise - luckily, Chuuya is always there to comfort him.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Dazai loves Chuuya.

    Chuuya loves him.

    There’s something square about that statement that soothes Dazai’s raging anxiety.

    When they married, it was in spite of their organizations.
    In spite of his fragile mental health, in spite of Chuuya’s dangerous life.
    They are soulmates, and their loyalty to each other comes first.

    Now that Chuuya might die with a necklace of Loving Memory roses blooming from his neck, choking him with every passing day, they are willing to sacrifice everything to choose each other again.

    [Or: Married Soukoku loving each other above all else.]

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    He had asked Verlaine once, before he had ever truly learned what it meant to grieve the loss of someone,  about the necessity of mourning periods. Why people chose to live hollow themselves in such an ugly emotion and think about their regrets regarding their relationship to that of the deceased. 

    To be human is to grieve.” Simple as that. 

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    Nakahara Chuuya; on grief

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    15 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    “You never let me take care of you.”
    “Cause I don’t need it.”
    “You don’t always need care to deserve it. Sometimes I just want to give it to you.”
    Chuuya shivered as Dazai put on a movie. Neither of them paid attention to it. Dazai’s focus was on auburn curls and the heaviness of comfort on his chest. Chuuya’s was on the arms around him and the aching of his bones.
    “You know I love you. Am I allowed to show you that?”
    “Do whatever. Clearly I can’t stop you.”

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    Chuuya overworks himself and gets sick, Dazai does his best to take care of him and they’re stupid and disgustingly in love

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    13 Jul 2026