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A Drop Of Blood Is All It Takes by Miss_Beanie
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
16 Jun 2026
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It’s ironic, he thinks, how bright his father burns. How his presence commands an entire room. How much of his life is occupied by him. Endeavor’s fire burns through them all, in flames, in anger, in the hurt they bring. He’s the reason Touya died, the reason his mother is locked up in a hospital and the reason Natsuo and Fuyumi could never have a proper family.
Shouto’s imagined his own undoing so many times. He often wonders, as Endeavor’s creation, if he’ll go up in flames, a spectacle for all to see, or if he’ll fizzle out in silence until there’s nothing left but ash. A masterpiece falling from grace. Sometimes he even wonders if one day he’ll burn himself up like Touya had. He imagines Endeavor’s reaction, as he once again conceals a dead Todoroki and continues to live without guilt for the children he destroyed.
In the end, his unravelling begins with a single drop of blood.
Alternatively: after moving into the dorms and finally learning how to relax, the years of abuse Shouto suffered at the hands of Endeavor finally start to catch up to him and he finds himself not knowing how to handle it.
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23 Jun 2026
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Oscar lost Lando a championship and left McLaren. There was still a year in between.
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19 Jun 2026
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might take some time to learn how to use these bodies right by sunsailrr
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 May 2026
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What’s a word for it? Exhilarating. A fast car and running through reds. The seat belt warning screeching at you. If he crashes—and he won’t—but if he does: slamming straight into the steering wheel. He’ll lose a tooth or ten. Sometimes people’s noses get crushed into their skull. He’ll go 2D.
It won’t happen. That kind of thing doesn’t happen to people like Shoto. But for tonight he can picture himself closing his eyes, letting go of the wheel, and stepping on it. The dark streets are sanguine, full of promise. Trees and houses blur as he drives in circles.
Then: a flash of purple hair, a dark blue hoodie that is probably his. Shoto steps on the brake. Tires screech on pavement. He tugs his seat belt across his body and it clicks into place as the car comes to a stop in front of the sidewalk.
or,
What’s for you won’t pass you by.
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- Part 5 of mostly unrelated tdrk fics
- Part 1 of there is a light and it never goes out
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19 May 2026
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Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.- Language:
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05 May 2026
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why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away? by theoneiam2277
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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Hayden had been expecting this call for months.
He had known somewhere deep within himself that it was coming, ever since the Centaurs' plane crashed and his best friend lost the love of his life – even if Hayden had never cared that much for the man himself.
Watching Shane receive the news from J.J.'s careless mouth, watching him bend over at the waist like someone had scraped out his inner organs–
Yeah, Hayden knew.
He was weirdly proud of Shane for holding out this long.
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27 Apr 2026
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“Shane Hollander,” Rozanov says in his deep, thick accent.
“Rozanov,” Hollander nods. His voice cracks embarrassingly so he keeps talking, hoping the other man won’t notice. “Just came up here to get some air. I didn’t see a sign saying not to so I think we’re allowed. It’s chilly, eh? But a beautiful view,” he rambles.
“Ah yes,” Rozanov says flatly. “London, Ontario. Famous view.”
Shane can’t tell whether he’s being sarcastic. He probably is. He’s kind of an asshole, Shane thinks to himself, not for the first time. But an asshole who makes Shane’s stomach do weird things. Things that he wants to experience again so that he can properly label them. For science.
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What if last year's Hockey Canada sexual assault trial happened in the Heated Rivalry universe, not with the 2018 gold medal team but with Shane Hollander's 2009 team? A nearly decade-long situationship with consent king Ilya Rozanov makes the Hollander who walks into the courtroom in 2017 a very different man from the boy who ran out of the hotel room all those years ago.
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22 Apr 2026
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She tried, and tried, and tried to wash out the hole, to fill it with platelets and fibrin and let it scab over and heal. But some wounds are too big to heal well. Some scar, deep and ugly and refuse to leave.
And, the thing is, scabs are so easy to pick off and open again, and she really, really doesn't mean to keep fucking picking. But when her skin itches and she can't seem to get anything right, what else is she to do?
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22 Mar 2026
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I put up with it and run, not because I’m chasing a dream (but because there are nightmares I want to avoid all around me) by happen_ending
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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Trinity Santos is very good at keeping secrets. Which means she’s very good at knowing who else is keeping secrets.
In retrospect, that might have been why she was able to clock Langdon so easily on her first day. There was something in his eyes.
'Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out.'
Amateur. Trinity had years to learn how to hide that look, to perfect the best way to hide everything behind sharp eyes and sarcastic remarks. Dr. Langdon didn’t have such luck. A beginner.
Just like the girl laying on the hospital bed, hands on her stomach, leaving out a whimper or two as Santos, automatically and barely even there, presents the case. She looks at the teenager and sees it too.
'Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out.'
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17 Mar 2026
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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- Part 1 of all lights turned off can be turned on
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09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander, hockey player extraordinaire, hovers in the doorway to his impressively designed but sparsely filled walk-in closet, looking at her with wide eyes like she might shoot him if he’s got the wrong things in there. If she finds any cargo shorts, she might shoot herself.
or: shane hires a stylist.
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24 Feb 2026
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"Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."
"You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"
"I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."
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Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.
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- Part 10 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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17 Feb 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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16 Feb 2026
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For twelve years Aries has done his best to bury the memory of his brother. There are some things that are better off away from the light of day and his terrible familial past is one of them, especially considering how much it hurt to think about Sirius and what happened that night. Except now the fragile stability he's built for himself crumbles when Sirius breaks out of Azkaban in an unprecedented move.
To make everything worse Remus becomes the new Defence Against The Dark Arts teacher with Severus is constantly at his throat, Harry keeps asking uncomfortable questions and new evidence is unearthed that Sirius might be innocent after all. Is a quiet year too much to ask for?
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13 Feb 2026
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Sie schwiegen beide wieder. Esthers Zigarette war mittlerweile fast komplett abgebrannt und sie drückte sie auf dem Metallgeländer aus.
“Was meinte dein Bruder damit, dass du böse bist”, fragte Adam schließlich. “Doch bestimmt nicht nur, dass du von zuhause weg bist.”
Da war die Frage. Natürlich war Adam hier hochgekommen, weil er etwas wissen wollte.
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11 Feb 2026
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Wings of Wax and Steel by BatRak
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV), Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
28 Jan 2026
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"What do you think will freak them out more: the alternate universe, the alchemy, or the amputations?” Ed said and kicked the edge of the bed with the bottom of his automail foot.
Ed's lack of filter means his team knows he was a child solider and that there's even more to his story that he's hiding. Meanwhile, Ed and Roy long for the day they're able to return to Amestris.
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- Part 10 of Construct Small Wings and Try to Fly
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11 Feb 2026
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'Cause I just want you here tonight by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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“I can’t do this.” He said and Ilya’s hands found his waist to ground him. “Riku grabbed Obaasan from the hospital, and I can feel my mom starting to spiral. Minu hired a decorator for the house so it could look perfect for today, can you believe that? I’m going to be sick.”
Ilya ignored the low-hanging fruit about all the pillows Shane liked having around.
“You are four time Stanley Cup winner, have silver medal and many score records. An old lady scares you?” He asked and when it seemed like Shane might just nod, Ilya added “Think of it as game. And we win games.”
“Ilya, you can’t win at Christmas.”
“Says who?” Ilya demanded. “We win other things, why not this?”
Shane looked at him, the determined, cocky tilt to his jaw and then his husband kissed him and laughed. “Alright, sure, we’ll win Christmas.”
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Ilya meets Shane's extended family and learns about the true spirit of Christmas.
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- Part 5 of Heated Rivalry AUs
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02 Feb 2026
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She’d never say anything, of course, because she could be wrong. In fact, most days Yuna was certain she was wrong. Shane had only ever dated girls, and had never shown any outright signs of liking… anything else. But that didn’t stop her from wondering, occasionally, whether her son was entirely straight.
But the last hour or so had certainly put paid to that suspicion. Because Shane was receiving a frankly alarming number of texts from someone named ‘Lily’.Or: Yuna and David meet Ilya Rozanov at the hospital after Shane’s injury.
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01 Feb 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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01 Feb 2026
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Hayden knows what he saw. Clear as day, right there in the middle of Shane’s text thread with Lily.
A dick pic.
Hayden keeps mindlessly scrolling Instagram—a pantomime of paying attention, not really taking in anything that’s passing across his screen. Mind racing as a series of realizations wash over him.
Christ, no wonder Shane was so cagey about Lily. No wonder he didn’t want to introduce her to the guys.
Hayden would like to believe that everyone would be chill with it, but he could think of at least five guys off the top of his head that would a hundred percent take issue with Shane dating a trans woman. He can imagine, far too easily, the kind of slurs that would get thrown around the locker room if anyone ever found out. Towards Lily, sure, but towards Shane too—because Shane had to be gay, if his girlfriend had a dick, right?
Or, Hayden finds out something that he was never supposed to, and decides that the only thing he can do is show his best friend that he can be the best ally ever, if he just gives him the chance.Series
- Part 1 of The Lily Files
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30 Jan 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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29 Jan 2026