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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    Ilya Rozanov is in his first year of his entry level contract with the Boston Bears. He needs to sit down with a tax expert to sort out his taxes for the year, and its far more complicated than he thought it would be. He's just glad that the agency's tax expert is also the most beautiful man he has ever seen.

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    After his ex girlfriend Rose Landry kindly points out he might be gay, Shane Hollander downloads Grindr.

    He just doesn't expect to see the dick he's been getting photos of in the 2017 All-Star locker room. And, he certainly didn't expect it to belong to his rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Or, a sexting au where Shane recognises Ilya as his mystery man by his dick.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ilya was addicted to social media. He knew this. Everyone knew this. Everyone loved his posts because he was known for oversharing and chirping. But half of his posts were just for Shane, pictures of loons and inside jokes that no one else would ever get.

    People were just perplexed when he got a tattoo of a loon feather and captioned it, “The scariest things in life are the best.” When people questioned, him he replied, “They scream like wolves and have demonic eyes.”

    But there was one post he didn’t make. He never posted directly about Shane. He and Shane were always private. For a long time there hadn’t been a plan to go public. They wanted to be closer than Boston, and they wanted Ilya to be safe if they ever got outed. They hadn’t intended to come out. But the years were wearing.

    Shane and Ilya decide to come out. That means revealing things they would rather not think about. But they say the truth will set you free.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    After a particularly frustrating game against Montreal, Ilya stops by his local Circle K to get his regular post-game strawberry Froster. At the same time, uOttawa Hockey Coach Shane Hollander bedrungingly makes his way to the very same establishment to retrieve an emergency Snickers bar - so you already know what kind of day he's had.

    One particularly ill-timed entry / exit situation later, Shane's white tee is stained a violent shade of artificial red, and Ilya's too distracted by a certain assortment of freckles to apologize.

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    29 Jun 2026