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  1. Rec 67

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    Jaeyun. Sunghoon mouths the word. The word seems to want to be in his mouth, and once it is in his mouth, it sits there cozy and warm.

    “Jaeyun?” He says it out loud, the name, and he gets no response. The body is fully unconscious now but still breathing. Sunghoon looks at him, at Jaeyun, and he understands that there’s no one else here, that there’s no boat that has come in, no shipwreck.

    I cannot leave this here, he thinks. I cannot leave this here, and I cannot bring any other person near it, because if anyone else came near it I don’t know what would happen, what they would do, and I do not want to know.

    And then there is another thought underneath all of these. This washed up onto my sand. This is for me.

    Or: For six years, the sea has been Park Sunghoon’s only company. Then she gives him Jaeyun.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Visenya lives and that, somehow, makes all the difference.

    Vignettes from the years that follow her birth and her mother's triumph in the war.

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    30 Mar 2024

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    too good to be true

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    There’s a moment, a brief, terrifying moment, where Sunghoon is just hovering over Jake, looking down at him with a small smile on his face, and he’s actually a little concerned that he really is going to kiss him. And then the moment passes, and Jake feels – weird. That familiar, aimless fear settles over him again, but despite it, a small part of him kind of wishes Sunghoon had accepted his offer. Now, he’ll always be curious about what would have happened if he did.

    But in the end, he just does what he always does, and shoves it down to the depths of his subconscious, where there was too much pressure for anything to breathe, to survive.

    He doesn’t actually want to kiss Sunghoon, he knows that. Jake has no problems with Sunghoon being gay, but he isn’t gay. He’s probably just feeling a little weird, a little scared, and it’s probably just because of the slight distance he’s been feeling between them lately. Jake has acted much stranger over much less, after all.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    ‘Been thinking about this,’ Jake whispers, consonants slurring, and Sunghoon would be mortified by how desperately his body responds to the words if his mind wasn’t already so fuzzy. ‘Watching you drive. In the shower.’

    ‘Yeah?’ He hears himself pant lightly, struggling to keep still as Jake’s hands work him slowly. It’s always a shock to his system to hear Jake say it, to see desire reflected so plainly in his dark eyes. The confirmation that he wants Sunghoon, too.

    (or: jake and sunghoon's first night in Sapporo)

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    He kept strumming, letting the silence do the talking for him. Because what was he supposed to say? I think I've been in love with you for a while now and I only just realized?

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    05 Jun 2026