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Tai and Van return to the wilderness, in a way.
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12 Jul 2024
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it is winter; you are so, so hungry that you put taissa's fingers in your mouth and suck.
you think, horribly, of skin and blood and flesh and marrow; you wonder when you started looking at her and added 'food' to the long list of things tai is to you.
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the first winter is bad. the second is worse! sometimes you think about eating your girlfriend and you're not sure in what way!
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21 Aug 2023
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‘shit’, van says, ‘i’m drunk, i’m-’ and the apology would be completely unbearable, so taissa does the only thing she knows how to do with van, and grabs her by the face and kisses her, the sharp want in her mouth slicing into van.
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2021 timeline. sometimes a threesome is you and your other self and your sort of ex-girlfriend.
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- Part 2 of to be known so well
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11 May 2023
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30 Apr 2023
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homesick for you (even in heaven) by dollfaces for MamaWeeds
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
28 Jul 2023
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Van has a teeny, tiny cold. But it's fine. She's fine.
(Reader, she was not fine).
or, Van’s pretty sick. Tai (and Nat) notice.
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27 Apr 2023
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when your mother gives you the keys to her car and says you can drive yourself to therapy today, you want to laugh, scream, cry; you want to make her understand you never need to ask permission to do anything ever again.
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tai post rescue. how do you go from a god to a suburban teenager?!
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- Part 2 of if you make me feel something
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24 Apr 2023
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She tried to train her neediness out through years of relentless independence, learned to dismiss herself before anyone else could, but even now she can’t help herself; greedy for scraps of affection like she’s still six years old.
[van doesn't sleep so easy, even when taissa isn't sleepwalking]
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24 Apr 2023
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In which Taissa is away for a law conference, Van misses her dearly, and an entire fic is set in 2023 for the express purpose of letting them get off on FaceTime.
(Purely porn)
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23 Apr 2023
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girls who aren’t asked to prom are pitied, you know this from last year when mari went on a post-practice rant about how guys don’t know what they’re missing out on, pointedly looking at you the entire time.
but girls who choose not to ask anyone, who daydream about their best friend’s smile, and hands, and thighs—you know the word for those girls, and you can already hear it whispered through the school cafeteria.
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winter formal's a sadie hawkins dance, and tai's spiraling! featuring laura lee, homoerotic games of beer pong, and being in love with your obviously gay best friend.
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20 Apr 2023
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you don’t think you can want anything anymore, so you let mrs. turner drive you to the train station. she gives you a hug before you get out of the car, and you think you’re probably suffocating, that no one except tai has touched you since you were rescued.
‘you can tell her it was my choice,’ you say, as you open the passenger door. ”that i needed to leave, that it wasn’t anything she did.’
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van loses herself after the rescue.
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- Part 1 of if you make me feel something
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16 Apr 2023
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two nights later, tai tries to chew through the rope, and you wake up suddenly to the feeling of teeth on your hand. Her eyes are open, and bright, and staring at something through the window, and you whisper, “baby, baby, wake up,” until you think you see her snap back into herself. she runs her tongue against the back of her teeth, and you don’t think she notices the bloody circle around your wrist.
i don’t want to leave, you’re ready to say, but she just sighs and turns over, falls back asleep. maybe she wasn’t really awake; maybe you’ve just been alone in the attic with someone who looks like your girlfriend the entire time.
you don’t fall back asleep.
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the "tying ourselves together" solution is going to CRASH and BURN. how bad? this bad.
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09 Apr 2023
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in dreams i'm moving through heavy water (love is enormous) by MamaWeeds
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
14 May 2023
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Taissa and Jackie go down for the Allie-incident and are barred from going to Nationals with the rest of the team.
Now, months after the accident, both find themselves drowning in grief.
Until the dreams start.
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05 Apr 2023
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December '95.
Van Palmer finally catches a break.
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02 Apr 2023
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Taissa and Van's love languages are as follows: physical touch, quality time, and talking shit.
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They've cycled through their high school's rumor mill twice over before moving on to speculate about their fellow Yellowjackets they crash landed with. It's fifteen minutes of the weird tension between Nat and Travis and Misty's uncomfortable crush on Coach Scott before Van muses whether or not any of their teammates play for the other team.("I mean, statistically, you know? We play on a women's soccer team.")
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02 Apr 2023
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Charlie’s the one who picks Van up from the airport. The flight from Saskatchewan to Jersey is rough for all of them. Hell, the detail arranging their return blatantly offer the girls Xanax for that very reason. But Van chooses to feel extra sorry for herself because the only person waiting for her on the other side of this nightmare is the half-brother she hasn’t seen since she was thirteen.
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Post-rescue, Van Palmer finds that coming back is the hardest part.Or, the longest day of Van’s life, featuring Burger King, air mattresses, and Taissa (of course)
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02 Apr 2023
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The day she wakes up in Jackie Taylor’s frozen lap, Taissa decides to stop sleeping. It doesn’t take long for Van to notice.
Or, how Van finds out about Taissa’s sleepwalking. Set between S1 and S2.
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02 Apr 2023
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"What do you think about painting?”
In which Van Palmer has to fulfill her Fine Arts requirement, and learns something about herself (and Jackie Taylor) in the process.
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02 Apr 2023
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"Van can feel her slipping away, already. Eventually, she’ll stop coming here. That always happens. She’s been falling like water from Van’s palm for years now. Every attachment vanishes. This is just another trickle."
Over the years, Natalie and Van's friendship shifts as they struggle to keep hold of one another.
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02 Apr 2023
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Van is hurt, and Taissa is struggling.
Or, the aftermath of the wolf attack and Van's recovery, featuring missing scenes from Episodes 8 and 9.
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- Part 1 of body to flame
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30 Mar 2023
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“My parents are going to DC next week,” she mumbles into Van’s sweatshirt. She’s tired—they’ve been up since five—but Jackie’s decided that the ride home should be an all-out ABBA singalong.
Taissa has the house—and ideally Van—to herself. She forgets about team bonding. And Van's mom.
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30 Mar 2023
