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Summary Your soulmate’s name is branded on your wrist the moment you turn 18. Dean feels like a pervert, because his soulmate is his little brother. Ashamed and terrified, Dean will try anything to make sure the bond isn’t reciprocated. He forgets, for a second, that you can’t mess with destiny.
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21 Jul 2026
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When Sammy wakes up, Dean is still there in the bed with him, much to his relief.
Sammy spends all morning hovering around his big brother, and Dean lets him. They fall back into their roles easily, everything falling into place naturally. It feels like this is exactly how they are meant to be, despite the new elements introduced to Dean’s care, and maybe it is: Dean, big brother, taking care of Sammy, little brother.
Rationally, Sam knows this is much different from what it was when they were children. Rationally, he knows that really? It’s not that different at all.
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- Part 3 of It’s a Messed Up Life
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20 Jul 2026
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Dean realizes how strange he is acting, waking up Sam who is already clean and comfortably asleep to wash him in the middle of the night. There aren’t even any wounds on his little brother for Dean to tend to.
It’s been a few years—a few decades—since Dean last bathed him. But Dean needs this right now, to feel like Sam is safe and taken care of, and to feel like he is in control of something. After all, he is the big brother: supposed to protect and take care of little Sammy. Even if Sam is taller than him now and more than able to hand Dean's ass to him in a fight.Series
- Part 1 of It’s a Messed Up Life
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19 Jul 2026
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Oedipus complex: "a son's sexual attitude toward his mother and concomitant hostility and jealousy toward his father."
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19 Jul 2026
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Denial is the oldest Winchester survival tactic. But now that Chuck is gone and the routine of an almost normal life has taken over, Dean's carefully constructed world is starting to fray. In the heavy silence of the bunker, he can no longer ignore the way his heart stutters when Sam is near.
He’s spent years burying a love he’s not supposed to have. But in the quiet of their new life, the truth is finally catching up to him.
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18 Jul 2026