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    Honestly? This series is so fucking angsty I bawled my eyes out whenever I revisited the original version. Dead dove for ALL of my tags, I'm not even kidding.

    Get ready to be punched in the guts with emotions.

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    “Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”

    A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”

    “I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.

    In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

    …At least, not yet.
     
    (AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)

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    09 Jul 2026

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    very interesting (affectionate) prose style. heartfelt, angsty, funny, overall a very balance dose of everthing. leave me warm, fuzzy, and a bit teary too. wonderful read for an all-nighter. would totally add to my "hollanov fic rec" masterpost on facebook.

    edit: clicked on the author's profile to see 2 other fics with very intriguing summaries for unique stories. scrolled down to see NCT fics. that explained a lot, actually. nctzen being great writers as always, and i dont even go there!

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    Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.

     
    Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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    Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
    Lily: no i promise
    Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
    Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
    Lily: what makes you say this
    Jane: Just a hunch

     
    Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?

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    “Look on the bright side,” He started with a smirk, “If you let me take you home tonight, we can just blame it on having a few drinks, yes?”

    A strobe of purple light flashed across Shane's face for a few seconds, and his throat bobbed as he swallowed. He didn’t say a thing and reached for his drink again, taking the rest down in one final gulp. Shane wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.

    “Whatever you’re suggesting— I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

    (or Ilya runs into his former high school teacher at a gay club.)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    The situation is absurd, really. Ilya’s in the nest of Shane Hollander–three-time Stanley Cup champion, generational hockey talent, first omega player in the NHL to be open about his secondary gender–and it’s his job to help him through his heat. To try and get him pregnant.

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career following orders and living on other people’s timelines; he’s ready to start a family on his own. Enter Ilya Rozanov, a young alpha who is always happy to lend a helping hand.

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    “We are in hell, surely,” Ilya complains, sweat beading at his temples as he flops down on the couch beside Shane. “Why is it so hot? Is this what we get for having gay sex?”

    Shane fixes him with an unamused stare. “Because it’s barely 10am, and it’s already 34 degrees outside. Oh, and the AC is broken.”

    “I am going to kill myself.”

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