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    And there was Erling, shoved onto the sidelines, sitting on a throne of "what ifs" and "send me a picture of you right now" messages. King of secret hookups and even more secret feelings, exactly where he didn't want to be, but couldn't seem to leave.

    This is Erling Haaland, in case you don't know him.

    A smart man learns from his own mistakes; a wise man learns from other people's. Haaland is neither.

    Especially when the mistake he keeps insisting on making is named Jude Bellingham.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Besides, he’s not really my type,” Hyunjin carried on as if nothing happened, haphazardly pulling trays of food off the cart with practiced ease that would stress Chan out if he didn’t have to see it almost every morning. “Don’t get me wrong, I’d make an exception for him, but actually I think he's exactly your type Channie hyung.”

    “And what's that?”

    “Pretty smile, bright eyes, fluffy hair, freckles, tiny waist,” Seungmin answered, listing them off easily as he worked. Hyunjin just smirked, looking at Chan with such smug 'I told you so' energy that it took all of his restraint not to smack it off his face. Most of his self control, however, came less from his strength of character and more from the mental image that had taken up the majority of his brain capacity. Okay, so maybe he did have a type. And apparently it was very obvious.

    Felix starts working at their Starbucks and Chan makes it everyone's problem.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    To anyone watching, Chris and Felix looked like a couple. They laugh at inside jokes, share touches and smiles that linger a little too long, and drift through life, longing for a change neither fully realizes they both yearn for. It takes a nudge from five people, maybe six, for the quiet thrill to be loud and undeniable.

    Or, 5 perspectives that notice how Felix and Chris are far too touchy for two people not in love; +1 perspective that does something about it.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Felix sits in the van beside Chan after dance practice. After a few minutes, he gathers his courage and carefully tries to tangle their fingers together, heart racing in anticipation.

    To his horror, Chan flinches and murmurs, "Your hand is freezing."

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    25 May 2026

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    “Felix,” Hyunjin said again, louder. “You’re staring.”

    “Sorry,” Felix murmured, too quiet to be heard over the thumping music. The man was – older. The greys in his dark, curly hair almost glowed under the flashing lights. He had a strong nose and a plush mouth, broad shoulders and a narrow waist that was highlighted by his tucked black shirt. When he smiled the lines that bracketed his mouth went almost as deep as his dimples. He was hot. Despite his age or because of it, Felix didn’t know. Couldn’t be sure. If they went home together, he wouldn’t be the oldest guy Felix had ever slept with, but he definitely wouldn’t be the youngest.

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    22 May 2026