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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    There is a gaping hole where Eddie Diaz should feel loved. When Father Buckley moves to El Paso Eddie begins to realise that just because his parents are blind to his heart, doesn't mean it isn't beating.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Eddie inhales shakily. “I want you to fuck me,” he says, bringing a hand up to hold Buck’s cheek and thrilling in the tiny shudder Buck gives him in return, “and call me mommy.”

    Buck rolls his head up to look at Eddie’s face, eyes wide and face red. The moment stretches and neither of them speak, and embarrassment rears its ugly head inside Eddie’s brain, but then Buck’s pulse jumps excitedly against his thumb and he smiles.

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    Eddie's gotten good at asking for what he wants. Really good, actually, and so it's nothing for him to ask Buck to call him mommy—especially because he knows Buck will give him whatever he wants.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    It’s April when Eddie comes back from El Paso and moves in with Buck. It’s July when Buck realizes he’s in love with him.

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    02 Apr 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    02 Apr 2025

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    Eddie didn’t know what to expect when they got dispatched to the call, but it certainly wasn’t this.

    The man was bound, but the intricacy by which he was tied up was like nothing Eddie had seen before. It wasn’t just his wrists, but his arms were secured behind him, attaching him to the frame of the bed by something Eddie couldn’t quite see from where he stood.

    It wasn’t a rushed job, from the little that Eddie could tell was going on. This was precise work—secure and firm in its structures. Their victim was completely bound. Immobile.

    Something far back in his mind—shaped vaguely like a door, cracked open just enough to make Eddie suck in a breath and slam it back shut.

    or, when Eddie learns something new about himself, it forces him to begin untangling a web of desires he's kept hidden for a long time.

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    13 Mar 2025

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