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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Shane autism dx fic
    finished ch11

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    The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.

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    Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Shane autism diagnosis
    This fic is so good
    Finished ch7

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    Troy Barrett is a better person now. Out, proud, and outspoken, he's completely turned his life around for good. He has great friends, a good team, and a wonderful boyfriend. He's going to prove to the world he's turned a new leaf and he's going to make amends with the people he's been a dick to.

    Shane Hollander doesn't want to be a stop on the Troy Barrett Apology Tour, no matter how good of a person he is now.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    More complex Shane bc no one gets their life blown up and just sweeps that under the rug

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    Shane Hollander can't shake his lingering negative feelings about reformed asshole, his husband's best friend, and his new teammate, Troy Barrett. As much as he tries to stop it, something's got to give, and the world may be better because of it.

    Or Shane Hollander finally gets to crash out and its directed at Troy Barrett

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    07 Jul 2026

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    BOOD AND HIS PRINTED SAFE SPACE ACKNOWLEDGEMENT HAHAH
    Let Shane crash out let Troy better himself

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    "I will tell Mama about you, Shane Hollander. I will tell her how you brought back my brother's smile."

    A glimpse into Alexei's mind after his father's death and Ilya's departure from Russia.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    The Alexei fic of my dreams