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    "The dark is generous and it is patient and it always wins – but in the heart of its strength lies its weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.

    Love is more than a candle.

    Love can ignite the stars."

     

    Or, a few thousands of words of how Anakin, Obi Wan, and Padmé realize many things, which include, most notably, how they feel about each other and how to handle said feelings. Oh, and in the meantime, they deal with a megalomaniac Sith Lord.

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    “So where do you want to start?” asks Frank, and god, even the simplest questions are tough. How to even begin explaining the details of how you methodically destroyed every aspect of your own life. How do you explain chasing your own son out of the state? How do you explain burning your life down in pursuit of the ghost of your late wife?

     

    “Buck got a boyfriend,” Eddie hears himself say, and then pauses, frowning in confusion at himself. “That’s not actually– I didn’t–” He lets himself take a breath under the heavy weight of Frank’s unwavering gaze, “It actually started with Pepa.”

     

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    While Chris is in El Paso, it’s Eddie’s summer of Realizing Things, such as comphet, what Buck means to him, and how to let himself be happy.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    😭😭😭🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺❤️❤️

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    “Where is General Nan Yang?” He demanded.

    The deputy had a bit of Feng Xin’s temper. He didn’t tremble while Mu Qing held him by the collar. Whatever fear his expression held was one not born of Mu Qing’s rage in having to be here, looking for this man’s god. It was an expression Mu Qing might even have had reflected in his face had he not perfected himself nearly a millennia ago when godhood was still unobtainable and spending his life serving a palace was inevitable.

    “We don’t know,” the deputy said.


    800 years ago, Mu Qing searched for Xie Lian. Looking for Feng Xin too, was just a consequence of that.

    He didn't have that same excuse now.

    (in which Feng Xin goes missing, and Mu Qing decides he will be the one to find him.)

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    21 Sep 2024

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    UAAAAAAAAA THIS IS AMAZING 😭😭😭

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    He keeps moving forward at a steady pace, resisting the urge to run because how fucking embarrassing would that be, running because he missed them, and as he breaks through the treeline he shouts, “Oi, oi—what took you guys so long? It's been—”

    And then he freezes, because yes, actually—something is very, very wrong.

    The Sunny is anchored just off shore, close enough to see the deck but far enough away that the crew has had to take the Mini Merry to make land. Scattered across the beach in various stages of chaos—rolling around, yelling, fighting—are his crew but not his crew, so similar and yet so, so different. They look younger, fresher, and whatthefuck there, on the deck of the Sunny just peering over the railing, he catches a flash of green—his own green hair

    “Ah, fuck,” he grunts, and then immediately turns back around because no, actually, he does not want to deal with this.

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    13 Jan 2024

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    ive read this fic like 6 times. absolute fav

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    [Spoilers through Book 5, Chapter 198 Canon Divergence!]

    Deep within in Mt. Tonglu, a young ghost dressed in black carries a man in funeral robes through hell itself, desperate for the strength to protect him. That man could once have been called beautiful, one of the shining wonders of a dead kingdom, but now...

    Now human face disease rages through an immortal body, while a worthless servant stands in the wake of his failure once more.

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    03 Feb 2023

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    BEAUTIFUL

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    As he walked into the room, whatever it had been that Zhongli had expected, he hadn't expected Childe to be quite so…

    "So uhh, don't panic but I might or might not have died. I'm a ghost now. Kinda neat, huh?"

    ...translucent.

    And no, it was not 'neat'.

    Childe is returning to Liyue and Zhongli has something important to ask him. However, when a rather cheerful, but very much dead Childe shows up in Zhongli's living room, plans have to be placed aside.

    When the pair turn to Hu Tao for advice, she suggests that in order for Childe to pass onto the next realm, he must first let go of all unfinished business tying him to the mortal realm. Of course, this is easier said than done when a stubborn Harbinger insists he is perfectly at peace with the life he has led.

    And so Zhongli and Childe find themselves on a journey across Childe's homeland to complete the Harbinger's Bucket List, and discover his final regret together.

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    11 Apr 2022

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    pain. in the best way. 10/10