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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
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    25 Jul 2026

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    Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.

    Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.

    And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.

    A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.

    Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)

    Slow-burn progression.

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    31/?
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    25 Jul 2026

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    Jane :
    I want an explanation about FUCKING wedding ring on my finger?
    We god wed didn't we?

    Lily :
    It so cliche
    wedding in Vegas
    we couldn't do that
    oh
    wait
    no
    We could

    In 2015, after Shane won in Vegas, Ilya and Shane accidentally got married.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    "“That was rude.” His murmur was uneasy, and he shifted when the alpha rolled his intense hazel eyes.

    “I’ll ask you again, omega.” The man flicked his cigarette butt on the ground and stomped on it, glaring at him once more like someone who was used to having his questions answered immediately. “Why are you upset?”"

    Or where Shane is a player forced to retire due to injury, and Ilya is a mobster obsessed with hockey.

    They try to baby trap each other because they conclude that Shane needs to get pregnant so they'll be stuck together.

    They are slow to realize that their obsession with each other stems from being fated mates.

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    11/?
    Comments:
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    25 Jul 2026

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    Shane has been the premier male lead at the Ottawa Ballet Theater for several seasons, but when a new, mysterious patron throws him off his routine, his whole life shatters. Will this man put Shane back together again or savor the broken pieces for himself?

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    6/7
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    244
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    25 Jul 2026

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    When injured former hockey player Shane Hollander agrees to tutor campus hockey golden boy Ilya Rozanov, he expects ego, missed assignments, and mild annoyance.

    He doesn’t expect hand-holding on empty ice.
    He doesn’t expect protective texts and post-game smiles meant only for him.
    He definitely doesn’t expect his abusive ex to resurface — watching, threatening, refusing to let go.

    As fear bleeds into something far more dangerous, Ilya makes one thing clear: Shane is done surviving alone.

    or: Ilya helps Shane leave his past abusive relationship, and bad things happen.

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    Chapters:
    8/10
    Comments:
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    554
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    14,435

    25 Jul 2026

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    The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.

    Or, a Grindr AU

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    25 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Metros, three-time MLH Cup winner, is going out of his mind answering emails for hours every day to maintain Shane Hollander, the brand. He reaches his boiling point and hires a Personal Assistant. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
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    23 Jul 2026

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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    Chapters:
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    59,229

    23 Jul 2026

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    High School Hollanov au where Shane is a quiet book-nerd and thinks Ilya (the captain of the hockey team) is bullying him. But actually Ilya is trying to flirt with Shane and doesn't understand why Shane hates him.

    Or. Shane's autism goes head to head with Ilya's attempt at flirting by being mean.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    182
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    32,021

    22 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 94

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    The video loads up, and the quality is terrible. It’s in black and white for some reason, and it’s the grainiest video Ilya had seen since he last watched the home videos from his childhood. Even still, Ilya watches it like a man entranced. The man in the video looks about the same age as Ilya, with dark hair that falls over his forehead in a fringe that’s swept slightly to the side. He speaks slightly awkwardly, never making eye contact with the camera for more than a few seconds at a time. At one point in the video he holds a little toy up to the camera to show it off. Ilya realises that he hasn’t been paying attention to what's being said in the video and rewinds it to watch it from the beginning.
    He sees the man reach back after starting the recording, “Hi everyone, my name is Shane and welcome to my video blog.”

    Ilya's childhood friend, and the only thing that makes life in Russia worth living, is leaving him for Canada. If he wants to follow her he needs to work on his English, so she suggests he take to the internet for help, which leads him to a Youtube channel run by a Canadian boy with the prettiest freckles he's ever seen.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
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    22 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is twenty-three, a student at McGill University's prestigious Physical Therapy program, and a part-time employee at a local, run-of-the-mill coffee shop. After a supposed one-night stand throws him completely off-balance, he finds himself drifting unwittingly towards a man who just might be the literal death of him.

    Ilya Rozanov is twenty-nine, heir to the family "business" in America, and currently staving off attacks from both his scheming brother and an annoyingly persistent FBI agent that seems hellbent on throwing the book at him. He is also quickly becoming obsessed with a boy whose very existence may be jeopardized by his presence alone.

    Too bad Shane is itching to be released from the ties that bind him to his boring life, no matter the cost. Too bad Ilya is selfish enough to cut him loose.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Jul 2026

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    After realizing his long term slutty situationship will never love him back, Shane (with encouragement from friends) decides to start sleeping with other people...like... a lot. And Ilya Rozanov notices.

    or

    Shane ends things with Ilya, embarks on his slut era while Ilya crashes out and makes it everyones problem (and also Reddit's)

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    Chapters:
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    9,425

    22 Jul 2026

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    Fans in uproar after Centaurs Captain Ilya Rozanov tweets “Only steers and queers in Vegas and I’m not a cow.” — is Rozanov gay or a homophobe? Vote in the poll below!

     

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    When beloved hockey player Ilya Rozanov finds himself in trouble after a drunken tweet Shane Hollander steps in and saves the day.

    How, you may ask?

    Well. Fake dating, of course.

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    Comments:
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    40,960

    22 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    22 Jul 2026

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    A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
    On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
    His teammates think it’s a joke.
    Shane plays along.
    No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    1,049
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    6,445
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    2,352
    Hits:
    198,151

    22 Jul 2026

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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

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    Chapters:
    8/12
    Comments:
    7,464
    Kudos:
    31,248
    Bookmarks:
    6,360
    Hits:
    442,316

    22 Jul 2026

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    Following a forced and early retirement from the NHL, Shane Hollander finds himself spending his days working at the local Omega Shelter where he can still make a difference with his life.

    One evening in early autumn, a bloody and bruised Ilya Rozanov walks into his arms and changes the projection of his life forever.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    46,436

    22 Jul 2026

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    Ilya is Shane’s pimp despite their growing desire for each other.

     

     

     

    (TW: lots of angst, no moral compass, sexual violence)

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    406
    Kudos:
    651
    Bookmarks:
    136
    Hits:
    24,615

    22 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 80

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    Shane Hollander fights in an underground club run by the Rozanovs; when he's told to throw a fight and proceeds to do the exact opposite, it is his rival, Ilya, who comes to his rescue.

    There is, of course, a small price to be paid.


    You are not into Rozanov, Shane told himself, but immediately amended with a sigh. Okay, you're into him. He's objectively handsome. But you do not want to be a sex slave, no matter how hot he is. Sex trafficking is very, very bad. It would be a deeply non-consensual situation.


    or, i watched that heated rivalry ripoff floating around tiktok and decided to give it a spin. formerly titled "and i am the fire"

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    Chapters:
    6/9
    Comments:
    82
    Kudos:
    249
    Bookmarks:
    80
    Hits:
    5,829

    22 Jul 2026

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