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    17 Mar 2021

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    25 Jan 2021

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    19 Jan 2021

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    literally the sweetest most gut wrenching beautiful thing ever; makes commitment less scary - wonderful even, makes life seem easier, even if just a bit :)

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    Sam knows.

    Sorta.

    Sam knows what it means to be different, and he notices that Dean does too. He hadn’t noticed when he was a kid, not consciously, but now he sees it. It practically smacks him in the face when Cas joins their group.

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    16 Jan 2021

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    As punishment for giving away his flaming sword, Heaven takes Aziraphale's wings. He can get them back, though, so long as he works faithfully on Earth to earn their forgiveness. Trying to please Heaven is easier said than done, though, and his secret friendship with Crowley makes earning his redemption even more difficult.

    Especially since Crowley doesn't know he's an angel.

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    15 Jan 2021

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    In which Richie is always pretending to be Eddie’s boyfriend, Eddie fucking hates it, and finally Eddie decides two can play that game (it is not a total disaster… depending on your definition of total disaster).

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    10 Jan 2021

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    “You’re not…nervous, right?" Sam spoke up, as he eyed his brother's increasingly frustrated attempts to fix up the guest room. "I mean, I know it’s been a while since you and Cas have seen each other in person—”

    Dean snorted. ‘A while.’ Try three and a half years.

    “—but you still video chat all the time—”

     Once a week.

    “And you guys have been best friends since you were fifteen. Doubt Cas is looking to be impressed.”

    “I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m just in the holiday spirit. And you’re in the Scrooge-You spirit, apparently,” Dean grumbled, walking past his brother and into the kitchen.

    Sam put his hands up in surrender. “Fine, fine. If you want to pretend this is all perfectly normal, I won’t say anything else—”

    Of course, that’s when the tabletop Christmas tree—which Dean had put up again this year—tipped over, scattering keychains across the floor.

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    01 Jan 2021

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    "I'm so sorry to intrude. Where are my manners? My name's Magnus."

    Alec meets Magnus five years before Clary comes into the picture — at a coffeeshop, no less. Alec is flustered and panicky. And he thinks Magnus is a mundane. He buys Magnus coffee and thinks he'll never meet Magnus again.

    Thank the Angel he did.

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    30 Dec 2020

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    The worst part about the curse is that for a long, long time, Merlin wasn’t even aware that it was a curse.

    It started with the whispers.

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    20 Dec 2020

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    Merlin saves them both as the walls of Camelot are crumbling, but now he and Arthur are trapped and his secret is out in the open. Arthur struggles with the betrayal and his own anger, questioning how this affects his feelings for Merlin.

    OR: I stick the boys in a very small space to force them to talk about their problems.

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    20 Dec 2020

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    Five times Sam quietly put up with Dean and Castiel's unresolved sexual tension.

    And the one time he said what everyone has been thinking for years.

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    11 Dec 2020

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    Five times Sam had to adjust to Dean and Cas being a couple. And one time, it felt exactly right.

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    11 Dec 2020

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    Sam has taken to timing his daily activities, which Dean thinks is incredibly stupid. But what happens when Sam turns the tables and starts timing his brother instead?

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    11 Dec 2020

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    In a world where the first words your soulmate will say to you get inscribed on your wrist at 16, knowing if you've met "the one" should be easy. But when is Dean Winchester's life ever that?

    Because the thing is, it's the first words they say to you face-to-face that count--not over text message or video chat or any of the ways he's been communicating with Cas since they met online.

    The night before they are supposed to see each other in-person for the first time, his mind won't shut off--too busy retracing the four words on his skin over and over again that read, "What you got there?"

    It didn’t sound like something Cas would say—nor did the child-like scrawl it was written in look like he imagined Cas’s handwriting. But how could it possibly be anybody else?

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    10 Dec 2020

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    Castiel Novak doesn't understand why the other doctors in his internship program are so obsessed with his love life.

    First, Meg tells him no one believes he really has a boyfriend--they think it's just an excuse to get out of parties and awkward date invitations.

    Next, they tease him over his supposed 'crush' on famous actor, Dean Winchester.

    If only they knew...

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    09 Dec 2020

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    “Hey, Cas,” he breathed finally, the words slipping out of him so easily it was like he’d never stopped praying. “Got your ears on?”

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    In which Dean says 'And I you, Cas' before the Empty takes him, and things fall apart differently than before.

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    02 Dec 2020

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    beautiful showstopping amazing spectacular fantastic athmospheric (& painful)

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    “I know how that is. Husbands: can’t live with ‘em, can’t live without ‘em. Mine’s the same way. Probably would’ve stormed out of here sooner than yours did.”

    Her words send Dean reeling, knocking the air out of him in a way strangers haven’t been able to do in a very long time. He can’t even find the words to correct her until she’s in the middle of another sentence.

    “He’s not my husband.” She blinks at him. “I mean, we aren’t even together. We’re just friends,” Dean clarifies. For the life of him, he can’t figure out why it sounds unbelievable to his own ears.

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    Five times Dean corrects someone about his relationship with Cas, and one time he realizes he doesn't need to.

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    29 Nov 2020

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    This is a character study of Castiel...sort of. Never written one of these before, but I hope reading it brings you as much joy as writing it brought me.
    CW may be a giant pain in our collective neck, but I will always carry Cas in my gay little heart.
    On that note, this work is just all the things I wish I could've told him in person, and thanked him for.

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    29 Nov 2020

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    Sam and Jess are getting married and Dean couldn’t be any happier for them. Honestly, they’re kind of disgustingly perfect for each other and Dean’s pretty damn excited about staying with them the week before the wedding. He’s Sam’s best man, of course, and he doesn’t even mind that Jess has her own best man to share in all the organisational duties. The more the merrier, right?

    Except Dean must have done something to epically piss off the universe because Jess’s best man just happens to be Castiel friggin’ Novak. He’s got even hotter since High School, but apparently no friendlier and if Cas wants to spend the week pretending like they’ve never met before? Fine. Two can play at that game.

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    27 Nov 2020

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    Despite the three-and-a-half years he’d lived in this house, Dean could honestly say he didn’t really know his neighbor.

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    26 Nov 2020

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