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    "We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.

    Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.

    Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.

    Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.

    His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.

    "NO!" Pomni screams.

    (or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)

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    23 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Jax," she coaxes, gently. "What’s going on?"

    His scowl falls lopsided, buckling under the strain of her question. He lets out a frustrated growl, runs a hand down his face.

    “...Nothing, Pomni. Forget it.”

    “You can talk to me,” Pomni reminds him.

    “There’s nothing to talk about.”

    “Okay…” Pomni gives a hesitant nod, not wanting to feed any further into his instincts to dig his heels in and deny the obvious. “Then talk to me about nothing.”

    In another life, Jax's final attempt to reach out to Pomni goes a little differently.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dan in a depressive episode spends his night at Phil's apartment to "do laundry" while there he finds what home truly means, some existential stuff, Phil is kinda unaware of depression (so is Dan in this fic, de-nial is a river in egypt) but he still cares

    based off of my experience with depression which is semi similar to Dan's

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    30 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    not as graphic as my other fic, but still trigger warning for self harm.

    He still has the emergency room bracelet around his wrist. Now Dan twists it around and around; he can’t keep his hands still, because Phil is mad at him.

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    20 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    The night before Dan leaves for the American leg of WAD, he suffers a little crisis of faith. As always, Phil is there to help him through it.

    [set a few hours after the filming of "Dan Is Leaving Me"]

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    15 May 2026