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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane and Ilya’s fifth wedding anniversary is full of cottage quality time, dinner with Yuna and David, and lots and lots of tooth rotting fluff. Oh, and a bet to see who can make the other come five times first - one for every year they’ve been married.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    On certain kinds of rainy days, Shane goes non-verbal. Ilya loves that on him.

    Rainy-day Shane at three points along their timeline, and the different ways that Ilya loves him.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya, the (second) first year.

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    10 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    "Don't you want to know what it would be like to fuck me? To claim me like this when no one ever did? To make me yours in every possible way?"

    Ilya barely had time to finish his sentence as Shane's lips were on his, engulfing him in a feverish kiss. Shane broke the kiss, panting against Ilya's mouth.

    "Shane, will you please fuck me?"

    Or: Shane tries weed for the first time and Ilya asks Shane to fuck him.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane impulsively makes a bet with Rose: if he can date a guy for a month longer than his customary one date followed by ghosting them forever, he gets $200; if he can’t, he agrees to let her set him up until he finally finds love. But he has no intention of playing it straight, so the plan—as he conspiratorially tells his best friend Ilya—is to fake date someone and split the money.

    Ilya thinks this is a terrific idea and fully expects Shane to ask him to be his fake boyfriend… except he doesn’t. And Ilya can’t figure out why. Why didn’t Shane choose him, when they both know how effortless it would be to pretend with how close they already are, not to mention how all their friends would instantly believe it? And why does witnessing Shane even just pretend to date someone else feel like actual torture?

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    08 Jul 2026