herpexia
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"You are 14 and you know that Amortentia smells like old books and chocolate.
You are 33 and the boy looks so much like James it hurts in a way you didn’t know existed."
The life of the one and only Sirius Black.
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Lost the battle, Win the war by herpexia
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
03 Apr 2014
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It's not good enough to build weapons unless you know how to make yourself into one.
“You never give up, do you?” Steve asks, almost like to himself. She doesn’t know what to say so she just shrugs again and pulls her knees to her chest and studies Steve with her head rested on her knees. Why would she?
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My insides are copper (I'd kill to make them gold) by herpexia
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Mar 2014
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“Have you ever wanted to break everything you care about? Only because it’s truly what matters in your heart, and you do not want to give anything such power in your life?”
“Isn't that exactly what they do?” Tony hears himself ask. “They give you nice things and expect you not to break them.”
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[podfic] Black Poison Blood by herpexia, reena_jenkins
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
20 Jan 2014
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"Sometimes Loki looks at Tony like he maybe understands, or like Tony is something of actual value. It’s a look Tony can’t pull apart like he wants to, and that makes his heart itch in his chest just a little bit, and oh how he wants to pull it out just to get rid of the feeling."
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Sometimes Loki looks at Tony like he maybe understands, or like Tony is something of actual value. It’s a look Tony can’t pull apart like he wants to, and that makes his heart itch in his chest just a little bit, and oh how he wants to pull it out just to get rid of the feeling.
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“Yeah, that’s what I thought. Go hide behind your daddy.”
Ilya just laughs.
Luca trips.Series
- Part 1 of father figure
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Bookmarked by herpexia
23 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
don’t perceive me but i’m obsessed with this. poor luca
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“What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.
Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”
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- Part 1 of cobblestone (hollanov fics)
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Bookmarked by herpexia
04 Jun 2026
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no need to help ilya, he’s right where he wants to be
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god is good, or whatever made the mouth to drink the treasure by Bugslibrary
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Apr 2026
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Ilya makes love to Shane, it's the dirtiest thing they have ever done.
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“What? Hmm? I can’t hear you, hiding so far from me” Ilya whispers, kisses the shell of Shane’s ear and Shane’s brow furrows, he fidgets where he’s pinned to the sheets, squirms and thunder rumbles a dark sky wide crash over them again and Shane pulls his face back just a breath.
“You know” Shane complains, and rolls his hips as much as he can a tiny tilt that shifts him just the smallest bit on Ilya’s cock, a tease of the real fucking thing.
It's an imitation of the stretch that knocks his mind clean out, the relentless fucks of his hips that shakes Shane from the inside, that is everythingeverythingeverything the middle of the universe where he and Ilya do this, where they make themselves one pretty brilliant thing.
“I want to hear it” Ilya’s hand slips free of Shane’s hair and finds his hip, pushes down to hold him still and gives a nudge of his cock. Enough to make Shane’s breath stutter.
“Tell me” another waved thrust that makes a sound punch out of Shane’s throat.
Bookmarked by herpexia
02 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
this made me feel like i should either call my therapist or my ex
oh to be loved this way
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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30 Mar 2026
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my tummy hurts
i’m gonna write more when this is complete but just know it’s amazing
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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27 Feb 2026
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rumour has it ilya’s aston martin is still at hayden pike’s house, because shane and ilya stayed at the cottage forever