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The straps of Shane’s hockey bag dug into his shoulders as he stood by the welcome table and hoped that this year, it would be easier. It was reasonable, in his second year at camp, to expect that he wouldn’t be so caught up in everything that wasn't hockey, what to eat and where to go and who to talk to. Maybe this year, because he knew how everything would work, the routines and the expectations, he could actually make some friends.
Shane hugged his parents goodbye and assured them that he would be fine, just like he was last year—he hadn’t been fine, he’d been miserable, but there’d been hockey so it had been worth it—and then watched them drive away with only the smallest pit of fear in his stomach. He was hopeful. He was optimistic.
And then Shane locked eyes with Ilya, and something in that look told him that he was wrong, that he shouldn’t be sure of anything, that this person was going to divide his life into two pieces and he was helpless to stop it.
(or, after ilya's mother died, he was sent to live in canada with his aunt)
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24 Jun 2026
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Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.
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02 Mar 2026
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kiss your knuckles (before you punch me in the face) by f1zzypup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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The anger finally bubbles over and he does something he’s never felt the urge to do before, he drops his gloves and grabs the front of his black Boston jersey before punching him in the face.
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Shane and Ilya fight on the ice and get mutually turned on
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17 Feb 2026
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Don and Kathy would move in together. They would have a dog or two and then inevitably, a small parade of adorable little brats who would call him Uncle Cosmo, and they would spend less and less time with him, not on purpose but busy with the rest of their lives, and ultimately Cosmo would learn to make his peace with it because he’d have no other choice and he would have to try to move on and not live too much in his memories. He could picture it so clearly, he figured if the songwriting gig with Monumental didn’t pan out, he could always return to the backwater circuit with a new act: The Amazing Cosmo of the Cosmos—ladies and gentlemen, he sees the future, he reads the stars, he silently pines for his best married pal and all the while tap dancing!
Don and Kathy inviting him along on their honeymoon, though—that part was a surprise.
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10 Nov 2023
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Tim has been missing for weeks, gone without a trace.
Everyone who loves him has spent those weeks clinging to any hope they'll ever find him again.
When he finally reappears, just as quickly as he disappeared, he isn't alone.
For TimKon Week 2022; Day 6: Clone Baby, Villian AU
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- Part 5 of TimKon Week 2022
- Part 1 of Where Babies Come From
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30 May 2023