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perezhivanie (n., plural perezhivaniya, from Russian переживание)
1. (in psychology) The emotional-cognitive experience arising for a person, especially a child, from any situation or from any aspect of his environment, which determines what kind of influence this situation or this environment will have on the child.
2. (in acting theory) A tool enabling actors to create characters from their own re-lived, past lived-through experiences, by revitalizing their autobiographical emotional memories and arousing emotions through physical actions. see also Stanislavsky.
or, Shane hates Ilya Rozanov, his professional rival and former drama school classmate. Rozanov doesn't seem to have gotten the memo.
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10 Jul 2026
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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
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17 Jun 2026
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That Time Ilya Rozanov Stole His Teammate's Boyfriend by mariku
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Colin is a senior at Duke University, playing on the basketball team.
Ilya Rozanov is the star sophomore on Duke University's basketball team.
Rozanov wants Colin's boyfriend, Shane Hollander, who is also a senior.
And, well. Ilya Rozanov always gets what he wants.
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27 May 2026
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“You’ve told the beginning of the story so many times. I want to hear the end.”
Louis laughed, scratching at his chin. “I can’t say I really know when the end happened.”
“How about the tour of ninety-five?”
“Alright.” Louis took a deep breath. “But it took a few steps to get there. What would you like to know?”
Penny cleared her throat.
“How did you first meet Harry Styles?”
Grunge legends Fearless Doe topped the rock charts in the ‘90s, but they spent the decade kicking Smudge off their heels. From lawsuits to jaw-dropping scandals and a surprising joint world tour, the two bands share a complicated history.Twenty-five years later, frontmen Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are finally ready to sit down and tell the world their two sides of the same story.
Truth may vary.
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24 May 2024
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He loves it when they do this, when they find comfort in each other like this, so close, soft and sweet. They have never really talked about it beyond “Oh so that’s a thing we do now” all those years ago, but it’s also something they have silently agreed not to share with their friends. This is just for them, just like the way they sometimes fall asleep in each other’s beds, pressed closed under the covers, or how they love to cook each other dinner and light candles all over the flat. They have lived together since they were teenagers and over the years they have settled into each other in ways that the other boys just wouldn’t understand.
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07 Jan 2021