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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    “Can I trust you, Levi?”, Erwin murmurs, after, head to his back and water running cold between them.

    He didn’t use to ask, before.

    “Who else would you fucking trust”, Levi gets out, skin breaking in goosebumps. Erwin hums behind him.

    “Who indeed”, he mutters.

    Levi understands anger. He’s intimate with it. He understands Erwin thought a lot of his sacrifice and that to have this opportunity at the expense of all that sacrifice probably feels like an unforgivable sin. It fractured something fundamental between them. Most sacrifices do. Levi did not save him because he saw some hope for them; world peace and a happily ever after. He did it because he knew, in his heart, Erwin was only one black hearted enough to see this through.

    Maybe that’s love; to see the absolute worst in someone and see it as salvation, still.

    It doesn’t really matter anyway. Erwin is still dying, just slower.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander learns there are both pros and cons to accidentally adopting a kitten with your situationship.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Falling in love isn't the hard part. Any masochistic asshole with a death wish and half a soul can do that. The hard part is deciding to do something about it, even when every fucking bone in your body feels like the brake line's been cut and you're hurtling straight off a precipice, irrevocably, all the way down.

    Or: Ronan's attempts at courting Adam aren't as disastrous as you might expect.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    It's not a secret, not really; they don't decide to not tell anyone. It's just — no one else needs to know. It's just theirs, whatever it is. He's not ashamed or afraid. He thinks it might disintegrate if exposed to sunlight, and he's not ready for that. Not yet.

    Or: The one where they hook up sometimes. And it's all casual, obviously.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 82

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    Art looks down at him over his nose, frowning. “I’m not a prude," he defends, an offended lilt in his words. "I’m just normal, and not, like an exhibitionist, like you apparently are.” Patrick raises a brow like he doesn’t believe a word he’s saying. Just to make him mad. It works. “I’m serious, Patrick,” he repeats, sitting up a bit straighter. “I could have sex in front of you, or if you were listening like you apparently love to do now. It would be the exact same as normal. I probably wouldn’t even remember that you were there”

    Patrick studies him, leaned back against the couch lazily. “Yeah?"

    "Yeah." The word is spat out.

    “Okay.” He tilts his head, challenging. “Okay. Prove it.”

    or: the longest, stupidest game of gay chicken to ever be played

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Adam accidentally ends up in Ronan's dream and Ronan is very Ronan about it and Adam is very Adam about it. Gansey is also briefly very Gansey about things.

    Alternate summary: Adam has feelings and hyperventilates about it for 9,000 words.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane confesses to wanting something more at All Stars. Ilya confesses that he comes from a line of vampire hunters. It’s an axe in the fabric of his understanding of the world around them, but Shane loves Ilya. He’s willing to fight for whatever it is the two of them have.

    Fate has a sick sense of humour.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    23 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 83

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    “I bet you fifty bucks I can make you come in under ten minutes.”

    It knocks a laugh out of her, she’ll give him that much. She lets the laugh turn into a scoff as she angles her face toward his. “Please. You don’t look like you have fifty dollars to give me when you lose.”

    “I’m not going to lose.”

    His eyes drop to her mouth, brief as the click of a lighter and every bit as searing. When his eyes return to hers, the air between them tightens.

    “No way.”

    “Why not?”

    “It’s not going to happen.”

    His grin flashes. “Give me eight.”

    “Oh, sweetheart,” Helena croons, and there’s a condescending curl to the end of it she cannot resist. “I could spend eight minutes explaining why the answer is no, and that would be a far better use of both of our time.”

    -x-

    Or. CEO Helena Eagan meets 21 year old Mark Scout in a bar.

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    30 May 2026

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    It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.

    If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.

    Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.

    Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.

    or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.

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    07 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 59

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    All that Shoko can think of is the two of them, Suguru-and-Satoru, Satoru-and-Suguru, attached at the hip, shoving each other around, doing whatever when Shoko isn't in the room watching them. Maybe they think it's private, maybe they think it's something she doesn't want to see. Well. Fuck that. "Do you like thinking about it, me and him?"

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    or, hospitality workers sashisu and an inability to define two relationships at once

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane is starting to get the impression that when he asked him to stay, he meant the whole night.

    But Shane doesn’t have a toothbrush.

    ———

    An alternate look at the tuna melt scene and beyond.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Ilya falls in love with Shane’s hockey, first. Everything complicated comes later.

    (A non-chronological timeline of Ilya Rozanov, falling in love with hockey and with life and with Shane Hollander.)

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

    ---

    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    In which Cheng Xiaoshi is immortal and Lu Guang is the time traveller who always finds him.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Bakugou’s youth does not last, and neither do his relationships. He grows into the adult he never thought he’d become and stumbles out of his friendship with Kirishima without meaning to. He’s got healing to do.

    Or how it starts, then ends, then starts again.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    “U-Uhm, hello? Some–is anyone there?”

    Robert pauses just in the doorway out of the kitchen, frowning. What the hell was Waterboy doing calling in? Everyone was dismissed hours ago.

    Robert clicks the little button on the headset. “Waterboy? What’s up?”

    Only then does he start slowly making his way back to his desk. The lights are all off, save for the lamp at the corner of his desk, and the warm, dim glow does nothing to help his exhaustion. “W–uh. Hey! Robert, yes–yeah. So I’m just. Well, I-I have a sort of, you know, situation.”

     

    OR Robert's trying to finish up some late-night assignments. Waterboy is a disaster. It works out for them.

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    23 Nov 2025

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    “Plus,” Caesar said. “No church would wed two men.”

    “I’ll have you know I make a very convincing woman.”

    Caesar rolled his eyes. “Make her bored, maybe.”

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    Caesar falls in love. Has mixed feelings about it.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    There’s a man standing there, his platinum blond hair shining in the lamplight outside. Under his bulky coat—heavy for an Osaka winter—he’s got the bearing of a former athlete. Kiyoomi can tell by the muscle straining in his pants as he gives him a—”You’re really obvious, Kiyoomi,” Motoya mutters over his beer—once over.
    A year ago, even a few months ago, this man might have been exactly Kiyoomi’s type, the kind of recovered jock he delighted in tearing apart.
    Unfortunately Kiyoomi’s horny for one anonymous voice he’ll never meet. “Financial literacy is important,” he quotes in a drunken mumble, and pools his head on the table.

    After Bokuto (publicly) admits to tax fraud, the JVA requires all athletes to pass a financial literacy training. This should be a piece of cake for Kiyoomi, and would be, if he hadn't fallen in lust with the anonymous narrator.

    Although he hasn't budgeted for love, Kiyoomi learns that finding the man of your dreams is priceless.

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    04 Oct 2025

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