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they're thirst-trapping each other. sometimes they don't even mean to.
these don't follow a rigid timeline and are pretty much standalones, though i will try to list them in chronological order. all of these are in the general theme of shane and ilya being forced to see each other everywhere they go even though they only get to actually see each other a handful of times a year. fake idgafers i literally saw you yearning over each other's ad campaigns.
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21 May 2026
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Sometimes Shane doesn't know where his preferences actually begin, how much of him was molded into shape like clay beneath Rozanov's hands.
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Shane doesn’t realise it’s a thing until J.J. sends lmao did you guys see this shit?? into the Metro’s group chat with a link to an article.
It is SO on between Hollywood and Hockey atm, Celebrity Insider says. Gia de Soto, lauded editorial icon, revealed a potential love match with this buzzer beater post on Instagram last week—
Shane’s stomach finds his shoes. Or maybe it’s been there since he read the hyperlink, and he's just now realising. His hands are sweating. He’s being stupid. He hasn’t been thinking about Rozanov.
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- Part 2 of love & hunger
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18 May 2026
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The post was ten images long, with a link to Gia’s portfolio for the rest. Ten images of Rozanov being fucking beautiful with her and other people in her kitchen. The smoky picture of Rozanov shaving her head stared up at him, like something from a confusing French movie Rose would make him watch. More intimate than a sex tape.
Shane’s eyes were burning. He could feel the shock-y, pale, miserable look on his face, he just couldn’t force it into something different.
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“Actually, uh—“ Shane scratched the back of his neck and dropped his gaze to the floor by Ilya’s chair. “Would you mind if I sucked you off?”
“Would I mind?” Ilya asked. “No, I would not mind. You want my cock again that badly, Hollander?”
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- Part 3 of missing scenes
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09 Apr 2026
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The gesture was intimate, careful. Part of Shane wanted him to stop; it was too much, too good. His body often tried to reject tenderness, like it knew that if he got used to it, he would never be able to live without it.
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His body is good for two things: hockey and sex—even then, the latter comes with an asterisk. He’s good at being available for sex, he supposes, and that is a thought he cannot afford to entertain.
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- Part 1 of yes, i come back
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07 Apr 2026
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That’s what it had been, then. A test. And Shane had failed, but Rozanov still thinks he’s worth the trouble. Shane is good at being available. For him.
Shane doesn’t want or need anything, except to win and to consume Rozanov whole.
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Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do
7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
HOLY FUCK
7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes
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30 Mar 2026
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Brad Hammersmith @HammersmithTime
CLIFF YOU CANT SAY THAT ABOUT CAPS MANCliff Marleau @CMarleauRaiders
I can’t be proud of my boy for bagging a bad bitch?? im sorry I thought this was still americaVictor St-Simon @thehockeysaint
great job cliff you’ve fucking killed us2:59 P.M. | 14 Jan 2018 | 32.1k retweets | 49.2k likes
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Rozanov posts on Instagram a lot. Not on his feed, but his stories.
Every time he lands in a city, he posts a story. Usually it's just back of his seat, or sometimes the view out the window—on the tarmac, never anything exciting, one of just many cities their lives are broken up into—and a location tag. Low effort.
It’s pretty obvious what it is. Guys laugh about it, call it Rozanov’s Fuck Signal. The easiest way to get the hot girls who follow him to slide into his DMs.
Easy pussy.
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30 Mar 2026
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Yes, Shane doesn’t say. How do you know that? How can you always tell the things I don’t want you to know? Why can’t you let me hide from how needy I am? Why can’t you let me have my dignity?
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The change is gradual, and no one could fault Shane for missing it; the damning videos that creep in are, in many ways, exactly the same as all the others.
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15 Mar 2026
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For all those months Shane was watching Rozanov on YouTube, this was what he got. More of him, a cheat code that Shane thought could sate his hunger without consuming any calories. There are no cheat codes, though, and all Shane’s done is dig himself deeper into the pit, gotten himself more hooked on the thing that’s bad for him. He’s not even strong enough to keep the app off his phone. He’s back in the dirt, he’s stuffing himself full again. He’s making himself sicker and he doesn’t fucking care.
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Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.
“You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.
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In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.
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10 Mar 2026
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It’s with a very casual mindset that Shane checks his game schedule and sees that they have a home game on the 15th against the Raiders, and it’s with a very casual mindset that he texts Ilya asking when he’ll be flying in. That evening, Ilya responds and says the afternoon before so Shane very casually says he’ll see Ilya on Feb 14th, and it’s right after he hits send and rereads his message that he realizes what a fucking dipshit he is.
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the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose by alchemystique
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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There hadn’t been a whole lot of tape, back then, not on a bunch of kids who were likely to get chewed up and spit out by the KHL, but Rozanov was a special case – his agent had clearly known his aim was for North American leagues, and there’d been a few tapes leaked here and there of the fourteen, fifteen, sixteen year old phenom who had more trick plays up his sleeve than Yuna, personally, thought was true hockey. The video of his spin on the Michigan had made the rounds in David’s McGill email chain, and Yuna had tipped her chin up and sworn up and down he’d be a one-trick pony who’d be flat on his ass the first time he tried that shit in the pros.
Shane had downloaded the video to his desktop and studied the tape like he did old games of Scott Hunter.
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Yuna Hollander works through years of memories in attempt to discover when she should have known her son didn't trust her with all of himself.
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09 Mar 2026
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Ilya is the type of partner to Shane that Yuna couldn’t have dreamed up in her wildest imaginings, and Shane loves Ilya with the sort of quiet desperation Yuna hates to think might be her fault.
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“Board games,” Ilya said, kneeing them higher up his chest.
Shane stared at him. “You travel with those?” he asked, trying to go for scathing. It never quite got there. He didn’t have Ilya’s skill.
Ilya smiled wide and shark-like. “No,” he said. “I got them from Emily. Mrs. Lansow.”
Shane felt even more baffled.
“The owner of the hotel,” Ilya said.
“I know,” Shane said. He just couldn’t imagine Ilya interacting with that sweet woman. Or her asking him to call her by her first name. “Why? I mean, why did you get them?”
“You have better things to do?” Ilya asked.
“I have a phone. And a laptop. And there’s a television,” Shane said.
Ilya squinted dismissively. “Screen is bad. Melts your brain.”
“You sound like my mom,” Shane said, a little softer than he intended and smiling reluctantly.
Ilya tilted his head. “This does it for you?”Shane and Ilya learn what it's like spending time together with their clothes still on.
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- Part 1 of perfect from now on
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07 Mar 2026
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Ilya bet a single dollar on who would get to the center row first, gave different ships different personalities, made explosion noises when he took one of Shane’s out. So this was the realization: Ilya was weird. He was a strange person, an oddball, a misfit. It was just hard to pick up on because, staying true to his paradoxical nature, Ilya was also cool, way cooler than Shane would ever be. That had distracted him from the weirdness, which with hindsight seemed glaring.
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nothing that i don’t already know by guarddog (theslymoon)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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hockey twt socmed fics ft the neutral zone podcast
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06 Mar 2026
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ilya’s thong @achilles81
“how does ottawa afford shane hollander” well first of all we kill tanner dillon
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Shane should explain, he knows that. It would take all of ten seconds. Fifteen, if Shane felt like adding that he’s seen pictures of Caleb’s grandkids, who are five and two. But Rozanov is breathing hard. Rozanov is staring at him. Rozanov, who wore the same fucking jacket to make out with a pop star outside a club two nights ago, and before Shane can stop, he thinks, Yeah, how do you fucking like it?
“Caleb,” says Shane, “is none of your fucking business.”
(Inspired by this post. Set during their hookup period. Following a misunderstanding, Shane attempts to turn the tables, jealousy-wise. It's possible he doesn't quite know what he's in for.)
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02 Mar 2026
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Good for her, comes the unbidden thought following right behind. Shane knows how it feels to be kissed like that by Ilya Rozanov. Like in that moment, for that breath, you are worthy of every molecule of his attention.
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“Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”
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28 Feb 2026
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Without lifting her head, Jackie had punched him in the shoulder and said, “Don’t laugh at me when I’m giving you good fucking life advice, Hollander. Nobody else is going to make you happy–you have to do it for yourself.”
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stickhandling by moonlitgarden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Women flock to Rozanov; he’s the gravitational centre in every room. Shane gets it. He’s felt it, the shark pull of his orbit. He’s been swallowed up into the belly of desire. What he doesn’t get is how easy it is for Rozanov. Even with Shane’s teammates pooled around him on the dance floor his hands get clammy when a girl in a sequined skirt makes a move on him. Shane used to think maybe he was just awkward; maybe he needed a couple of beers in him to loosen up, but he couldn’t do that during the season.
Then Ilya Rozanov kissed him and the craving was so clear in Shane’s mind he was able to visualise every sharp edge of it, and he knew he wanted to be on his knees.
2013. It’s been two years since he and Rozanov hooked up in Nashville and exchanged phone numbers. It’s a month till Boston comes to Montreal and Rozanov’s promise of ‘next time’ could go into fulfilment. Shane Hollander wants to play hockey. He wants to play it well. The other thing is a thing he cannot allow himself to want.
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28 Feb 2026
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Every time he had to touch his body in the shower he thought about how Rozanov had gripped his pecs in his huge palms, how the golden curls of his hair had brushed against the sweep of Shane’s belly, how he’d opened his skilled mouth and taken all of him into his throat.
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Ilya rocks his hips up. “No, Hollander. Keep up. I want to meet your dildo.” He enjoys enunciating the word. Tries to give it a bit of a whiny Canadian inflection. “You remember? You told me about him, back in Vegas.”
Hollander blushes beautifully and says, “That’s private.”
“Hollander. I know the taste of your ball skin.”
“That’s—Jesus, don’t say it like that. I can show you, but. Only if you promise not to be a dick.”
“Best behaviour,” Ilya promises. “Will say only nice things.”
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21 Feb 2026
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Once in the antiseptically tasteful bedroom they undress and Ilya gets settled on the bed while Hollander, in his usual freak loser fashion, neatly folds his clothes. It’s really not that charming.
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When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.
OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.
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21 Feb 2026
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Probably that will always live inside her like a sliver, always aching when it’s pressed. Too deep to be removed. Like the first time Shane got hurt on the ice, like the first time Shane cried about bullies at camp, like the joy-turned-grief when she first looked into his precious newborn face and knew he would experience hardship one day, the inevitability of life. All motherhood is this: the certainty that upon birth, you cannot stand between your child and the air anymore.
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shane hollander boy kisser confirmed! by chuyasexual
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike
feng (she/her) @flowerfeng · Apr 3, 2021
gotta feel bad for shane hollander. like imagine everyone wishing you were in a secret gay relationship. and you gotta spend your career swearing you’re not in a secret gay relationship. but you ARE in a secret gay relationship. just w the wrong guybooboo the fool @cinnacin · Apr 4, 2021
shane hollander w a hand on the bible: no im not in a decade-long secret relationship w fellow hockey player hayden pike
roger cromwell: ok say it again without the hayden pike part
shane hollander: sweats nervously(Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)
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- Part 1 of boy kissing and other illicit activities
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21 Feb 2026
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she holla on my nov till i @yurimylife · Mar 15, 2017
u write yaoi hockey rpf bc ur delulu and u think they’re in a relationship; i write yaoi hockey rpf bc they’re hot and i want them to fuck. we are not the samecam @broccolisoupseason · Mar 15, 2017
Replying to @yurimylife
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my heated rivalry anon fics by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jul 2026
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unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though
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20 Feb 2026
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But Shane knows he recites those words in his head over and over again, over eight years of agonizing over Ilya Rozanov and loving him more than he thought possible. He keeps those words closer to his chest than he keeps his pride over the cups, the medals, the trophies, until he grows from the boy Rozanov spoke those words to into the man who listened to them from inside the house.
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desperate measures (the 2021-2022 season) by LiarsandThieves22
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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19 Feb 2026
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@CentaursGirlie1995: mlh spent a decade trying to convince us two queer men who were in love actually hated each other when ilya rozanov and scott hunter were right there being queer and hating each others fucking guts, ripe for the picking
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To fall in love one hour at a time is not possible. Ilya knows this.
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- Part 14 of Hockey Time!
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18 Feb 2026
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Ilya touches Hollander’s nose with one finger, traces his lips and eyebrows, cups his palm under Hollander’s jaw. It is bad for Ilya’s heart to do these things. He cannot stop himself.
“We could kiss for a while,” Hollander says, as if he doesn’t care. He’s such a terrible liar.