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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    12 May 2026

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    It’s also that same forethought, the way he seems to consider every avenue and behave in exactly the right way when needed, that made Bee look sideways at Shane sometimes, picking him apart the same way Elsie did Roy. He follows the script of the perfect boyfriend immaculately, but she isn’t sure how much of himself he puts into the role. They certainly aren’t anything akin to a great romance. She can’t picture him waxing poetic about her eyes, her hair, her cheek, her gait, her voice- like her dear Troilus. She wonders if a man like that only existed in fiction, or if they only yearn for wicked women like Troilus for Cressida. It isn’t that Shane makes her feel undesirable, but. Well. His kisses make her feel over eager, too hungry, too desperate.

    She tries to tell herself that he’s only satiated with technically sweet, chaste kisses because restraint is all he knows. She’s seen the ways that Shane micromanages, she can hold her arms out at her sides and reach each end of the world he’s created for himself. He just needs to let go. To see how nice it can feel to want.

    Then, they’ll be perfect.

    OR: shane's high school girlfriend attends the draft

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    06 May 2026

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    Out of all Ilya’s terrible vices, repeatedly hiring the same escort might be the stupidest one he’s ever picked up.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    04 Apr 2026

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    delightfully vicious