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Canadians and Tim Hortons: A Case Study on Stockholm Syndrome by faeyra
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Apr 2026
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“Ilya, congratulations on making the Canadian Olympic team! Is this the kind of moment that makes you realize you're truly Canadian now?”
“I am proud to represent my new country, but I have felt Canadian for very long time.” Ilya leaned in closer to the microphone as he spoke firmly. “Even while I was permanent resident, I knew I had become true Canadian when I was no longer surprised at Tim Hortons getting my order wrong.”
His mom was going to kill Ilya, because they were never getting another Tim Hortons brand deal.
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when you see me (what do you see?) by faeyra
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Apr 2026
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"Don't get why we have to do that stupid land thing before each game." Comeau sighed as he threw his jersey to the ground. "Waste of time. Just let us play hockey."
Shane felt sick to his stomach as he heard noises of agreement. He looked at J.J. - the only other person of colour in the room - and saw the distant horror reflected in his eyes. It's a different sort of privileged trauma to be third-generation Canadian, to have established roots in the country but people still assume you weren't born here. The generational trauma is softer - the edges not sharp enough to make you bleed only bruise - but it was ingrained into their family in ways that others wouldn't even realize.
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The beginning of the end doesn't start with a bang, but with a small sigh. Shane and J.J. are two of the few men of colour in the MLH; that's not something they ever forget.
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Rachel Reid said that Shane Hollander doesn't carry grief or trauma and I'm going to die mad about it
Series
- Part 1 of shane hollander princess of wasia
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put me back in it by faeyra
Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries (TV), The Originals (TV), The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms
02 Mar 2026
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Deleted scenes and alternate retellings that didn't make it off the cutting room floor
Set in the heaven is not fit (to house a love like you and i) universe
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- Part 2 of i could find you darling (in any life)
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heaven is not fit (to house a love like you and i) by faeyra
Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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Elijah ran his nose along the side of her neck, breathing in her intoxicating scent. He closed his eyes briefly to savour the moment - knowing it may never happen again - before positioning his mouth next to her ear and purred, “I’ve missed you Elena.” He smirked at her gasp and pressed his lips against hers.
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Elena and Elijah are cut from the same cloth. Blind devotion to loved ones- who were often underserving - was written into the very marrow of their bones. After Willoughby, that devotion is slowly turned to one another while Elena travels the world.
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- Part 1 of i could find you darling (in any life)
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Cat and Mouse by faeyra
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, The Hunger Games (Movies)
21 Jan 2023
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Katniss hadn't realized how lonely she had been, how isolated she felt until arriving in the Capitol.
Just the thought of last night and Cato's weight on top of her made her feel more alive than she had in years. The blood and the insults, it was all just foreplay to them. Something designed to get the blood pumping faster, to heighten the senses, and send excitement coursing through their veins.
AKA back in 2014 someone said this was their favourite crack pairing and I went ??? that's a pretty fucked up couple I need to write them.
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shane hollander princess of wasia by faeyra
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Apr 2026
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Rachel Reid: refusing to write about the wasian experience and how that fundamentally shapes who Shane Hollander is, and how everyone interacts with him
Me: fine, i'll do it myselfaka The series where I, a Wasian Canadian, delve deeper into the character of Shane Hollander, a Wasian Canadian.
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i could find you darling (in any life) by faeyra
Fandom The Originals (TV), The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms, The Vampire Diaries (TV)
02 Mar 2026
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Their love was never meant to burn bright and fast, but to be savored over the decades.
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On growing up, falling in love, deciding how to spend the rest of your eternity, and realizing that you've always been worthy of a soft love. It takes time to settle into your own skin, but Bonnie, Caroline, and Elena make it there eventually.
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened. -
Please Don't Go by WillowDeville
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Dec 2025
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“I don’t want to look at you right now.” Ilya’s voice is raw but firm. “I don’t want to talk to you. Go home.” Leaving the towel bunched up on the counter, he tries to leave.
No fucking way. Shane steps into his path and stops him. There is no way he’s letting Ilya walk away like that. And why the fuck is Ilya the one who is upset? He’s the one who brought up that stupid party in the first place. And he’s the one who can’t answer one fucking question.
“Would you choose me?”
Shane discovers how tired Ilya is of hiding and how much it hurts him that no one knows. Shane also discovers that he’s the asshole in this scenario and decides to change that, fuck the consequences. He can panic about it another day.
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- Part 1 of How Hollanov's Friends Find Out
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- English
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Bookmarked by faeyra
20 Jun 2026
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Did I hold you facing away from me? by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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“I thought Ilya was, like, the man here,” Hayden motioned. Something suspiciously sounding like Jackie’s voice in the back of his brain told him that wasn’t the right wording, but he was too tired and already too buzzed to care. Besides, this was Shane, he didn’t need to say the perfect thing. Shane knew what he meant.
Scott shifted. “They are both men, Hayden” he said very formally. Hayden suddenly felt like his dad was lecturing him.
Hayden sighed. “No, Shane, you know what I mean.”
Shane’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Like, because I bottom?” He said, slightly embarrassed.
Scott’s steady gaze on Hayden suddenly turned very sharp.
“No!” Hayden started. “Well, maybe? I don’t know how that works. I just mean, like, you’re real gay and Ilya likes women, right?”
OR 5 times Hayden realizes other people know his best friend better than him, and the 1 time Shane tells him himself.
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- Part 6 of Est. 2021
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- English
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Bookmarked by faeyra
19 Jun 2026
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“It is the worst day of my life,” Ilya declares, throwing himself dramatically onto one of the kitchen stools. “I went to go get lunch at Russian place I like, the one with lamb pelmeni? They had sign on the door. They are closing. Forever.”
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Or: Ilya’s favorite Russian restaurant in Ottawa is going out of business. There is only one thing Shane “Mr. Real Estate” Hollander can do.
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- Part 4 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
- Language:
- English
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- 3,728
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Bookmarked by faeyra
19 Jun 2026
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Say You'll Haunt Me by eddiemunsterwashere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
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- English
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Bookmarked by faeyra
18 Jun 2026
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TALK ABOUT A ROLE REVERSAL!!!!! So phenomenally executed, the road to recovery is so well written and the character arcs remarkable that I binge read the whole thing in one go