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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Do you reckon it would be better if you did join me?”

    Was he joking? He had to be joking.

    John continued before Paul could even think of an answer. “Not in a queer way, of course.” John said as if it was obvious. “We just… give each other a hand. Literally. Nothing weird, it just feels better when it’s not your own hand, don't you agree?”

    “Well, ye-yeah,” Paul stammered. John's gaze stayed locked on his, challenging.

    “Yeah? So come over here, why don’t you?” John

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    or, John suggests they help each other out after a slow night, and it becomes something of a habit.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Beautiful.

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    After “How Do You Sleep?,” John is overwhelmed with guilt and realizes his cruelty toward Paul was really a desperate attempt to get Paul’s attention. The song, the public attacks, even bringing Yoko into the studio were all ways of trying to make Paul react but instead, John only pushes him further into Linda, family, and life on the farm.

    One night, alone at the Dakota while Yoko is in Japan, John has a terrifying dream that Paul has killed himself in Scotland because of John’s public aggression. He wakes convinced it is real, rushes downstairs in a panic, and the night valet assures him Paul is alive and it was only a dream.

    Shaken and unable to be alone, John invites the valet upstairs for a drink and confesses everything: his guilt, his jealousy, his love, his need for Paul, and the truth behind his cruelty. The story unfolds with John revealing his deepest thoughts about Paul, before shifting to Paul’s quiet life on the farm in Scotland.

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    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch1. I will be finishing through blurry eyes.

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    It's 1980, the last day of December.
    John Lennon is dead - and Paul is devastated that he won't see 1981. In fact, he can hardly believe it.

    Busy grieving, he's sent a shock when Yoko phones him; and tells him that John may have been gay.

    Then, he wakes up in 1964.

    ( idea credit: inspired by genius oomf, vico at: (https://x.com/mybravefaces/status/2028100933343687081?s=20)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ch 8 going on Ch 9
    EEK this is lowk tearing my soul apart, such a notion could kill me but yaknow it's still peak

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    a boy, a guitar, and a hunger he can’t control, george must survive hamburg and the secret he cannot share.

    (edit on 1/11: changed summary because the last one didn't exactly fit what i was writing)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Ch 5
    Wait poor George this is so sad :(

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    After returning home from Paris, John and Paul tackle the creation of their new song, 'There's A Place'.
    All that's left to do is the bridge.

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    07 Jun 2026