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Carlos is safe, Carlos is healing. But TK can't quiet the voices in his head, can't drop his guard.
Or, yet another coda to episode 4.
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A fluffy ficlet for my dear pal on her birthday based on a twitter exchanged we agreed was just too perfect for these two clownshoes.
Apologies in advance for any typos, my usual beta is the giftee herself ;)
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The Hansen approach to romance (involves more yelling than you'd think) by estei for Gothams_Only_Wolf
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
01 Jan 2018
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There's a new face at the dog park and Chuck is not impressed.
Not by his pert arse, or his baby blue eyes.
There will be no swooning, damnit.
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Close your eyes to old endings by estei for SputnikCentury
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
30 Dec 2017
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Stacker is brooding and Herc knows just what to do - bring food and gruff sass.
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Yancy just really needs a hug.
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- Part 2 of Singing songs for lost boys
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Swimming Through the Ashes of Another Life by batsbeerandbaddecisions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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With a gun to his head, Shane's mind drifts into fragmented memories of Ilya.
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17 Jun 2026
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a glimpse of jane by carinnacaroona
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships with someone he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.
a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime ;-)
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17 Jun 2026
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The Double Dutch by batsbeerandbaddecisions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being one half of something: the Hollander twins, the Double Dutch, hockey's golden brothers. Falling in love with Ilya Rozanov is the first thing that ever feels like it's his alone—right up until he watches Ilya kiss his twin.
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17 Jun 2026
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The Particular Violence of Being Loved by Ilya Rozanov by RimsHiddenQuill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), the long game - Fandom, Game Changers Series – Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov loves his husband normally.
Or, at least, that is what he tells everyone.
Unfortunately for Shane Hollander, Ilya’s definition of normal includes saying “my husband Shane” at every possible opportunity, reposting thirst edits from his verified account, attaching himself to Shane in public like an emotionally unstable wolf, and treating every casual compliment as a personal threat to the sanctity of their marriage.
Shane complains. Loudly. Often.
He also never really tells him to stop.
A story about being loved too much, too publicly, too ridiculously — and learning, slowly, to love loudly back.
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- Part 2 of Prompts
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17 Jun 2026
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whose portrait’s on the mantel? by blushgush
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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“You know what, old man? Let’s call it what the fuck it is,” Shane said, growing louder. “Because when I signed with this team, ya know, when you were six years into your sad career already, you guys never had even dreamed of a fucking cup. You’re welcome, by the way, I got you four.”
“Wow, real humble Hollzy,” Stedlund scoffed.
“You’re gonna tell me I’m wrong?” Shane asked, indignantly. “That’s fine. You all better really enjoy your days with the cup because you’ll never fucking touch it again. I don’t really think I can say the same.”
OR: five times the Metros test Shane’s patience and the one time they see it run out
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16 Jun 2026