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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    An alternative universe where Shane Hollander is on a hockey scholarship at McGill University — the same college med student Ilya Rozanov happens to attend. They have kinky transgender sex and fall in love.

    You can read these as standalone fics, although they take place in chronological order and follow the same characters. The context is just ‘college AU’.

    I write these as a trans guy who also has kinky transgender sex. I wanted to provide my insight on T4T to the HR fandom, as a lot of transgender Hollanov fics were not written by trans people at the time I started writing this AU. We should all have more kinky transgender sex.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya raises an eyebrow at him. “Well?” His accent was thick, heavy, and deep. Shane will swear to every god out that it doesn’t make his stomach flutter. “Are you coming in or do you need to stand at door for longer?” He stands to the side to make room for Shane to fit past him.

    Shane passed him into the room.
    “I was just thinking-“

    “Thinking what?” Ilya interrupts him. “Thinking about how boring the boring sex you normally have is,” he smirks at Shane, all cocky and arrogant and Shane wants to scream at him. Or kiss him. “Thinking about how I will change that?”

    Shane rolls his eyes at him. The nerves from before fluttering away as they get replaced by a feeling of annoyance. “God, you’re so full of yourself.”

    Ilya’s smirk only deepen.
    “Hmm.” He hums. He closes the door and turns to face Shane fully. “You should be full of me.”

     

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    Shane leaves Ilya’s hotel room without his virginity, without his dignity and somehow, without his boxers.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Minor league teammates Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander found their chemistry both on and off the ice. They are so excited to finally have an uninterrupted weekend together, Ilya has a whole bag of toys he is ready to share with Shane.

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    03 Jun 2026

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