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  1. Public Bookmark 3

    haircut by

    Fandoms: Saw (Movies)  

    28 Jun 2024

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    It’s a bad day for her today, and it looks like blunt kitchen scissors and dull hair at the bottom of the sink.

    tumblr prompt.

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    29 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

    pieces by

    Fandoms: Saw (Movies)  

    28 Jul 2024

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    John cuts a jigsaw piece from each person who fails their trap.

    He never did for her.

     

    puzzle piece cornplate. it's fine.

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    29 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 56

    Apostasy by for Mycorrhiza

    Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games)  

    23 May 2026

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    APOSTASY
    apos·​ta·​sy [ə-ˈpäs-tə-sē]
    : a giving up of a religious faith or a previous loyalty

    Or,

    Sometimes you must give up your previous loyalties to find new ones.

     —

    « If you’d asked her three years ago what she’d end up as, she might’ve said, oh, dead. Or, living it up in Jackson with my fake dad. Three years ago, the last words out of her mouth would have been bowed, and carved. »

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    15 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 63

    stuck by

    Fandoms: Saw (Movies)  

    10 Nov 2023

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    hoffman and strahm get caught up in a timeloop.

    as you might imagine, neither of them are thrilled about this.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    god, you won’t forgive me by

    Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)  

    21 Jul 2025

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    Mike's life is split in three categories; the life he should have, the life he wants to have, and the life he has to have. Currently, he's living in limbo between all three; he'll never have that white-picket fence and suburban wife, not when the only girl he could try to love has left him, and while he's finding it harder to live the life he has to have— the life where he hides himself so deep, not even the people he loves know who he is— he'll never get the life he wants, either.

    Limbo sucks, to put it simply. He's so close to what he wants (which is Will, no matter how hard he tries to shove it down) but he just can't push past that barrier and talk to Will, not when everything he does always feels wrong.

    But, maybe, Mike might come to learn that what he wants isn’t so bad, after all.

    (Or; Mike's struggle with his internalized homophobia— among other things, including the concept of free will, Robin Buckley's mildly terrifying presence, and wanting things Mike's sure he doesn't deserve— structured around the five stages of grief. You can mourn a life you'll never live, and you can mourn someone you haven't actually lost.)

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    13 Dec 2025