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“Do you know this name, ‘Shane Hollander’?”
The kid looked at Shane, chewing his lip and frowning a little, before turning back to Rozanov. “I think so, yes.”
“Who is he?
“Uh… a hockey player?”
“No,” Rozanov said in a harsh, cutting tone. “He is no one. Because he is on my ice. Understand?”To help with his edge control, the Metros' coach recommends Shane take figure skating lessons with someone named Ilya Rozanov. Rozanov is rude, abrasive, and insists he will only teach Shane in a group class for kids. Shane, a rookie hell-bent on proving himself and unwilling to disappoint his coach, refuses to give up despite how much Rozanov tries to humiliate him each lesson.
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16 Jun 2026
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Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.
Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`
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15 Jun 2026
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honey, tell me, are you good at staying still? by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.
He can just exist here.
Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.
(Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)
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14 Jun 2026
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perezhivanie (n., plural perezhivaniya, from Russian переживание)
1. (in psychology) The emotional-cognitive experience arising for a person, especially a child, from any situation or from any aspect of his environment, which determines what kind of influence this situation or this environment will have on the child.
2. (in acting theory) A tool enabling actors to create characters from their own re-lived, past lived-through experiences, by revitalizing their autobiographical emotional memories and arousing emotions through physical actions. see also Stanislavsky.
or, Shane hates Ilya Rozanov, his professional rival and former drama school classmate. Rozanov doesn't seem to have gotten the memo.
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13 Jun 2026
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4 hours 18 minutes by shanesbackhand
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“What the fuck?!” Shane whispered to him. This isn’t funny. Fuck off.
Rozanov picked up Shane’s phone. He handed it to him wordlessly and then steadied his hands on the table. He was breathing a little hard, and he still looked panicked.
Shane glanced down at his phone. The university alert was his first notification.
“!Alert Michigan!
Emergency: Armed, dangerous person on or near campus. Go inside now; avoid windows. alertmichigan.mich.edu”And then everything went black.
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Or: AU where Shane and Ilya are both student hockey players at the University of Michigan. They've been ignoring each other since last season until they have to shelter-in-place together during a school shooting.
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12 Jun 2026