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as it is, i'll dream of her tonight by when_the_pawn for lilbigbeans3610
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
24 Dec 2025
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1960. John and Paul go hitch-hiking together before Christmas.
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06 Jul 2026
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Mark's parents buy him Eduardo - a state-of-the-art, brand new, tailor made robotic best friend - for his birthday. The only problem is, Mark asked for a laptop.
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26 Jun 2026
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catharsis by PaintedVanilla for load_star
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club - All Media Types
27 Mar 2023
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I’m rapidly coming to the realization that I don’t like fighting anyone other than Tyler. I’m putting words to what used to be an abstract string pull in my gut, telling me that what I’m doing isn’t really what I think I’m doing. This isn’t about the thrill of the scuffle, the catharsis I am experiencing is simply a watered down, repackaged dupe of the real deal. I am seeking a blow to my cheek that leaves me reeling so hard my body has no choice but to conjure up tears. There is a butterfly light thrill that shoots up my spine when Tyler twists his torso under mine and forces me off my feet with his entire body weight.
These are dwindling highs. I need a higher dose every time, and there’s only so many ways to make lingering, full body contact as we try to beat each other into the floor. Fighting Tyler is losing its zeal, and I have no interest in any of the other idiots who crowd the basement every Saturday night.
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12 May 2026
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every man you've ever been by PaintedVanilla for load_star
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - All Media Types
19 Jul 2023
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"i feel crazy in ways i never say / will you still love me if it turns out i'm insane? / i know what you'll say / but it helps to hear you say it, anyway."
It occurs to me in moments like this that domesticity has somehow managed to creep up on both of us. But here we are. We don’t really talk about it. The same way we’re not supposed to talk about Fight Club, but admittedly we probably talk more about that than about the state of our relationship.
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- Part 3 of the bite that binds, the gift that gives
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04 May 2026
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After a fight, Roman and Hollis refuse to talk their memories out until they explode.
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- Part 2 of bratverse
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03 May 2026
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Roman spirals. Hollis knows how to help; they’ve been here before.
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20 Apr 2026
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Roman has a lot of pride. Hollis breaks it, but only after Roman finally asks him to.
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- Part 1 of bratverse
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10 Apr 2026
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Stan asked, “What would you say if I told you I got abducted by aliens last night? With Craig, Tweek and Cartman?”
Kyle raised his eyebrows. “I’d say that your wet dreams are getting weirdly specific and you should stop telling me about them.”
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05 Apr 2026
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Frank learns about Gerard's special skill. Gerard has a unique New Year's wish. The shy guitarist wants to put his brazen frontman to good use...so he finally shuts up.
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30 Jan 2026
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Gerard didn’t think he would make it past the age of 25. It just never seemed to be in the cards for him. The world he lived in was not meant for people like him. That’s why at the age of 26, somehow still kicking, he found himself adrift, attending weekly group therapy sessions for suicide survivors and scrambling to make a list of all the reasons he shouldn’t try again.
He certainly never expected the newest, aggressively hostile member of the therapy group - Frank, who seems to hate everyone and everything on principle - to become the next bullet point on that list.
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- Part 1 of Sleep in the Heat
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22 Jan 2026
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It's not that Mike wants Will to be a girl, but if he were, their lives would be so much easier.
(Or; during a game of truth or dare, Will ends up in El's clothing. Mike can't help but notice how similar they are.)
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02 Oct 2025
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“What are these?” Will flicks through the stack of letters neatly wrapped and sealed in unsuspecting white envelopes. He looks back up at Mike. “I mean, I see what it is: letters. But why are they addressed to…”
Will reads the text on the first envelope again, as if doubting his own vision. Mike watches him, unable to speak or move. Will brushes over the card with his thumb. Gentle, soft, caring. His eyebrows twitch, a multitude of emotions flashing across his face all at once.
“You,” Mike says softly and Will’s head jumps up to meet his eyes. “Seven letters. All addressed to you.”
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Mike wheeler has been writing letters to Will for months, and he never sent them. One day, when they are about to go into the final battle with Vecna, he decides to give Will the letters. The letters in which his darkest thoughts rest.
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22 Sep 2025
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we all have a hunger (tell me what you need) by papenathy
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
03 Jun 2025
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“Looks like I bit you.” Will tilts his head to get a better look. All Mike can do is stare at him. His fluffy hair at the front, clumped pieces at the back where he’d slid his fingers in a mere few minutes before. His pretty green eyes that look hazel or even brown in this light, the dark circles he gets when he drinks framing them like intricate paintings. A satisfied, bloody smile.
Mike isn’t satisfied. He swallows thickly, choking down the words 'don’t you want more?'
Or: Will dresses as a vampire for a college halloween party, but Mike thinks his costume isn’t bloody enough. Will lets him fix it. Mike goes into a crisis.
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- Part 1 of we all have a hunger
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07 Sep 2025
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I see a colour cascading (a lightning escaping our hearts) by singtome
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
12 Jan 2020
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Theo becomes dully aware of the fact that there is a Blank Spot in his bedroom on that Saturday night.
(The Vegas years go on, and they go on, and they go on.)
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03 Sep 2025
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The Price I’m Going To Pay For Dreaming by NoMartiniNoParty
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Sep 2025
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Will didn’t know what was wrong. He’d drawn Mike before. Hundreds of times.
But now, he couldn’t seem to grip the pencil properly, let alone apply delicate layers of paint. The furthest he’d gotten was Mike’s torso and an outline of his head, but when he tried to draw the rest of his body, Will ended up feeling so dizzy that he had to sit down.
He flopped face down on to his bed with a whine. How was he going to be a brilliant artist if he couldn’t even draw a figure?! It was just Mike! It was just legs! Will wouldn’t actually have to draw his… his crotch…As Valentine’s Day sweeps across Lenora Hills High, Will finds himself struggling to finish a very special painting. Searching for answers in the library, he comes across something that shakes him to his core, changing the way he looks at Mike Wheeler forever.
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- Part 3 of It Was Coming All Along
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03 Sep 2025
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Mike walks in on his roommate making out with another guy and gets really upset about it. For all of the normal, straight reasons.
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29 Aug 2025
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Frank is a soldier in World War II. Gerard is a nurse, but shouldn't be there. Neither expect anything to become of their precarious relationship.
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08 Aug 2025
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Frank had heard that Mikey's brother was weird. No one had told him that he was hot, though.
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22 Jul 2025
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At the ripe age of twenty four Frank Iero finds himself in charge of a family pizzeria after his father skips town. The business is hanging by a thread, and Frank, who has little to no experience in running a restaurant, is desperately trying to make ends meet and not destroy the Iero family legacy in the process.
In comes Gerard Way, once a chef in Michelin-starred restaurants, now looking for a job at a pizzeria in Newark. And he might just be the person Frank needs.Bookmarked by diekusse
20 Jul 2025
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Finally, Paul has the chance to break into the cool side of the Liverpool social scene with the musicians and the art students thanks to Ivan, George reluctant and grumbling at his side. They get an invite to John Lennon's house for a party, and Paul's looking to get drunk, get high, and make a statement.
He certainly gets what he wishes for when he meets John Lennon, and cool fucking facade be damned, because he might just have fallen in love at first sight.
There's a catch, however. John's got a girlfriend. Paul doesn't fuck boys with girlfriends. Not anymore.
John has a funny way of fucking up his so-called rules.
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15 May 2025