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“You used to fuck me” Bucky said.
The common area quieted down. Everybody was looking at him.
“Jesus fucking Christ” Stark said.
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Bucky remembers him and Steve having sex, but isn't sure it was consensual.
Everybody's in distress.
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Billy has troubles expressing his feelings during sex and Eddie has a potential solution. But first, they have to talk. Can you see what an issue? Thank god for Steve.
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Eddie sees a lot of things, through his kitchen’s window when doing his bi-monthly dishes, lazing on the porch with a blunt in his hand, or writing, with a notebook propped up on the windowsill in his own bedroom. Sometimes, these things are Billy Hargrove freshly resurected, or out of coma, or whatever, aggresivelly dropping of suspicious amounts of cash at his step-mother’s porch.
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In hindsight, it was kinda obvious. The constant “business trips”, never-ending stream of “high-society parties”, almost fearful respect all their supposed co-workers were showing, the ambiguity of what, exactly, they were doing for living… Steve’s parents were mafia.
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Steve Harrington is just standing here, like he’s not the one who fucking hit a human with a nailed bat in the head, like it was nothing, like Neil isn’t laying on the ground with a crushed skull, oh God, is this some cruel fucking joke, why is this the time for his prayers to be listened to, why couldn’t it be when he was fucking nine and fucking praying for his daddy to stop hitting him?
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In which Steve is way too blasé about murder and Billy's in near-constant state of panic.
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Dick Harrington Doesn't Know What He's Doing by desperat
Fandom Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Nov 2020
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Harry is cursed, Marcone gives him a helping hand. Intimacy is present and resented.
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12 Jul 2026
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They’re in bed, spooning in the afterglow but still connected. Ilya’s face is red, his eyes half-lidded. He looks almost drunk, feral and raw. Shane feels like he’s melted into the bed and never wants to leave it. Like he could lie here, claimed and had, for the rest of his life.
And then there’s a knock at the door. He recognizes the pattern, which is a blessing and a curse both. Tap–ta-tap. The way his father always does.
Or: David drops by a few hours earlier.
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- Part 1 of ☆ my heated rivalry fics ☆
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05 Jul 2026
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two steps on the water by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.
Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
Lily: no i promise
Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
Lily: what makes you say this
Jane: Just a hunch
Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?Series
- Part 2 of ☆ my heated rivalry fics ☆
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05 Jul 2026
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This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.
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Anyone/Dresden Kink:Whatever writer wants
Harry and the characters of your choice all turn younger. Harry's now back to a 16 year old and everyone's age is relative to his.
EX: If you chose Thomas, Thomas would be about 6 years older than Harry. If you chose Marcone, maybe about 10 years in difference?Write how they try to solve this problem and try to go about their daily life. BTW, if Harry's power is lessen for becoming younger(but he still has a lot for someone his age), would he be able to control his magic much more easily?
Bonus if by reverting back to a 16 year old, he retains all his wounds from when he was 16 and doesn't realize his body and 16 year old mind is telling him he's tramatized. However, he's also his adult self, so he's really confused about why does he feels as if he's stuck in "fight or flight" response.
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05 Jul 2026
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Marcone gets roofied with a fuck or die potion personalized to Harry Dresden. Nobody has a fun time.
Post Battle Ground. Compliant with Twelve Months but no real spoilers.
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- Part 1 of Summer, and the Days that Follow
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05 Jul 2026