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Lars enters his rut cycle once or twice a year, and it’s usually pretty bearable, but for some reason, this cycle is hitting him hard…
…and Driver never mentioned he was an omega. He didn’t think he really counted as one anymore.
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23 Jun 2026
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“You know he’s clueless, right?” Holly says.
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12 Jun 2026
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Project Homecoming by Anonganon
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
23 Jun 2026
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A mini comic series of Grace, Rocky, and Adrian's relationship.
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07 Jun 2026
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switch me on, turn me up by flirty_vagabond
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
17 May 2026
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“No.” Rocky said, cutting Grace off. “Grace big.” His carapace did a slow tilt in a very pointed ‘look down’ kind of motion.
Grace swallowed hard and looked away from Rocky with another laugh, albeit more awkward and forced than before as he reached for the pipette.
“That’s kinda something you’re supposed to pretend you haven’t noticed, pal.” He said stiffly and adjusted his weight on the chair. Maybe if he just silently acknowledged and made peace with how pink his face was it would go away.
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or, alternatively: grace has a massive dick. rocky is ovulating and horny about it.
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- Part 1 of big dick!grace saga
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31 May 2026
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strangers like me by Anonganon
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
26 May 2026
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“Oh, just– that I had them, I guess.” Ryland says. He doesn't even really know where he's going with this. “None of my relationships were ever spectacular or anything. Probably because of me. My ex once said that I loved because I had to. I think I’m just thinking about how I'm gonna die without ever getting married or falling in love. Oh God– I don't think I've ever fallen in love.”
“This upsets you.” Rocky observes.
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26 May 2026
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when it's over, you're the start by Spades (bumblingbees)
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
21 Apr 2026
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“Hey! It’s a lot up here, okay? It’s a normal response to stress.” He rubs a hand over his face. “Okay, I cried a lot down there, too. But not in class! Not if I could help it. But having to say goodbye, gosh, I’ve never been good at that.” Grace laughs, but it sounds sad. His mouth is shut firmly, and he leans against my ball. He’s so soft, his body melds to the side of the xenonite with ease. “I can’t imagine what a mess I’ll be when—” he cuts himself off, but I know what was coming next.
I’m not sure how I’ll be when we say goodbye either. It didn’t seem like it’d matter so much at first, after all, if we part ways, it means we succeeded. I’d be going back to Erid, to Adrian, to home. But I’d be leaving behind Grace. The thought of that is unpleasant. It sinks deep in me; the emotion is painfully familiar. It’s been a long time since I’ve had anyone to mourn losing anyone again. I don’t want to think about it, I’m not ready.
or 5 times Rocky feels something for Grace. 1 time he does something about it.
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- Part 1 of When it’s over, you’re the start
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16 May 2026
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I live in a pattern of breakdowns by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
15 May 2026
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And then Dan does something unexpected – after weeks of avoiding his gaze, nervously doing small talk with him, talking with everyone around him but never with Phil directly, after hours of trying to ignore Phil’s insistent stare, Dan looks back.
And his gaze isn’t even challenging, it’s not questioning, it’s downright pleading. His brown eyes are wide, soft, desperate, and there’s a blush rising from his neck to the tip of his ears, and suddenly, the last puzzle piece falls into place and Phil knows what it is.
“Dan,” he mouths.
Dan and Phil are broken up. And then Dan shows up to dinner with PJ while in sub drop.
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16 May 2026
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“What are you talking about?” Grace's fingers played quick chords as he spoke. He didn’t even look as he did it, but it did not make them any less purposeful.
“Discussing possible reasons why Tau Ceti is not infected while other stars are,” Eva replied deftly. “I would invite you to join, but we were just finishing—”
“Oh, that’s easy.” His hand twisted a knob, and the notes came out sharper. “It is infected—Petrova Line and everything.”
In Grace's opinion, dreaming about time traveling is no excuse for getting out of practice with his Eridian. To the rest of the Petrova Taskforce, it seems a bit odd that their resident Astrophage expert has suddenly taken to carrying a keyboard around and playing it whenever he speaks. Eva Stratt resolves to figure out what is going on.
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14 May 2026
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Easy Lover by ForgetMeNotForest
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
04 May 2026
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‘No way Dr Grace will hold out that long, if he’s holding out at all. He must be going stir-crazy, the amount of time they spend together.’
In which Stratt eavesdrops on some gossip and finds herself curious as a result.
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14 May 2026
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Midnight Dreary by TheDeadAreWalking
Fandoms: Lars and the Real Girl (2007), Drive (2011)
05 May 2026
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Driver is around less and less and Lars notices.
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06 May 2026
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could've told you my body was vacant by melommae
Fandoms: Drive (2011), Lars and the Real Girl (2007)
28 Apr 2026
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Driver closes his eyes, reaching for everything he’s observed and stored away about human connection — about Lars. How much of the truth is he allowed to give?
Strangely, he doesn’t feel afraid to lay out all his cards, face-up, for this. Because if Lars could find something that looked like love in a plastic doll, then surely Driver wouldn’t be much of a downgrade.
Driver and Lars play house, and learn how to be human, together.
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30 Apr 2026
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culture shock by sly_as_an_alpaca
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
21 Apr 2026
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“Rocky not explain question?” asked Adrian slowly.
“Busy,” said Rocky, sheepish.
“Had four years on ship.”
“Busy then too.”
Adrian skittered back and forth, which I think equated to a human throwing both hands up in exasperation. “With what question?”
“Science!”
“Whole time science question? Four years!”
“Is much science in universe!”--
Rocky has neglected to explain some very important cultural context to Grace.
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24 Apr 2026
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On the long journey to Erid, Rocky and Grace tell each other their reasonings for going on their respective missions.
Rocky is... less than pleased with Grace's answer.
Or - Rocky finds out that Grace was forced to go on the mission.
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- Part 2 of PHM fics
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24 Apr 2026
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we'll move to india forever by aurumetlilium
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), The Gray Man (2022)
23 Apr 2026
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Ryland scratches the back of his head, then nearly trips over his fallen keys as he takes a step forward. “It’s good to see you?”
“This place is even harder to infiltrate than NASA headquarters,” is Court’s reply, voice monotonous as ever.
Ryland squints. “Because that’s something you’re familiar with?”
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- Part 2 of our love lasts so long
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24 Apr 2026
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“Grace!” Rocky says. “Look!”
I look. Then I gasp.
“Is Adrian!” Rocky says.
(or, what happens once Ryland Grace becomes the sole human inhabitant of Erid.)
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- Part 1 of Project Hail Mary
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23 Apr 2026
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Other Side of the Camera by PigeonorDove
Fandoms: Dan Howell & Phil Lester - Fandom, dan and phil, Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
06 Jun 2026
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In another universe, on another continent, Phil takes that summer job and becomes stuck in a toxic cycle. Dan finds himself pursuing the more anonymous and potentially lucrative career of a camboy-turned porn actor. Their paths barely cross until a friendly conversation on a set in 2016 helps them find sweetness in this bitter world.
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04 Apr 2026
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The Rite of Movement by olivermirror
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
19 Mar 2026
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But Phil was only human. The warm and wriggling mass on top of him was too cute to ignore for so long. He was showered in too much attention. He was forced to confront the vexing truth that, sometimes, suppressing a carnal desire was only giving it the momentum it needed to fling itself back to the surface.
During their first weekend together, things get a little bit heated and out of control.
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- Part 3 of Something New
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20 Mar 2026
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the bitter truth by Flamingbluepanda
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
31 Dec 2025
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Dan Howell gets his on-deck call from deathcast one morning. The world continues spinning anyway.
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16 Mar 2026
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Undisclosed desires by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
28 Feb 2026
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“Are you– are you full though?”
“I’ve taken the safe amount,” he says, which Dan understands means ‘no’. “Do you need anything else?” Phil adds, glancing at him. “Uhm– a shower maybe?”
So he knows. Great.
The only thing worse than coming in your pants like a pubescent school boy at the thought of being drained of every last drop of blood, is the guy who was sucking your blood to notice.
Dan really needs some money to pay his rent. Phil really needs blood to survive. It's a pretty good deal, and Dan gets a lot more than he bargained for.
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- Part 1 of Vampire Phan
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28 Feb 2026
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downtown lights by teethmotif
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Apr 2026
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a story about the healing power of gay love and a great cup of coffee
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25 Feb 2026