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our hearts talking low (a fading morse code) by toadstoolthrone
Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)
31 Aug 2025
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Marcus chews at his lip. “I think—” he says after a second, “I think I had the same feeling. Or—something similar. Like I kept thinking you’d be around, and then you weren’t.”
“Yeah,” Luca says under his breath, eyes fixed on Marcus, bright with relief. “Yeah,” he repeats. “I—I missed you.”
Marcus’s heart does something funny in his chest. It tingles, twitches a little. His face burns—a dry, radiating heat, like he’s been out in the sun for too long.
“I missed you, too,” he breathes. Luca smiles at him, warm and soft, and he’s so close. His eyes flicker across Marcus’s face, and Marcus feels a twinge of something in his stomach, all of a sudden.
Because Luca’s beautiful, like this.
He’s beautiful—and it’s terrifying.
In the span of one weekend, Luca gets sick, Marcus has a crisis, Sydney doles out some wisdom, and love unfurls delicately like a white violet in spring.
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29 Jun 2026
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17 Jun 2026
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Washington, D.C. (2029).
In a gated suburban community, Billy Butcher has settled in with John and Ryan.
John, swayed away from Vought years ago, has taken over all of the neighbourhood associations and roams the community with his pack of Karens. He's found his people.
Billy is exasperated, but weirdly content.
Ryan, 17 years old, is just so done with them both.- Words:
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08 Jun 2026
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Billy likes having a partner he doesn’t have to be careful with, someone he can unleash on without worrying he'd get hurt. It isn't like Billy enjoys causing pain, or harbors any kind of deep anger. He just…likes violence. There's something deep inside him that really, really enjoys violence. He holds on to Homelander hard enough that if he was anyone else he'd sport bruises for weeks. He bites into Homelander and scratches his back and when he's riding Homelander he grasps his hair and pull hard enough to tear, using it as an anchor.
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- Part 1 of Run, Buddy, Run
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06 Jun 2026
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“I barely remember what it’s like going down on a lady. Whitaker gets more ass than me lately,” Trinity whines. “And our walls are mad thin.”
A chorus of hoots and hollers is drowned out against Mel’s earplugs. She winces a little, but the distraction makes her feel safe enough to blurt out, “I’ve never had that happen to me before.”
An addition to the conversation between her colleagues at hand—her experience, or lack thereof lately, with sexual relationships. But Trinity makes a strangled sound from behind her glass, brows furrowed as she swallows her coughs down frantically. She resurfaces, wipes the stray liquid from her pink mouth. Her eyes swivel to Mel. They’re glossy in the bar lighting, face flushed from the alcohol.
“You’ve never been laid?”
Mel shakes her head. A simple curt gesture as her thick brows furrow. “No one has ever performed oral sex on me before.”
or, Trinity offers Mel a proposition. Mel can't say no. (It spirals from there).
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03 Jun 2026