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    Carol misses those nights when she took silence and sleep for granted. It’s been two weeks since they have stopped, and the repercussions are starting to show in the sluggish way she moves about in the morning. In the headaches that remind her of the worst kind of hangover. And in the irritation she feels at the slightest inconvenience, or even at her lack of inspiration when she sits in front of a blank document on her computer.
    Well, maybe that last part isn’t entirely someone else’s fault. But still, she should do something about the fucking noise.
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    “Well, then? Do you need something?”
    Carol takes a deep breath. For the first time since moving in this awfully sleazy apartment complex, she’s about to be the wet blanket everybody hates – or maybe appreciates for the intervention, she hopes.
    “Yeah,” she mutters and points to the door. “Could you turn it down? I – I’m trying to get some sleep.”
    The other seems to ponder her request for a second before shrugging. “It’s not that loud.”

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    a new tenant moves in the upstairs apartment. She's loud, careless, annoying. And hot. And Carol has a hard time dealing with that.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Look, I don’t have time for this! If you lost my eggs, or let them defrost or something it’s fine. I don’t need ‘em anymore. So you can—“ 

    “They were implanted in another woman.” Clifton speaks quickly, rushing so fast to make his confession that the words almost blend together.

     

    Carol finds out her eggs were wrongly implanted in to a stranger, and her life is turned upside down overnight when she's drawn in to the woman's world.

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    06 May 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    After reading the Berlin AU, Karolina abruptly stops liking any Stursia fanart—and Rhea spirals.

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    26 Feb 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    She still loved Carol, after the unjoining. She loved her in exactly the same way. Her feelings hadn't changed from one moment to the next, from when she was joined to when she was unjoined. Why would they? She was still the same person.

    The problem wasn't that Zosia didn't love Carol. The problem was that Carol didn't love Zosia. She didn't know Zosia. She had neither fallen in love with the Zosia of before nor the Zosia of afterward, she had fallen in love with the Zosia of during. She had fallen in love with them. And Zosia wasn’t them anymore.

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    26 Feb 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    7. Zosia is a honey trap. Don’t fall for it.

    [A Few Moments Later]

    13. Zosia is a honey trap. Don’t fall for it AGAIN.

    Or,

    Carol Sturka and the difference between real and real enough.

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    26 Feb 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    Rhea drinks a little too much champagne at the BAFTA Tea Party and wakes up the next morning in Karolina's hotel bed. Little does she know she might have revealed too much about her feelings for Karolina in a drunken rumble.

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    26 Feb 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Have you wanted to sleep with a woman?” Karolina asks and well, that’s it, this conversation isn’t muddy water anymore, but was it ever?
    “I…don’t know how to answer that,” Rhea says, putting her forehead in her hand. The second she breaks eye contact Karolina moves.

    or: the one where there is wine, lesbian tension and they fuck on a couch

    and: the third and second one, where things... keep going.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Carol and Zosia Meet before the joining AU

    Carol is in Berlin for a writing residency, she becomes friends with a group of her residency mates who introduce her to Zosia, a young ex-pat who lives with more confidence than Carol has even been able to muster.

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    11 Feb 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    Rhea and Karolina get to know each other and grow closer over the course of the season, especially those last few episodes...

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Zosia raises an eyebrow. “We never lied to you. I never lied to you.”

    “And I didn't either,” Carol says. “But you chose to leave out the truth so you could turn me into something you know I don’t want to be.”

    “So what did you do to me then?”

    There’s a moment where they just stare at each other, pain mirrored on both of their faces.

     

    or: carol and manousos manage to un-hive zosia. it goes as well as expected.

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    23 Jan 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 36

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    The bubbles moved again, and she could see Zosia’s hand moving between her legs, the water distorting the sight enough that the details were blurry, but not enough that she couldn’t assume.

    “Is this making you happy, Carol?”

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    carol has the upper hand for like, two minutes. then again, she doesn't really mind being underneath.

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    21 Jan 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 51

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    There’s something different in the way that Zosia looks at her now. Carol’s stopped moving, and she clings to Zosia’s shoulders with a vice grip as she spirals into her all-consuming stare.

    There’s a gnawing hunger in Zosia’s gaze, so desperate that Carol herself can almost feel the sharp bite of its teeth ripping into her own flesh.

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    18 Jan 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 22

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    There is a cure. Zosia is cured except she doesn’t remember Carol or anyone else at all.

    AKA

    The Amnesia AU

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    16 Jan 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 59

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    A week after Zosia’s heart attack, she returned to Carol. Like she was a dog Carol had left in the middle of the woods because she hadn’t the heart to shoot it.

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    15 Jan 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 37

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    “What are you proposing?”

    “A hug.”

    A choked laugh bubbled in Carol’s throat. “A hug?”

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    15 Jan 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Helen knew how… scared you were. She didn’t want to spook you, which is why she waited. She loved you after knowing you for only a few months, but knew if she took that step forward, you would…”

    “But I didn’t,” Carol said. “I didn’t run.”

    “No,” Zosia said quietly. “You didn’t.”

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Now on official government record: Carol let the hivemind fuck her, Carol fucked the hivemind.

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    15 Jan 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 64

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    Breakup sex had never really been Carol’s style. She liked a clean cut, a scalpel’s edge, mostly because she was the one doing the breaking and her exes had never been that interested in trying to fight for her. So maybe her lack of experience in that arena was why she found herself intertwined with Zosia not even an hour after the illusion had been shattered.

    Carol is bad at breakups. Time to save the (girl) world about it.

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    14 Jan 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 65

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    "Like we're aware you just got goosebumps."

    Distantly, Carol knows something is amiss. But Zosia’s lips just ghosted against her own and the tug inside of Carol was like the end of a bungee jump—a jerk towards something inevitable. She stares at Zosia, who hovers only inches away, making that same face she always makes, landing somewhere between hesitance, asking, and… Was that want?

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    13 Jan 2026

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