deadtime
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- P1Harmony (Band) (1)
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- Boys Planet (Korea TV) (1)
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What was the punchline, Sungchan wondered. Would it be when he leaned forward? When doorbell rang, when Shotaro’s phone lit up with the notification that their food had arrived? When Sungchan finally stood in front a moment he wouldn’t be able to return from and still decided to move forward?
(Or: fresh grad, bad prospects, nursing an impossible crush on your best friend. Maybe it doesn't get worse than this.)
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abandon admission by lackadaisical (deadtime)
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
16 Apr 2023
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Under the weight of what must have been seven billion cameras, he’d smothered what he considered his most disagreeable personality traits. He budgeted his words, careful to blunt competitiveness into something that could be admirable instead of aggressive. To his dismay, he even found himself buying it, at least until he saw Hanbin and wondered if it was a moral failing to not be yourself.
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“Because Jungwon is my friend too,” Heeseung delivered, like Jay was asking him about the weather. Like it was a sane string of logic, to draw lines where reciprocation turned mutual as if context depended solely on what was black and white. For a second, Jay hated Heeseung for being selfish, then realized he was the same.
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But on camera, everything carried weight. An unintentional glance, when framed by a slant angle and the right lighting, could turn into anything. To be seen in the way you wanted, to be seen on your own terms, meant thinking ahead. Always with intention.
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“Wow, you’re a horrible liar. Okay, wait, let me reassess the situation: you like someone. They don’t like you back. As a result of this, you are channeling your repression into angsty fiction that I have to read every week and give feedback on. Correct?”
(Or, the only way Jay has figured out to deal with his feelings for his roommate Heeseung is well. Writing about it.)