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Castiel has always known that there are things that Dean can’t say.
So when he says "I love you," he never expects he'll hear it back.
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14 Jul 2026
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Dean relives his memories of Hell when he's captured by a group of angels who aren't only seeking revenge against him, but are using the live video feed of his torture to try to force Sam to hand over Castiel. Sam, Castiel, Charlie and Kevin fight the clock, and Dean's own self-destructive tendencies, to rescue Dean and put him back together.
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14 Jul 2026
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Sam said, "You know I wish you just wanted to fuck me? That would be easy, they've got words for that kind of messed up."
That just made Dean's pits sweat. He felt like Wile E. Coyote running into a tunnel painted onto a mountain face, little birds circling around his head. "Uh."
"What do you know about Jeffrey Dahmer?"
He'd been having a good day.
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14 Jul 2026
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If Dean's honest, his life is pretty much a chick flick, at this point, and it’s fucking awesome. Seriously. And Dean’s been getting better at letting go of that Chuck Norris fantasy he had as a kid, uses his spare change to buy silly socks and skinny jeans and his Kiss the Cook! apron, which ain’t stuff his dad would have let him wear in a million years. He cooks dinner and lunch and he’s a neat-freak about his kitchen, and he’s become the kind of guy who nags Jack about wearing a jacket when he goes outside, so maybe he’s not much like what a man ought to be, either.
(or: dean and gender)
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14 Jul 2026
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“What year do you come out of your stupid closet, Mac?
Mac sighs, wonders if there will be a boom or a flash of light if the universe goes ass-up, and resigns himself to it. “2017, Den.”
In the end there’s only silence.
Then:
“Are you kidding me?” Dennis shrieks. “I have to wait ten years for you to get your shit together?”2023 Mac finds himself face to face with 2007 Dennis, because through God all things are possible.
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- Part 2 of 2023x2007
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13 Jul 2026
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or alternatively “Dennis Tries to Kill Himself: MacDennis Remix”
Originally for the 2017 MacDennis Big Bang, but alas.
They don’t have a falling out so much as a slowly drifting apart. Being a dad makes Dennis tired, so tired sometimes he feels like he might never have energy again, and that means that he stops checking in with Mac as often. Eventually, they stop talking. Mac gets a boyfriend. Dennis stops taking his medication.
After Dennis attempts suicide, Mandy insists he return to Philadelphia with the gang, and she will follow with Brian Jr. when she can. Faced with an unwanted recovery, a failed family, and feelings he would rather ignore, Dennis is forced to navigate uncharted waters within himself and within his relationship with Mac.
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10 Jul 2026
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He wants to wrap himself around Mac like a python buries its prey in its inescapable, deadly embrace. With his chest against Mac’s back and his face against his nape, he wants to press closer and closer until he can sink his claws into his very bones and seep his poison into his veins and Mac can never, ever walk away from him without tearing himself apart in the process. He wants to stay like this until they both die.
Mac lets out a pleased, half-asleep hum and lovingly puts his own hands on Dennis’ fists that are grasping the front of his old T-shirt so vehemently they’re almost shaking.
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10 Jul 2026
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“Man, look—you make fun of me for doing girly things like—like eating vegetables, or whatever, right?" Sam says. "And I’m still a guy. I feel like a guy."
“I don’t even know what that means, dude,” Dean replies, taking a pull from his beer. “I’m just a dude because… ‘cause I am.”
“Yeah, but also ‘cause you feel like it.” Sam insists. Then he frowns at him, studying his face. “You... You don’t… feel like a guy all the time?”
Or, Dean and Gender: a Chronology.
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02 Jul 2026
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Sam almost didn’t notice at first. It was subtle, tiny things that were mentioned in passing, things that couldn’t be accounted for but passed so quickly it was forgotten moments later.
“I’ve always wondered,” Castiel said idly, as though they weren’t on a case, “how people have made so many different kinds of music from one instrument. It’s beautiful.”
“Chopin’s Nocturne,” Dean abruptly replied, without preamble. Sam didn’t have a moment to figure out what that meant before Dean covered it up and continued, “Cas, stop messing with the victim’s stuff. Are you even scanning the thing?”
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30 Jun 2026
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Dean reads John's journal. Things get a little... funky.
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30 Jun 2026
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It's time Dean remembered who he is now that the Mark is gone. He wants to try new things, do something different, and realizes he doesn’t want to do it alone.
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29 Jun 2026
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He watches Sam’s finger point to the written words, “Dean still hardly talks,”.
A few beats of silence pass—nothing out of the ordinary, at this point.
“...Is this what’s happening?” Sam asks gently, implementing that tone of voice that always seems to remind Dean with a heart clenched in nostalgia that his brother is not a little boy anymore, but rather is now a grown man with an impressive emotional maturity.
(TLDR: Dean Winchester and selective mutism: told throughout different stages of his life now that it has come back in full-force yet again after losing Cas to the Empty. Angst, hurt/comfort, and most importantly: happy ending.)
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28 Jun 2026
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While Sam was at Stanford Dean went on a solo hunt and was attacked by a succubus. Sam tries to help when a new case triggers him, but they end up recovering at Bobby's because Bobby is their true dad. Do with this what you will. Takes place in Season one before 1x16.
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- Part 1 of Hands Hands Hands
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28 Jun 2026
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Beard’s on his way back to his dorm room, where he plans to spend the rest of his night smoking copious amounts of weed, when his peripheral vision picks up someone in the student lounge. Ted Lasso is sitting alone on one of the couches reading a book, the room otherwise empty.
Or, a 5+1 fic wherein Beard and Ted save each other over their many years of friendship.
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24 Jun 2026
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“So, what’re you actually proposing here, Dean?” Bobby asked, greying eyebrows raised.
“I’m suggesting we watch the preview before we buy the movie,” Dean snarked.
Castiel’s look of confusion only deepened and, for once, Sam was right there with him. “…You know, skip a few chapters in the book. Check out the dessert menu before ordering dinner. I mean, if Zachariah can show us where the future’s heading, why not Cas?”
Dean's not thrilled about Sam's plan to say, "Yes," to the Devil and spend an eternity in the pit, so he proposes taking a road trip 15 years in the future to see how it all works out in the aftermath of the Apocalypse.
Sam had thought he was prepared for what awaited him in the future, but a pregnant fiancé, a human Castiel, and a married Dean were more than he'd been expecting.
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22 Jun 2026
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How To Take Care Of Your Guardian Angel - Chuck Shurley by sandean_cas
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Oct 2020
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Castiel’s breath trembles as he marches away from Mary Winchester. He’s managed to go years without drawing attention from Sam and Dean. Every being they’d ever met - friend or enemy – had poked fun at Castiel’s affections. But the Winchesters, they were too adverse to the idea of being loved by someone so new in their lives… they’d never believed a word. And he was thankful for their oversight.
Castiel won’t survive being told to leave again. Things had just began to feel normal. Dean had given him a room. Carved a place out for him inside the bunker, Dean’s home. Dean would be betrayed to know about his feelings… disgusted even.
Castiel sits at the table, eyeing Mary, the ticking time bomb. She looks back.
Will she tell him? He doesn't know.
So he prays. Prays to to Chuck: please don’t let them know.
MEANWHILE
Dean has an obsession. It’s borderline crazy sometimes, as obsessions tend to get. Sometimes he spends hours behind it, frantically investigating.
Dean stalks Chuck Shurley.
So it’s shocking when he sees a new book appear. Because he’d signed up for all the alerts and pre-alerts.
‘How To Take Care Of Your Guardian Angel’
He shouldn’t… Dean clicks purchase.
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20 Jun 2026
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To ensure that Heaven does not win the fate of the Apocalypse, one of the Winchester brothers makes a deal that is going to change everything for the brothers as well as the fate of the world. An A/U from season 5.
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- Part 1 of Dark Fate
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19 Jun 2026
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It had looked so dark after Chuck had pulled the plug and Dean had let himself fall into a headspace that was all anger, fury and hatred because anything else would have had him break down. Jack was dead, Cas had hated him and only stuck around for Sam, Sam hadn't healed and the undead had been rising all over the state. Had Dean for only a second let his guard down too much, it would have all buried him for good, there would have been no recovering from that.
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19 Jun 2026
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If Angels can give and take stomach cancer, make people explode and remove vital organs at will, then there's no reason why they wouldn't be able to give someone random orgasms at will. Or prevent them, for that matter. This thought crosses Cas's mind and he decides to experiment. On Dean. Delicious smut ensues ;)
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18 Jun 2026
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It’s okay during the day—well no, it’s not okay. Sam will clap Dean on the back or shoulder, Jack will brush against his arm when they’re standing side by side at the stove. And what used to feel so normal—good even—will feel like too much to handle.
Eileen and Sam will hold hands or give each other cheek kisses, and Dean will have to bear feeling so happy for his brother and yet so jealous at the same time. That’s just it, during the day, Dean’s distracted and has reason to keep a tight lid on his crap. But at night—
He keeps himself awake until he absolutely can’t keep his eyes open anymore. Then he lies alone in his bed in the dark, and the monster comes—like a hermit crab, it tries to claw its way out of its shell, out of him. It knows nothing but want, and fear of what it wants.
Unable to stand it, Dean’s fingers will curl into the sheets and his heart will race and his throat will feel like there’s a scream lodged in it. Not even his old trick with the hot water bottle can lull his body into believing it's not alone. It’s not working anymore, not since his body got a taste of the real deal. Not since he’s been hugged and kissed and his hand has been held.
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- Part 4 of Fic for Dean's Birthday
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18 Jun 2026