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    There’s a teddy in Soap’s bed; a beaten-up, old brown bear. Well-loved, if the state of the fur is any indication. Ghost lets out a choked laugh, mostly at his own expense. He wishes he was there, suddenly, wishes he was by Johnny’s side as he walked through the doorway and realised that his childhood room was waiting for him like a time capsule. Wishes he got to see the embarrassed scrunch of his face, the way the tips of his ears would flush red.

    Soap has a whole second life, outside of the SAS. He’s got a mother, and a poorly-decorated bedroom, and a bear. All Ghost has is a flat that will be the same it is today as it will be the day he dies, like he was never even here at all.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    grabbed me by the collar and demanded my attention, then proceeded to deliver on every promise it made and then some. i am so EMOTIONAL i go back to this every now and again and just awe at everything. 😭😭😭😭 this is what fandoms all about man 💔💔

  2. Rec 72

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    Jeremy doesn’t need to know about Jean lying awake for hours every night, missing the heat of his body against him in their bed. He doesn’t need to know about the evenings Jean has spent curled on Cat’s shoulder in the living room, staring aimlessly at the television in front of them without absorbing a single thing. He doesn’t need to know that Jean is dying, slowly, inside, a little bit every day. He doesn’t need to know any of that. And he won’t. Not if Jean can help it.

    In Jean's fifth year, Jeremy goes pro in San Francisco. They make it work. They have to.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    moonsteps jerejean the WORLD

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    An ongoing series where two touch-starved men figure out how to take care of each other in ways that no military field guide ever covered. Thankfully, when you already trust a person with your life, letting them see you at your most vulnerable isn't nearly as hard as it sounds.

    Non-sexual intimacy, physical touch, a little angst, and a lot of comfort.

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    09 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    perhaps my favorite series/author on this site. give it a try even if you’re not into cod you won’t be disappointed.

  4. Rec 29

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    Here’s what is known: clones cannot, ever, have the Force. The Kaminoans have profusely assured both Senate and Jedi Council of this: since Jango Fett was not Force-sensitive, none of his clones can be, it stands to reason.

    Here’s what is also known: there are always rumors about outliers.

    Cody discovers something new about himself at the worst possible moment.

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    12 May 2025

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    The Fic that made me care about Cody, and induced codymaul worms into my brain i never thought possible.

  5. Rec 95

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    Ellie is on a mission:

    Find out when Joel's birthday is.

    Get him a gift.

    Bake him a cake.

    It really shouldn't be as hard as it turns out to be.

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    11 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cried precisely four times. whatever man whooooo cares about ellie and joel? not me!