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  1. Rec 21

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    His body probably hides Eddie from view. But Buck can look at him.

    Eddie is still latched on, his cheek pressed to Buck’s skin. His eyes are closed, his face the picture of pleasure itself. Of hedonism. Buck hasn’t ever seen Eddie look like this before. He never wants to see him look anything less than this blissed out. If Buck has to donate blood to the cause, he’ll damn well cut his own veins open.

    He’s greedy too. He wants Eddie’s mouth elsewhere.

    Or: Eddie shows up at Buck's loft hours after Chris left, upset. Buck isn't going to turn him away, no matter what Eddie turns out to be into. Or turns into.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Eddie shoves a legal pad and a pen against Buck’s chest. He sits next to Buck, so close their thighs touch.

    “Write your contract,” Eddie says.

    “Our contract.”

    “Such a romantic.”

    This isn’t romance, though. But Buck doesn’t want to remind Eddie of that, because he might take the legal pad—or, more importantly, the promise of Buck getting to touch his body—away. So Buck scrawls Buck and Eddie’s Friendship Sex Contract.

    Or: Eddie and Buck strike up a friends with benefits arrangement. Every good understanding needs a contract. And a detailed list of likes and dislikes, while they’re at it.

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    23 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 38

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    “Buck,” Eddie says, and he waits until Buck looks up to continue, “you matter to me.”

    “We just met.”

    They did and they didn’t. “So?” Eddie bumps his shoulder again. “I liked you from the very first moment I saw you.”

    “Onstage and for sale?”

    “Nah. I saw you before that.”

    Or: how Buck's first experience up for auction actually went.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Buck and Tommy haven’t even been together for two months when Buck starts thinking about ending things. He hates himself for it, a little. He can’t put his finger on why the thought crosses his mind as he lays with his head on Tommy’s lap while they watch a documentary about a Napali mountaineer’s quest to summit the 14 peaks. It might have something to do with the put upon sigh Tommy had let out before agreeing to watch it with him. Or perhaps it was the fact that his fingers didn’t end up carding through Buck’s hair until he asked him to do it.

     

    Buck knows that he could talk to someone about it. He has plenty of people who would be willing to listen but each time he goes to say something he remembers how proud they were of him when they found out about Tommy. They’re happy for him and already have so many other things to be upset about. He’s made them worry about him too many times already; it’s better if they think he’s finally okay.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    St. Anthony’s was his last chance, and Evan knew that. He had been kicked out of five schools in the past six years, and after his sophomore year ended with a meeting between his parents and his last headmaster that could be summarized with: “we’re not kicking him out, but just know that Evan is not welcome back in September.” His parents wanted to send him to military school.

     

     

     

    Evan knew he couldn’t survive military school, that would be his last drop, the one that finally shattered the vase. He couldn’t be the type of person that would be able to put himself back together once they broke him down.

     

     

    This had to work.

    . . .

    Buck is the new kid in an El Paso boarding school, trying his best to stay out of trouble. Eddie is a rockstar (in the world of high school popularity) he's captain to the football team, he's dating the most popular girl in school, and looking at a full ride sports scholarship in the fall. He should feel like he won at life, which is why he doesn't understand why the only time he feels alive is when he catches a glimpse of the new guy on the running team.

    Or in simpler terms: Buddie high-school AU!

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    15 Jul 2026