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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Phil looks into the eyes of the man he’s loved across so many years, in so many ways, and tries to find the words he wants to say. “I’m glad we have the relationship we have right now. And if the path we went down is the one we needed to go down to get here, I’m glad we did it. Even when there were bumps in the road.”

    “Bumps?” Dan gives a little laugh. “F***ing boulders. Sinkholes. Stampedes of wildebeests.”

    Phil smiles. “Fine. I’m just saying, I don't think everything would have been perfect if we’d been out as a couple the whole time. Yes, we would have been happy in some ways, but I’m sure we’d have other regrets. Other things we wish could have been different.”

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    Dan and Phil reflect on what might have been different if they'd hard launched earlier in their relationship. Dan has regrets. Phil thinks Dan needs to forgive himself.

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    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    what dan and phil do on tour, now that they can finally share a bed.

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Phil pressed kisses along his neck, making his way up to edge of his chin. Dan felt a warm sensation bloom in his chest. Almost like his stomach were full of butterflies, threatening to spill out.

    Dan giggled as Phil kissed all the freckles on his face. "Stop it!"

    Phil pressed one last kiss into his skin before leaning back with a grin. "Happy birthday, Danny."

    Dan chuckled, unable to contain the smile on his face. "Is that my birthday gift for today? Get rudely awakened from my sleep to a grown man trying to suffocate me with hugs?"

    "You love it," cooed Phil.

    Dan wakes up on his 35th birthday with Phil by his side, pressing kisses into his skin and wrapping him in his embrace. He thinks of how younger Dan would feel if he saw how far he had come after all these years, and reminisces on the moments throughout his life. For the first time in a while, Dan is perfectly content with getting older.

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    It's Dan 35th birthday, and Phil shows Dan how much he loves him.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    Phil squinted, bringing the package closer to his eyes, then farther away, trying to figure out what it was. Fuck, he needed his glasses.

    “What–”

    “It’s that pill I bought from the petrol station in America,” Dan said, unable to keep the amusement from his voice. “Like…Viagra."

    Five times Dan and Phil tried to fuck and failed, because life happens. Plus, one time they succeeded.

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    03 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dan wants to huff in mild annoyance. Be a little mad that Phil keeps on taking, taking, taking.
    But what can he do, if all he knows is to keep giving, giving and giving?

    Vietnam has been nothing short of perfect so far, and they enjoy it to the fullest.

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    30 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    "I love you so much it hurts.” Dan says, just as soft and just as fond and Phil absolutely hates it. Despises it when Dan says that. It’s not supposed to. He thinks. I’m not supposed to hurt you. Our love is not supposed to hurt you.

    After a while of silence, he gathers up enough of his voice to squeak out “I don't want you to hurt.”

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    29 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Two months away, one blurry photograph and a boyfriend who spends an entire day refusing to answer the phone.The mystery has been turning over in his head since seven in the morning.
    Dan finds out about it on his knees on the living room floor, which is honestly where he ends up most often anyway. It's the kind of surprise you don't take back. Sixteen years in and Phil is still finding new ways to ruin him completely.

    or: Dan leaves for WAD Tour and Phil gets a tattoo

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    29 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 55

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    Phil discovers Dan likes having his hair pulled. Like really, really likes having his hair pulled.

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    26 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 31

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    Phil doesn’t let the smile slip across his features yet. He turns away from the camera, nodding down at the pile of dishes and half-emptied ingredients just out of sight of the lens. “It’s a mess in here,” he says.

    Dan purses his lips and nods. “As usual.” His voice is measured, too calm for the way his eyes are boring into Phil’s. He’s waiting, primed to act the moment Phil gives in to the cloying tension. But Phil knows Dan—he knows this play. He stays quiet, watching as the silence settles uncomfortably behind Dan’s eyes. “You wanna export?” he asks eventually, words slow, careful.

    Phil shrugs, then nods back toward the mess. “You gonna clean?”

    Dan blinks once, twice. “All by myself?” he asks, his tone verging on annoyed, but never making it past whiny.

    Phil pouts as much as he’s able, with the way the side of his mouth is quirking up. “Aw, poor bunny.”

    Or: The aftermath of filming the 2026 Easter Baking video.

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    24 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil stays quiet, his lips pressed together, until they’re all sat in their living room, Dan next to Phil on the sofa with far more space between them than they usually have, looking around helplessly.

    “Just what exactly do you remember?” he asks Dan.

    “Uh,” makes Dan. “I know my name is Dan. They told me.”

    Dan has a ski accident and loses his memory. Phil can't do anything but offer him a home - Dan finds that said home is quite obscure.

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    18 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 46

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    Five times Dan and Phil hid themselves away to have some private time as a couple, and one time they wanted to share themselves with the whole world.

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    14 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dan pampers a really lazy Phil.

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    09 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    Phil wakes up with a migraine and Dan spirals not being able to help him and they're both just a bit of a mess.

    (title from Northern Downpour by Panic! at the Disco)

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    01 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    dan is not having a good day until he meets someone that makes it better

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    01 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 48

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    Phil was wronged and Dan has to make it right.

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    19 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 35

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    Phil interrupts Dan while he's working. Dan will not give in.

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    19 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    18 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Dan and Phil are set to go on their first holiday together to Portugal when a volcano ruins their plans. They end up taking an unexpected trip to Blackpool instead.

    (Set in April 2010.)

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    13 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Hello from the editing zone. Phil, why are you back? Well, first of all…”

    “PHIL,” comes a very loud, very shrill voice from several rooms away. “YOU UTTER FUCKING BITCH.”

    (the secret message aftermath.)

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    11 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 50

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    “You know what I mean. It’s nice having you back,” he informs him, unnecessarily, because he knows Dan knows.
    Dan always knows.
    And Phil means it and means more, means it’s nice seeing you in your element again, means it’s not fair what they’re doing to you, I wish I could–, means I want to remind you how much I love you. How much everyone does.

    (or: post-filming what dan and phil text each other 2.)

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    03 May 2026

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