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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Ricky knows every single word of Backpacker. He has known them since the first week of practice. Gunwook knows this. Ricky knows that Gunwook knows this.
    He sings Matthew's part anyway. Twice. On a live stream. On purpose.
    Or: what happens in the hotel room after the live, which we did not get to see.

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    This couldn’t last.

    Gunwook needed him.

    He needed Matthew. All of him. That would start with a confession, then dating and eventually all of Gunwooks dirtiest dreams would come true.

    But first the confession.

    Then a minor side quest.

    Gaining the experience.

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    5,385
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    186
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    2,914

    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Ricky never really rushed to grow up. He liked the slow-paced world of his childhood—when growing up felt far from his everyday.

    When he turned 16, he met a guy that made him wished to be an adult quicker.

    And two guys that made him love being young more.

    Between feelings and teenage angst, Ricky has to figure out how to exist in a world that rushes him to grow up.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    Gyuvin looked like he didn’t have the strength to finish his own sentence.

    And suddenly it all clicked into place. A shiver ran down Ricky's spine.

    “You want to watch Gunwook fuck me.”

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    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    50
    Kudos:
    243
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    Hits:
    4,393

    28 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Matthew thought it would be just another quiet day as the president of the Faded Wall Paint and Mildly Peeling Surfaces Observation Club.

    Until he walked into the club room and found the Debate Club president waiting for him. Uninvited. And annoyingly calm.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    152
    Kudos:
    311
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    9,105

    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omg

  6. Public Bookmark 9

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    What started to be a game under the blanket turned into Jiwoong becoming a puddle in Ricky's arms.
    In the middle of the living room dorm. On the couch.
    And Ricky still won't stop stroking Jiwoong's dick.

     

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    Comments:
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    Hits:
    1,842

    22 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    It’s times like this, with Gunwook’s thigh pressed against Matthew’s, hot under his covers, that Gunwook places his hands on either side of his neck and squeezes.

    It’s because he feels like he has a dolls head–hollow and unbound–and if he doesn’t hold it tight, it might just roll off his neck and bounce onto the floor.

    That’s just how Matthew makes him feel.

    (Or, Gunwook realizes Matthew isn't just a want, he's a need.)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    17
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    179
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    19
    Hits:
    1,494

    21 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 19

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    After a fight, Gunwook gives Matthew the silent treatment.

    Well, not until it gets dark, and he feels his hands all over his body.

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    Comments:
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    135
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    19
    Hits:
    2,334

    21 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 34

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    There’s more he wants to say, but he can’t figure out how to let it out. There’s a distance he can’t breach, between himself and whatever’s hiding behind his teeth, that thing that refuses to come out and let itself be known. The memory of Matthew’s smile in the sunset haunts him, asking him where all the love he felt in that moment went.

    Taerae tries to write a song.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
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    170
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    34
    Hits:
    1,307

    08 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    “You’re a good boy, Hanbin. Obedient.”

    Zhang Hao could swear he heard the student’s breath hitch.

    “I really want to be good for laoshi,” Hanbin whispered.

    ___

    Based on Hao’s repo saying they’d have a forbidden relationship in high school with him as a teacher and Hanbin as a student. I am only using what the gods gave me

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    160
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    22
    Hits:
    3,145

    03 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Is that my fucking Balenciaga t-shirt, Gyuvin?”

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    324
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    4,828

    02 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Zhang Hao is already looking at him, that same light still dancing in his eyes. “Good boy.”

    Oh, Hanbin thinks, pressing his lips together against whatever expression is trying to break free. His face feels hot again.

    Zhang Hao nods to himself. “I thought you’d like that.”

    /

    In an effort to get over his terrible ex, Hanbin agrees to Matthew's invitation to come to a friend of a friend's BDSM play party. He's expecting the nerves, the new information, the chance to spread his wings a little. He isn't expecting Zhang Hao.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Hits:
    10,529

    02 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 33

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    This is a story about nine victors.

    The world demands spectacle. Interviews. Galas. Victory tours. Smiles for the cameras. The Gamemakers make them symbols. The public calls them heroes. But they know the truth: winning only trades one arena for another.

    They are terrified. They are broken. They are beyond fixing.

    What do you do when despair is all around you? when fighting back feels impossible, and when staying alive is its own kind of punishment?

    Or

    ZB1 have won the Hunger Games, what happens now?

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    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    81
    Kudos:
    187
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    33
    Hits:
    4,838

    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i will come backk

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Matthew has been treading water for years, and Jiwoong — warm, open, goofy, big-hearted Jiwoong — is reaching out a hand.

    Fuck it, Matthew thinks, and decides to take it.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    87
    Kudos:
    505
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    Hits:
    6,110

    26 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    The surface of Earth is uninhabitable, humanity has retreated to independent city-states in the sky, and poverty is rampant in the city-state of Hwaseong. But for a chance at a better life, 99 male contestants can compete in an annual game of survival. The nine winners will be granted a portion of the significant pool of prize money. The rest will perish within the brutal grounds of the arena, located amongst the ruins of Seoul.

    Sung Hanbin, a convicted criminal, sees the games as his chance to escape either execution or exile and protect his best friend, Seok Matthew, from a similar fate. However he soon collides with another contestant, Zhang Hao, and in even in the midst of hell feelings begin to bloom.

    (Because this is, after all, a love story.)

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    172
    Kudos:
    706
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    16,892

    25 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 82

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    In which Han Yujin grew up in a small seaside town, Ricky Shen arrives when he’s sixteen, and they strike up an unlikely friendship over stray cats and citrus fruit.

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    Collections:
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    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    321
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    82
    Hits:
    3,542

    24 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 34

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    Maybe there was just nothing better to look at around here than Jiwoong. Nowhere for anyone’s mind to settle on in the intervals of a shitty life than somewhere beautiful. The face of the boy dropping off their delivery, running that errand for them in their countryside dream, or tapping a cigarette past the school gates in broad daylight. How disappointing then that his lips must taste like smoke.

    Eye candy? He hoped he tasted like tar.

    Or—

    Jiwoong liked neither liars nor strangers in this town that hated him as much as he hated it. Hanbin was both and also the best thing that ever happened to him.

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    Comments:
    38
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    111
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    34
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    1,587

    23 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    The manager sighs, already tired of him. “Gyuvin. You are an alpha. Ricky is a beta. When you put your hands on him like this in an airport, people don’t read it as member skinship.”

    Gyuvin frowns. “They think I’m bullying him?”

    “They think a lot of things,” she says. “Some of them think you’re fighting. Some of them think you’re dating. Some of them think you’re doing alpha fanservice with a beta member, which I should not have to explain is a terrible idea. And some of them–”

    “And some of them what?” Gyuvin asks.

    The manager closes the tablet case. “Some of them are asking why you act like you know something they don’t.”

    Ricky is a beta. Gyuvin doesn't treat him like one.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    683
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    Hits:
    9,135

    21 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omg so gut

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Gyuvin's shirt is still distractingly wet. The lake light catches on the bridge of his nose, the water on his eyelashes, the flush still high in his cheeks. He looks like every version of himself Ricky has seen so far got poured into one person: baseball boy, son in the kitchen, homecoming favorite, idiot in a bathroom, beautiful wet thing on a platform trying not to look scared by his own wanting.

    Gyuvin has a fastball, a slider, a changeup, and no idea why he can’t seem to leave Ricky alone. Ricky has an art portfolio, a bad attitude, and no idea why he keeps saying yes to Gyuvin.

    Language:
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    Words:
    189,116
    Chapters:
    9/12
    Comments:
    314
    Kudos:
    559
    Bookmarks:
    172
    Hits:
    27,027

    17 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Taerae, tell Hanbin what you want him to do to you.”
    “I want hyung to fuck me.”

    Or Taerae asks and Hanbin delivers, all under the watchful eyes of Jiwoong.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,018
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    103
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    2,942

    15 May 2026

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