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    Jack had just stepped back onto the main floor when he clocked movement at the ambulance entrance, two guys hurrying in, the smaller one helping a guy with a sweatshirt covered in blood. But something was wrong, some unnamable instinct rising within Jack at the way they moved. It was too fluid, too controlled. Jack knew what the walking wounded looked like, had seen it for years, from war zones to bar fights. This wasn't the injured seeking help; this was men hunting.

    Time slowed, Jack's heart rate spiking, the adrenaline dump casting everything in sharp relief—the full ED floor, patients plus shift change meaning twice the usual personnel were here.

    Robby was here.

    That thought got him moving, Jack approaching laterally. He got there right as the guns came out.

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    18 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read already and just wonderful

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    Getting caught eventually was probably inevitable. Mobius showing up at the prison with a job offer courtesy of the CIA? Well, that was pretty much the last thing that Loki expected.

    Soon he finds himself in a situation he never could have imagined: using skills honed over a life of crime in service of a government agency, all the while trying to balance his new job with his extremely inconvenient feelings for the only person who trusts him. When, after months of successful missions, he unwillingly becomes a pawn in a plot that has deadly consequences, that trust is put to the test—but he’ll be damned if he’s going to let Mobius down.

    (A continuation of the Art Thief/CIA Agent AU)

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    10 Aug 2025

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    After Vecna's curse is unleashed onto Hawkins, the town has been placed under government lockdown as the contagion continues to spread. Everyone’s been forced to the margins as they try to pick up the pieces. Maybe it's the swirling spores in the atmosphere or the grief that seems to linger everywhere, but it feels like everyone's haunted by something.

    Everyone except Mike, that is. He's the heart, right? He's keeping it together.

    He's the only one acting normal.

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    31 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Reposting an old work that I had posted on my account that got mysteriously deleted a few years ago. Takes place after s4.

    It's all gone to shit, and Will Byers is at the center of the chaos in more ways than he ever realized. Revelations make it clear that his fate is tied with El, and with One/Henry; for better or for worse.

    Can they work together and mend what has been broken? Will their resolve hold as they juggle a world ending apocalyptic invasion with the tedious, angst addled trivialities of teenhood? Confusion, confession, conflict. The team must work together to prevent the end of it all, once and for all.

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    24 Jul 2025

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    Panic begins to run through his veins, speeding up his pulse and his breathing. “I can’t– why don’t I remember it? I don’t remember any of it.”

    Mike blanches. “Any of what, Will?”

    Jonathan’s hand is on his knee. Both of them are too close. He can’t breathe.

    “The Upside Down. I… I can’t remember any of the Upside Down.”
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    OR: A Will Byers-centric/Byler canon version ST5!
    (now a post-finale fix-it fic.)

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    22 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read like half of it. probably will not finish because im salty about byler

  6. Public Bookmark 66

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    “I don’t know how to say this like it doesn’t tear something open, and rip our lives apart, but - "

    His fingers stretched and closed the distance, circling around the warm expanse of Bucky's downturned palm, squeezing against the soft skin like a prayer.

    "I love you, Buck."

    Steve breathed. The machines hummed. Bucky's chest rose and fell.

    "I’ve loved you since before I even knew what the hell that meant. Since the day you found me in that alley. And maybe you don’t remember all of it, maybe some of it’s jumbled up with all the pain and noise and things they forced into your head, but…it’s always been there. Me and you. I think maybe, some part of you always knew. ”

    Or in other words, a story of boys who always loved each other and of men who try to remember.
    Post-Winter Soldier, Civil War Canon Divergence. Steve will do whatever it takes to bring Bucky back home to Brooklyn.

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    30 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read already i think. maybe like half

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    The untold stories get buried in a grave of secrecy and illness. Nevertheless, trauma and violence demand attention. Murder will out. Atrocities emerge, if not symbolically, if not through language, as illusions, fantasies and ghosts.

    Bucky recognized he was fucked in the head. A broken skull and electricity often resulted in brain damage. He relearned how to walk and speak. He kept his name written on a piece of paper to carry around. He holed himself up in his room for days and yelled at anyone who crossed ways with him. Steve was convinced it was all part of the onerous path of recovery.

    Until Bucky started going psychotic.

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    20 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 86

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    The whole ride back from the VA, Sam’s question echoes in his head. “What makes you happy?”...

    Even after coming out of the ice, Steve hasn't felt alive since 1945. Not since he watched Bucky fall off of that train. Finding out Bucky is still alive fills him with a new purpose, even if there's only a slim chance he can get Bucky back, he's willing to do whatever it takes or die trying. Life without Bucky isn't really living anyway, so he might as well give it his all.

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    20 Jun 2025

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    After Insight, Steve catches up to Bucky who is attempting to regain his memories and himself. After several months of watching Bucky struggle and spiral--and realizing that Steve, himself, has never quite managed to put a stop to his own spiraling mental health--Steve thinks that it’s time to make some changes to, hopefully, help both of them heal.

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    20 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 18

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    bucky is trying to get better, but it's not always easy. through journaling, he expresses how he's feelings in the ups and downs of recovery. and, of course, his history with tony is one of the biggest obstacles moving forward.

    this story is a mix of journal entries told from bucky's perspective and many of the chapters have an accompanying segment that builds off the journal entry, in 3rd person

    most definitely inspired by the lovely "the life of bucky barnes" instagram series and its accompanying story on this site

    rated m for some descriptions of sex and also a bit of violence and suicidal thoughts (to some extent) in later chapters, but it's nothing too extreme idk lol

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    20 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    HYDRA wants Captain America, and they want the winter soldier to get him.
    Steve wants Bucky.

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    20 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 85

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    The twenty-first century is going just fine for Steve Rogers between his work as Captain America and his personal life, when the Avengers become the custodians of another mysterious supersoldier and Steve becomes his primary handler.

    Every day is the same for the asset until it is handed over to the least competent handler it's ever had, and a team who are either too stupid or too ill-equipped to appropriately maintain a weapon of its caliber.

    Both Steve and the asset find the partnership troublesome, and yet they both grow to value it and each other. When the Winter Soldier is recalled under strange circumstances, neither wishes to part. Will Steve even know what he has let go?

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    19 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    In order of events
    Steve finds Bucky in Romania
    Steve brings Bucky home
    Bucky starts heals and so does Steve
    2 Years Pass
    Bucky gets better (?)
    Avengers Tower gets bombed
    Bucky gets kidnapped
    Shit hits the fan

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    17 Jun 2025

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    Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.

    To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.

    Because war doesn’t just take. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed beings, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: the weight of what can never be undone.

    All wars end the same.

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    This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blooms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.

    Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.

    Before it all got worse .

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    17 Jun 2025

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    After DC, the world keeps on turning.

    Steve faces the aftermath of the fight with HYDRA and the fall of SHIELD, and tries not to lose himself in this new, empty world where Bucky Barnes is alive and doesn’t remember who he is.

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    17 Jun 2025

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    After the fight on the helicarriers, the Soldier means to disappear, but without HYDRA's "maintenance" he isn't able to get far. Steve finds him sick, confused, and in desperate need of help. Over the course of a night, Steve and Bucky both grapple with the damage HYDRA's done, doing their best to make it through to morning.

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    17 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 80

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    “You going to kill me? Poor time to do it.” She commented with a scoff, sitting down on the bed.

    “I only have a week.” James says in desperation

    "For?”

    He grabbed his backpack that was sitting up against the bed, and pulled out a case that resembled a pistol case.

    "Again, poor time to kill me.”

    James opened the case without another word.

    Inside, there were seven slots for syringes and small vials. Six were filled with a clear fluid, while one was empty. On the other side of the case was various first aid equipment, including alcohol wipes and gauze, and a red container with SHARPS written on it in bold capital letters.

    “What is this?” She questioned, trying to inspect the vials closer. She couldn't make out anything except James’ name on the label.

    "Drugs.” He said plainly, closing the case and sitting down on the bed next to Yelena.

    OR: HYDRA drugged Bucky so often he got addicted. When the teams gets stranded after a mission and he goes through withdrawal, Yelena and the others have to try and keep him alive, all under the pressure that Antonia and Ava's lives are also on the line. At the same time, Yelena has to grapple with her own guilt.

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    17 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 8

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    Bucky has loved Steve for a long time. After Endgame, Steve leaves anyway.

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    17 Jun 2025

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    And just like that, Bucky Barnes’s political career is over.

    Congress convenes, he resigns, and then he and the Thunderbolts – or the "New Avengers," they're calling themselves now – decide to grab some pizza. They saved the world from an ever-growing Void of fear and bad memories. They've earned a quiet day in together.

    Then Sam Wilson shows up.

    And Bucky just breaks.

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    12 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    Set immediately after the fight against Tony (Literally, like 2 seconds after), Steve and Bucky face what their life becomes as fugitives to the world. Navigating through piled up emotions left unsaid, discovering if what they had back in the 40s still exists, and to finally put to words what went unsaid for all these years. Holding each other together each other when either of them starts to fall apart.

    Features a scene from the Infinity War Prelude Comic for exactly 1 moment. Born from me being obsessed with the momentary sort-of-domestic Stucky in-between the end of Civil War and the post credit scene.

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    04 May 2025

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