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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “I want to come to your graduation.” Shane surely knows how to take Ilya’s breath away, “Not hiding, not sneaking. I want to be there for you, I’m sure of it.”

    He didn’t even answer, he pressed his lips as quickly as he could. He pushes Shane’s body at the wall next to their bed, Shane’s hand going to Ilya’s hair as he completely melts onto him. They are so comfortable, so happy to be with each other. They complete each other in every way and they don’t want to hide that anymore, they don’t want to be secrets. They are so sure of each other.

    They are in love.

    “я тебя люблю.”

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    20 Jun 2026

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    In 2016, Shane walks out of Ilya’s house, ending their years-long situationship.
    In 2024, Ilya watches ESPN as hockey legend and 5-time Stanley Cup winner Shane Hollander comes out and retires.
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    It has been sixteen years since they met as teenagers in that cold, grey parking lot. It has been eight years since they last kissed. It has been four years since his phone last buzzed with a message notification from Jane.

    Ilya is 33 years old, he has only been in love once, with the man who is currently on his television screen, and he still has no idea how to be fucking normal when it comes to Shane Hollander.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    January 15, 2017
    For immediate release.
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    The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.

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    or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    But he refused—absolutely refused—to sleep on the airport floor.
    Across from him, however, Ilya had surrendered to that reality much faster.

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    Shane will not sleep on the dirty airport floor...unless his husband asks nicely cause he's sad

    Read pt. 2 HERE

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