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don't hang up the phone (I love you to death) by discoinf3rno
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
31 Jul 2025
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[ "the days are so long…" Harry's voice comes through the speaker. slurred words, he was drinking. not that Kim didn't anticipate it from the way he said his name alone. "the- the days are too long, and-" and audible gulp, "and I'm so lonely, Kim, I'm so alone, fuck." ]
Kim picks up a late night call.
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- Part 1 of black hair I'll show you what I'm worth
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02 Jul 2026
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Ocelot learns to make the most of his investment. Kaz learns the cost of doing business.
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- Part 4 of The Mothership Connection
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You knew from the start, didn't you? They say there's no secrets on the deathbed, but you always knew that was a lie.
Kaz was ready to die from the moment you met him.
Or: Kaz never appreciated the work Big Boss put into their relationship.
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22 Mar 2026
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Kaz and Ocelot share a bed.
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11 Mar 2026
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your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder by paisleycowboys
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
23 Oct 2021
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Harry Du Bois is a tactile person. Kim is learning to be okay with it. Really, he's completely okay with it.
Five times Harry touches Kim and the one time he doesn't have to.
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06 Feb 2026
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The Case of the Man Who Two-Thirds Wasn't There by glisteningceruleaneyes
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
29 May 2022
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Three-and-one-third bodies have been found in an abandoned vehicle on the riverbank.
It would be a challenging case even without the bad weather, weapons smuggling, white nationalists, industrial accidents, and the concept of pedigree dog breeds—but over it all hangs one troubling question: What is it that fascinates you about Kim Kitsuragi? Is it working class camaraderie? A sinister hex of mysterious origin? Did you imprint on him in Martinaise, like an amnesiac duckling? If you don’t figure out what’s going on soon, people are going to start to notice. Especially him.
And sooner or later? Everything is related to the case.
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Education isn’t for people like Harry, though he’s not sure why. He knows he can’t sit still and he sings in inappropriate places and that makes him less intelligent than others, and others are more intelligent and they don’t dance or do silly things, and that has something to do with it.
Puberty hits him like a freight train, hair and fur and stretch marks, and he always feels too big and he knows he is stupid and poor, but girls seem to like him all the same, and people tell him that’s a good thing and he believes them.
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30 Nov 2025
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“Vic, are you going to help me?”
Jean finally glances back at him, composed, “Help you? With what, Harry?” His grey eyes catch the sunlight, like they’re winking at a joke Harry doesn’t understand.
He's enjoying himself. And he’s really going to make Harry spell it out.
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Harry is jealous of Jean and Kim’s friendship.
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02 Nov 2025
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Here’s how shit was supposed to play out:
Ingerlund ditches Du Bois. Du Bois tanks. Du Bois meets Vicquemare. Vicquemare tanks. Vicquemare ditches Du Bois. Vicquemare gets better. Du Bois heals, or doesn’t, or moves to Graad, or paints an exterior with his interior, some Saturday evening, when the wind smells of ice. Anyway it’s not Jean’s problem.
Instead, here’s how it’s gone:
Harry, one month sober. Harry’s hundred days. Harry’s brand-new optimism. Harry’s brand-new partner.
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They just go on, and on, and it seems like you can't get off by Papy_1412
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
01 Feb 2026
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“When he was younger, more insecure, Kaz was able to convince himself this feeling was anger, disgust, contempt, but now, he’s been with enough people to realize that it is anything but that. And he’s not delusional. He can recognize a pattern.
Still, it doesn’t mean he has to like it.”
Kazuhira Miller, Japanese-American, 28. Going through a serious sexuality crisis.
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- Part 2 of My agony is your triumph
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04 Sep 2025
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Another snotacon PWP. This time with getting to know each other in some cabin in the Alaskan wilderness, bottom Otacon, general doting upon nerds, dogs interrupting, and naked cereal-eating. Don’t be fooled though it’s mostly filth.
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27 May 2025
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In 1982, Ocelot and Kaz reunite after being apart for a year.
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Ocelot looks thinner, his shoulders not as straight, not as broad. He looks tired, to the bone. So tired he’s not putting any effort into leading Kaz to believe otherwise. The palms of Kaz’s hands tingle. He feels some weird instinct to take care of him. Protect him. From what?
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28 Apr 2025
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Kaz accidentally shows up at the wrong time and catches Ocelot in the middle of some very interesting business.
"He had never figured out what Ocelot’s deal was, but tonight was different. Ocelot was off. Even in this moment of silence he couldn’t stop idly stroking his chest and caressing his shirt, or looking into the middle distance with those huge blown pupils...
Oh.
“Ocelot, are you high?"
It took a few seconds for Ocelot to answer. “That’s... irrelevant.” "
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27 Feb 2025
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1974. Kaz is in LA.
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03 Feb 2025
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Shortly after Zanzibarland gains its independence, Ocelot pays Big Boss a visit.
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15 Nov 2024
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Adam has made all the right choices to land himself on a couch of a man that he loves, with his head on his lap and asking for his help, with all the wrong context. He can't find it in himself to complain.
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12 Nov 2024
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Of casinos, car chases and Las Vegas weddings.
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“Excuse me, you proposed to me.” He says, looking so smug it makes Kaz want to strangle him.
“Let me get this straight though, I was shitfaced, alright. However, I thought you were immune to practically anything that can get you altered?”
Ocelot still looks completely calm. “That, I am.”
“Then why the hell did you say yes?!”
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- Part 2 of 70s Business Trips
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07 Nov 2024
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collective upload of old fanart; list of pairing (if applicable) + warnings in chapter 1
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03 Nov 2024
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Miller has a coy tilt to his head, a soft smirk at the corner of his mouth, and for a moment Ocelot sees what Snake must have in '73, though he doubts it was quite from this angle.
"So," Miller begins, squashing any burgeoning goodwill in Ocelot's chest. "Are you going to tell me where Snake is? Or are we going to drag this out?"*reuploading after deleting like a year ago, edited to make ocelot trans lol