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His first mistake was coming to California. Sam had made it pretty damn clear he was done with them and yet, Dean was here. Right back to the beginning, right back to drawing Sam out of his new life.
He didn’t know why he broke in; it didn’t seem like a particularly smart idea to just sneak up on his fucking ninja of a brother. But right now it wasn’t Sam that he was looking at, it’s this clueless white girl and she’s scared and Dean knows what this looks like, what he looks like but all he can think about is the fact that there’s a girl living with his brother and Dean didn’t know about it.
Basically a rewrite of Dean breaking into Sam's apartment with Jess but if they were Black. Read author's notes for more context!!
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how many stars will i need to hang around me (to finally call it heaven) by bekaar
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
11 Oct 2022
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Here is what he knows (what he believes in as much as it is the start of his ruin): Every time he meets Gojo Satoru, he falls in love. Like a puppet controlled by invisible strings, his heart falters, and stops. And, like clockwork, every time that Gojo looks at him, his heart restarts.
Here is what he knows (and this one will kill him, it does and it has): They are never meant to be. He has stopped keeping track of the lives he has lived, of the universes there are. He has stopped keeping track of how it happens (how Gojo kills him), when and where. (He had, at first, thinking there was a way out, but all his organised efforts did nothing for his cause. No matter what he said, or did, Getou knew he would never survive.)
Or, the one where Getou keeps getting reborn into different universes, and all of them end the same way: with Getou’s death.
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None of them believed it, but they had to, eventually.
Only one of them could have stopped it.
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Kevin dies, and suddenly, nothing makes sense anymore.Read at your own risk:
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Warning: Brief mention of bruises, choking
Kevin deals with the aftermath of the choking incident.
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- Part 3 of AFTG Bingo 2020
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Kevin and Neil have kind of given up
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- Part 14 of Aesthetic (AFTG Summer 2020)
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AFTG Bingo 2020: I did five works, one them is a shitty fanart, the other is an equally shitty moodboard, and these are the three fanfics.
You can find the rest on my tumblr with the same name
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Neil and Kevin are hellbent to get Andrew to compromise his aesthetic. Fourteen plans and many shenanigans later, will Andrew compromise his aesthetic?
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Dean wandered, after. The night that Chuck died, subsumed into Amara, he had silently climbed into his car in the dead of night, walking past Jack's room, past Sam's room.
In his room, Sam laid in his bed with Eileen, and felt the air displace itself around where Dean slipped past in the hallway, instincts attuning him to movement just as they made Dean move soundlessly, without a thought to it. but Dean didn’t think of that. Dean only thought of moving, getting out, going -
Going to something the bunker couldn’t be, anymore. Something he couldn’t ever go to.
But he had to go.
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30 Jun 2026
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the firebender’s guide to living life after destiny by volkswagonblues
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
01 Oct 2020
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Sokka looked around the throne room with interest. “I always wondered what the world was like from up here - must be nice looking out at your adoring subjects.”
“Being the Fire Lord is pretty dull,” Zuko said glumly, "unless you enjoy hearing people bicker about taxes. After a while, thwarting the occasional assassination is basically a form of stress relief."
In which Fire Lord Zuko and Ambassador Sokka get drunk, go fishing, watch theatre, uncover a conspiracy, visit a teahouse, destroy a historical monument, and reckon with the painful legacy of the past – but not necessarily in that order. [PODFIC AVAILABLE]
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29 Jun 2026
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At Sokka’s behest, the Gaang skips rescuing Zuko during the Siege at the North Pole. Instead they leave him, unconscious, buried in the snow.
In completely unrelated news, Sokka’s haunted by a ghost now.
(If you'd like more details before deciding to read this story, look here for spoilers.)
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08 Jun 2026
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When Azula is nine, she becomes an only child. She hears the Fire Lord call for Zuko's life, and in the morning, her mother and brother are gone. Azula may be young, but she isn't naive. She knows what happened to them.
Which makes it all the more surprising when Azula tracks the Avatar down and fights his group of peasant friends, only to find herself staring into an eerily familiar face.
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22 May 2026
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Ok, so Castiel's in love with his best friend.
Which is what puts them here, in Dean’s car, eight hours into a nine and a half hour drive up north to bury Castiel’s mother on the grounds that he grew up on. Because it’s been eight years since Castiel cut ties with his family and left, supposedly for college, and there hasn’t been a word of communication since. Because Dean is, at his core, a good person and a better friend, and when he heard that Castiel’s mother had died and that he would need to return to his childhood home over Thanksgiving break, he knew enough to say he’d go with him.
This is, for sure, not helping Castiel get over his inappropriately persistent feelings.
Bookmarked by bekaar
29 Jan 2025