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not too much, never too much by greenleaf (greeenleaff)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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It had been going so well, Shane thought, before everything collapsed and the walls caved in on him.
Meeting up with Rozanov is fine, it's routine; they fuck, get what they want from each other, and leave. It's what they do, it's what they've always done. Sure, he's in Rozanov's home instead of some hotel, but it's fine, really. Except they napped together, Rozanov asked him to stay, and Shane agreed.
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"But I'm—"
"But nothing, Shane. It's not that you're too much, it's that everyone else just isn't enough.”
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A purely self-indulgent take on the tuna meltdown and what would happen if Shane didn't leave and they both actually talk a little bit.
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22 Jun 2026
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No Stranger to Grief by mysunshine222
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Ilya heard the doorbell ring for the fourth time and hauled himself off the couch. Walking over to the door he thought through the logistics of the situation. It was 11 P.M.. How many visitors came to his house, uninvited, this late? With the half-hearted hope of not getting killed, he opened the door, revealing a snotty, sobbing, sad, Shane Hollander.
“Wha-” Before he could form words, Shane was pushing through the threshold, collapsing into Ilya’s chest.
“I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!”
_Ilya stands Shane up at the cottage, going to Russia for the summer instead. Leaving their relationship on a unfinished note, Yuna and David Hollander suffer in a fatal car accident. Shane has to navigate grief, confusion, and a new team, all while craving the one man he can't have.
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22 Jun 2026
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Instead of ignoring his brother’s call, Ilya answers while he’s still in bed with Shane — so Shane sees the immediate aftermath of Ilya finding out his father is dead.
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22 Jun 2026
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But You’re Here (and We’re So Grateful You Are) by inkstainzed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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"She's so eager. What would we ever do without her?" Shane asks, a small smile of his own pulling at his lips. Ilya hadn't even taken the pills yet, but he's starting to feel like maybe the air he's breathing isn't as stifling as he thought it was in the bedroom. There's sunlight pouring in from a window over the kitchen table, and a hockey game playing in the background on their flatscreen TV. His sweetheart is there, smelling like his bourbon vanilla body wash and that sexy cologne Ilya forgets the name of. He feels his appetite growing, which is probably a good sign.
Anya— with her tasks completed— runs to the living room to play with the copious amount of toys Ilya and Shane have spoiled her with. Ilya watches her, knowing if he had stayed in bed, he'd be feeling a lot different right now. Today, he supposes he's slightly glad he let her pull him out of bed.
Or, two times Anya (who is trained to be Ilya’s psychological service dog) assists Ilya by performing tasks to mitigate the symptoms of his depression, and the one time she ends up being there to help calm down Shane, too.
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22 Jun 2026
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even anxious pups need the moon by Iangdonsmel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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He slowly disentangles himself from Ilya’s grip, never being more thankful that his husband’s the world’s heaviest sleeper. His fingers tingle as he sits up, feeling as though he’d slept on his hands all night. He pads slowly over to the bathroom, raising a shaking hand to close the door gently, wincing as it makes contact with the door frame. The bathroom isn’t large, but he instinctively heads for the corner furthest away from the door, jamming himself between the bath and the wall, pressing his spine as far into the corner as he can as his breaths begin to cycle quicker.
Shane has a panic attack in the middle of the night. Ilya loves him through it.
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21 Jun 2026