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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    "The hotel," Ilya repeated in a flat tone, cupping under Shane's jaw. "What hotel?"

    "Uh," Shane replied again, because he had no fucking clue. "I just need to not be here."

    "Hollander," Ilya said firmly, squeezing his chin. Shane melted, just a bit, but he tried to remain determined when he started to look for his shorts. Ilya's hand didn't allow for much movement though, his head unable to turn. "Shane, tell me now. Are you going into heat?"

    or the one where ilya calling shane by his first name sends him into heat

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    “I’m fine.” Nicky said. His smile was mean as he paused the game, slouching off the couch. “I’m gonna go get a drink. You better text daddy back before he decides the baby is too precious for sleepovers.”

    Luca blinked as Young disappeared, hot embarrassment sparking in his stomach. It left as quickly as it came though, because that was fucking weird. First of all because it was uncharacteristically mean of Nicky, who while he didn’t have the same reputation for being nice as Luca was certainly not a dick, but also because even if it wasn’t Nicky was little too. Why would he even chirp Luca about that?

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    26 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    Luca didn’t feel well. He wasn’t really sure how to categorise it though. It was something small, a pinprick of discomfort that he couldn’t place which made it feel like it was coming from everywhere. It was driving him sort of crazy. It had been going on for a few days. At first he hadn’t thought that much of it. It started as a tiny ache in his jaw, one that he’d put down to grinding his teeth on his mouthguard during the game a bit too much and forgotten all about. But then for some reason he hadn’t been able to sleep, which had given him a headache, which made his eyes itchy and his ears feel weird, and from there it just hadn’t stopped.

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    26 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    “That is stupid too.” Ilya declared. Did not call Haasy’s mother an idiot, in case it made the boy sad, but he wanted too. “You are still tiny baby person. You and every other rookie. You are all like if an infant was a grown up.”

    “Gee, thanks.” Luca snorted, a yawn stretching past his lips. “I’m sure Bergy would love to hear that.”

    Ilya laughed softly, kissing the top of Luca’s curls gently. Bergy always took great pride in the fact that he was the most responsible of the rookies, always making sure they got home safe or stayed on task during training. He would make a good captain one day, when he was older and wiser.

    “You know she is wrong, yes?” Ilya asked. “Family is supposed to take care of you. There is no expiration date to that.”

    “I guess.” Luca hummed.

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    26 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 64

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    Technically speaking, Luca wasn’t avoiding them. They had known that the roadie would be busy, that dropping probably wasn’t going to fit into a jam-packed schedule of games and flights. That was the whole point of the weekend drop session to begin with, to keep Luca from spiralling until they managed to get back into a steady routine. So no, Luca was not technically avoiding Shane and Ilya, no matter what LaPointe said.

    “Whatever man.” LaPointe replied flippantly, when Luca had told him as much when he had asked why Luca was avoiding them. “You’re usually attached at the hip is all.”

    “I am not!” Luca defended which made Holmberg, the fucking traitor, snort into his shitty airport coffee. Luca was mildly vindicated when he promptly choked on it.

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    26 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 89

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    Luca was sweaty, his chest heaving as he sat in his cubby, back leaning against the wall while he caught his breath. His face hurt, split wide in a grin while he watched the others dance around the room jeering. It had been a good game. A hard game, one that had required focus and care and discipline, but good. Ottawa had won, 5-3. Two of those goals had been made by Luca, and he had assisted LaPointe in another. He had stripped down to his compression shirt, watching the bustle of the locker room around him.

    It was a Wednesday night. They had two days off before they returned to the rink for another home game on Saturday. Then they were on a roadie for two weeks. It meant Luca was going home with Shane and Ilya to spend as much time in headspace as possible before they got too busy to keep up with their usual schedule, because for as much as Shane and Ilya both told him it was fine if he did, Luca had no intention of dropping during the roadie. The two days of little time had been the compromise.

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    26 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 56

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    He’d almost forgotten about the budding need to drop that was rearing its head entirely as the night wore on, settled and happy squished between Young and LaPoint in a corner booth sharing a greasy pizza from the bar. Then the last of the ‘grown ups’ had started to head off, ready to get back to their beds and their families, leaving just the rookies behind in the bar with strict instructions from Bood not to do anything stupid. And that was fine too, because Luca was having fun arguing with LaPoint about who was better at MHL 21, but he did also have the sudden, distinct feeling that he had been left unsupervised. Like when you’re at the park as a little kid and suddenly realised you’ve wandered a bit too far away from your parents. It’s not a sense of danger, exactly, but a slight unease.

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    26 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 60

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    “No.” Luca argued, Ilya looking at him through the rearview mirror with an arched eyebrow. Either not seeing it or maybe suffering temporary insanity, Luca continued. “More than once a week is crazy Hollzy, we don’t have time for that. It’s the middle of the season.”

    “You will drop as often as doctor tells you too.” Ilya said firmly, making sure to catch Luca’s eyes in the mirror. “Doctor said as often as possible.”

    “Well yeah but it’s not-”

    “Haasy, do you want to spend rest of drive with a sore ass?” Ilya cut off simply. Luca’s argument died on his throat, his ears growing pink. He shook his head minutely. “Then stop arguing. Health is not something you bargain. Doctor says you drop as often as possible, you do it. Is not discussion.”

    “I just don’t want to bother you guys with this.” Haasy mumbled, lip caught between his teeth as he dappled his finger across his arm, probably trying to stop himself from biting at them. “I can handle it myself.”

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    26 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Luca wasn’t going to throw a tantrum. He wasn’t. Even though everything in him was telling him too, that sitting on the floor in the middle of the locker room and just flat out wailing would surely get him out of this, he didn’t. Because it wasn’t a little day, because being scared of the doctor was silly, because he didn’t think acting like a brat and refusing to go to his appointment would actually get him the cuddles and assurances that of course he didn’t have to go to the scary place where they poke him with needles that he wanted. It would probably get him cuddles at least, but Shane would still make him go to the doctor.

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    26 May 2026

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    Luca had been in a mood since he had arrived at practice that morning. Not obviously so, but Ilya was perceptive. His shoulders had been slumped, he had set his bag down heavier than usual, his left shoe had been untied and he’d seemed thoroughly annoyed about it despite making no move to fix it. He had not joined in with Young and LaPointe’s teasing of Holmbergs terrible acid wash jeans. He had shrugged off Bood when he had clapped him on the shoulder in greeting, his smile too tight to be genuine.

    Shane had noticed too, quietly observing as he pulled his gear on beside Ilya. “He needs to drop.”

    “You think so?” Ilya asked, despite the fact he had the same suspicion. Luca dressed slowly, clumsily. He stared at his skates for a while as though he could will them to tie themselves and save him the trouble. Shane shrugged at Ilya.

    “Probably.” He said. “He doesn’t like going to centres I don’t think. I heard him talking about it with Young a few weeks ago. He’s been putting it off.”

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    26 May 2026

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    "Bring Luca home with us, Mon Cher."

    His husband looked hesitant. "But he is not our pack—"

    "I know you've been wanting to invite him. He's pack in all but name. Bring him home with us, Ilya." Shane glares at him. "Let me feed him, Alpha. Let me provide." He had already made the decision, all that's left for Ilya to do is comply.

    Ilya bared his neck, his shirt collar slipping to reveal the outlines of a deeply scarred mating bite at his scent gland. "Yes, Omega." He says.

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    25 May 2026

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    Luca’s being bear-hugged by Rozanov from behind, so much so that his weight is nearly entirely supported by the man, his toes barely touching the ground. Luca’s laughing, the noise resembling something more of a giggle, as Rozanov peppers kisses on the side of his neck, then ears, nipping at the skin. “Hey,” he’s grumbling, a smile evident in his voice.

    And Hollander. He’s off to the side, pausing from whatever task he’s doing to watch them. There’s nothing near shock, disgust. The sheer amount of adoration in his eyes is something they’ve only seen reserved for Rozanov— and.

    And LaPointe blinks, steps back so slowly he won’t make any noise, turns around, and leaves.

     

    or: 5 times someone suspects that something’s going on between Luca and his Captains + 1 time it’s confirmed

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    25 May 2026

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    Luca hits the boards, and then crumples onto the ice right above it, splayed out on his stomach. There’s a moment of normalcy in the game as they give a second for him to get up— then a moment of jumbled panic when he doesn’t. Luca doesn’t stir. His eyes are drooped closed inside his helmet, head curled inwards at an angle. “Medic,” the referee barks, a calm, blanketed urgency coloring his tone.

    Thick, syrupy panic hits Shane in the chest. It hits him like a truck, the realization that this is what Ilya had felt like, all those years ago.

     

    Or: Luca Haas, ft. his Captains, Social Media (+ a dose of morphine)

    (NOW WITH BONUS CHAPTER 2)

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    25 May 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane murmurs, voice low.

    Ilya’s noticed the same thing he has— a familiar Russian man, tall, slender, wearing a floral satin shirt, is half-leaning towards Luca, lips pulled flirtatiously. He says something with a shark-like smile; Luca, a little like he’s amused by the entire situation, quirks his eyebrow.

    “Fucking Sasha,” Ilya hisses.

     

    or: 3 times Luca Haas says no + 1 time he says yes

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    25 May 2026

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    “Hi,” Luca says, apologetic. “Sorry I’m late.”

    Ilya turns his head, then blinks. Shane follows his line of sight, expression shifting.

    There’s a sharp line of eyeliner across Luca’s waterline, smeared a little on the bottom. Under the lighting, the minuscule amount of white glitter dabbed at the corner and bottom of eyes twinkles. His shirt is tightly fit, a little sheer, cut off just above his black pants. There’s a line of skin between his shirt and pants, the smallest peek of a thin, black tattoo visible on his hip. Silver glints: there’s a bout of jewelry scattered across his body— earrings, a plastic Casio watch, a necklace hanging from his neck.

    “You look like you could ruin someone’s life,” LaPointe blurts out.

     

    or: 5 times Luca Haas surprises Shane and Ilya (& the Centaurs) + 1 time they surprise him back

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    25 May 2026

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    When Luca gets hurt and tries to hide it to appear strong and confident, capable of handling his problems alone, Shane and Ilya are there to show him that we don't have to endure everything alone.

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    How it all began between Luca, Shane, and Ilya.

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    25 May 2026

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    After Shane takes a nasty hit on the ice, Ilya bans the rest of the Centaurs from picking fights with homophobic pricks, even if they're running their mouths.

    Luca has never been one for fighting, anyway.

    Until one particularly vile Raider riles Luca up past the point of no return, and the rookie find himself dropping his gloves for the first time ever.

    He serves his penalty in the box, but he knows there's a different sort of punishment waiting for him after the game.

    If he's tough enough to handle it.

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    24 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 64

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    A moan from Shane reverberates off the walls.
    “Shh. Don’t wake the baby.”
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    Luca gets a concussion. Shane and Ilya always have room for him.

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    24 May 2026

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    “Yeah, that’s what I thought. Go hide behind your daddy.”

    Ilya just laughs.
    Luca trips.

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    24 May 2026

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