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    A series of Ilya and Shane struggling to get people to take their relationship reveals very seriously at all.

    The fics in this series are set in the same universe, so these are the SAME Shane and Ilya. Although they can be read in any order, Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️ takes place roughly 5 years before Pour Decisions.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Hayden Pike and his group chat of coworkers are pretty sure their new manager Shane has a parasocial obsession with a professional hockey player.

    He talks about him constantly, knows everything about him, watches every game, and even has candid photos of him that are definitely not available through conventional sources. So naturally, they decide to intervene to find him a man who actually knows he exists.

    Shane, for his part, has no idea what they're talking about.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “But I just went through my heat.” Neil complained, annoyed at himself.

    Abby gave him a sympathetic look. “Well, it’s not that surprising.”

    What the fuck does that mean?

    “You spend your time with a highly compatible alpha,” Abby’s eyes flicked to Andrew, still looming in the corner, “So your body is likely trying to encourage you to…procreate.”

    Neil stared at her in horror, his cheeks flushing bright red. There was a slowly increasing list of things he felt comfortable talking about with Abby, and his apparent biological need to get dicked down by Andrew was not one of them.

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    24 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Slowly, Jeremy raised his head to look at Jean. Jean nervously licked away the sweat on his upper lip.

    “Jean-Yves Moreau,” Jeremy intoned, and Jean’s stomach dipped traitorously. It didn’t help that Jeremy stepped closer, and Jean’s eyes darted to his, alarmed. He stalked forward, slow, until his hands settled firmly on either side of Jean’s face, his mouth twisted in displeasure, his beautiful brown eyes burning a hole into Jean’s retinas. “You told me you took your medication yesterday. Now, have I forgotten how to count, or have you forgotten that you agreed not to lie to my face?”

    Jean swallowed, then nearly coughed when he found nothing but dry air in his throat.

    Jeremy smushed his cheeks together until Jean’s lips puckered. He knew he looked ridiculous, but the brief twitch of a fond smile on Jeremy’s face loosened something in his chest anyway. It immediately settled back into a stern frown.

    “I believe the former is most likely, Captain. English majors are not known for their mathematical capabilities, yes?”

    Or: In which Jean Moreau is free to be a little shit for the first time in his life, and Jeremy eats it right up.

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    24 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Neil."

    The omega's pupils were so blown they barely left a ring of brown behind. His strained voice showed his inner fight, brain against instinct. It broke Neil's heart and made him take another stupid step forward. This time, Andrew didn't hiss at him but instead reached out with one hand. Neil's heart beat loud in his chest, daring to jump right out when Andrew's fingers grabbed the front of his jersey and pulled the alpha into his nest.

    Or: Andrew shares his heat with Neil (and something more)

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    24 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Can you see me okay?” Neil asks as if this is a video chat. The answer to that is ‘no’. The lighting is horrendous and causes a slight grain to filter throughout the screen. It relies on natural lighting streaming through the window in an early dawn glow. “First time recording myself, kinda nervous.”

    Neil is not Andrew’s omega. But he lets the video play to the end one last time before moving, and something inside of him rings painfully. It leaves an ache in his chest that squeezes around each individual bone in his ribcage like a snake wanting to kill him. Andrew wants to reach in there and pull it out.

    This cannot be happening to him.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Ilya expects him to ask for lube. He expects him to grab it himself. But as always—as always Shane Hollander leaves Ilya speechless. Because—

    “Hollander,” Ilya says, unsure if he's still breathing. “Is that—fuck Hollander. Is that a plug?”

    Or,
    Ilya has a new teammate and Shane has some feelings about that.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    By the time Shane washes his face, brushes his teeth and packs, there's no time to change. So he's stuck wearing the sweatshirt to the airport while mentally being grateful that it's not a tight neon t-shirt that shows the two barbells poking through both his nipples.

    Let this be a lesson. Never look at pictures of your situationship with his tongue down beautiful women's throats and go on a jealousy tirade to live a wild night in a city like Las Vegas.
     

    Or, Shane gets accidental nipple piercings and Ilya misunderstands.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov’s life flips upside down when he’s granted parental rights to his recently orphaned 5-month-old niece. Shane Hollander’s life flips upside down when the two of them move in next door.

    Or: Shane Hollander, certified Baby Whisperer, is the only thing that can get his next door neighbours screaming infant to stop wailing.

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    22 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 29

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    In which Andrew gets a job as a bouncer in the same club where Neil strips.

    He has a rule — a firm one, one he thinks is the only reason he stays sane despite everything — which is to touch Neil as little as possible. It's a self-imposed torture. It’s his last line of defense.

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    Or: He fucking breaks it.

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    22 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 16

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    When Jeremy Knox signs his firm's social club up for a pottery workshop, he's under the impression he's emailing with the frizzy-haired middle-aged lady from the studio's website. He is in no way expecting to be lectured on the art of finger pressure and hole circumference by a broad, beautiful, six-foot-two Frenchman with a devastating accent.

    or: lawyer Jeremy meets artist Jean. sparks fly. pottery is fired. internal walls are kneaded. etc

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    22 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 39

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    Jeremy attempts to resolve an argument between Jean and Kevin while ignoring the fact he’s gone into rut.

    Jean and Kevin grow tired of Jeremy putting his needs last.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “You don’t have to be here for this,” Jeremy warns. “You can sit in the living room while I take care of him. It may take a few hours though, if you factor in knotting time.”

    “I am deeply confused.”

    “About what?”

    Kevin stares. “You let Jean knot you?”

    Jeremy frowns at him. “Yeah. Why wouldn’t I?”

    “You’re an alpha.”

    “So?”

    “Isn’t it—Doesn’t that…feel weird?” Kevin stutters out. He stands near the door looking ready to bolt. Fiddling with his hands, he’s awkward in a way Jeremy hasn’t seen from him before.

    ———

    AKA: Jean’s first rut after bringing Kevin into their relationship. Jean’s respect for Jeremy does not translate to how he treats Kevin.

    (Edits + added content on 6/14/26)

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    21 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jean had gained weight.

    Significantly.

    Jeremy was not complaining. God, he was not complaining. While his usual "type" was big without being lanky, and strong without being bulky, Jean had become…he'd become pretty big and bulky. He'd grown large, and thick, and stocky, and…god, Jeremy just wanted to gnaw on the places where Jean had grown soft over all that muscle.

    The worst — best? — worst? — Jeremy couldn't decide — part of this growth, though, was Jean's chest.

    "God, someone get this man a bra; my back is hurting watching him run," Cat joked as they ran around campus.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    On his thirtieth birthday, Shane Hollander wakes up able to read minds through touch. The problem? According to an urban legend no one thought was real, there's only one way to make it stop—and it involves doing the one thing he swore he'd never do. As the captain of the Montreal Metros navigates this unwanted ability, he's about to discover that sometimes the hardest thing to read is your own heart, especially when a certain charming new player seems determined to crash through all his carefully constructed walls.

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    20 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 14

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    Jeremy Knox has never been wanted for more than what he could do for others.
    He's never been courted before, so why should he ever assume that Jean is trying to court him?

    [Jeremy POV of can I be yours ]

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    19 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    Jean was never allowed to want something for himself. He doesn't know anything about being a good alpha, or courting, so why did he think trying to court Jeremy would work?

    Jean POV of i just wanted to be yours by the lovely Iz

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    19 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 25

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    “I’m a merman, not a siren, you stupid human.”

    Aaron sputters. “What kind of insult is that? Andrew is also human!”

    “Yeah, but he’s my human,” Neil says petulantly, wrapping his tail around Andrew’s leg, and Andrew’s silly, dumb heart wriggles and flops around in his chest.

    *

    Andrew finally introduces Neil to his family. It goes as well as one would expect.

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    17 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jean was feral.

    He thought Jeremy was his omega.

    And Jeremy was stuck between Jean and the door, only feet away from Jean’s nest, smelling like another man — another alpha.

    This was not good.

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    16 Jun 2026

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