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    Everything starts with a kiss under a shower in Toronto…

    Shane Hollander has to accept that the best way to stop the buzzing in his anxious brain is to touch and kiss his arch-rival.

    Always running away from his thoughts and feelings Ilya Rozanov only gets a good night of sleep with a boring Canadian in his arms.

    They play hard on the ice. They have fun in bed. Maybe someday they are prepared to acknowledge their feelings?

    First there will be smut, later fluff and always idiots in love.

    This WIP is almost complete - it just needs editing - I'll post every week at least twice.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane wanted to be good for him. He wanted to prove that he could do this, that he could fuck if he wanted to. He took some initiative and lined himself up with the toy before even being prompted.

    “Yes, good job.” Ilya said, Shane preened at the small bit of praise. “Push just tip inside, okay?”

    Shane nodded shakily, and did as he was told. “Fuck.” It was wet and slick and so fucking tight, Shane shuddered and tried in vain to catch his breath.“Oh, god.” It felt nothing like a mouth or a hand, but still mind-blowing. Fuck, was this what topping felt like? He thrust into the toy further, without permission this time. Fuck, terrible idea.

    OR: Ilya teaches his adorable, perma-bottom husband how to fuck someone with the help of a pillow, fleshlight, and carefully soft domming through it. Shane has much more fun than he expected.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    29 May 2026